mood

been in one of "those" moods today

i seriously hope i get laid tonight
or else i'm going to have to take a "hands on" approach to this

i blame my dream
i blame my dream
i blame my dream
i blame my dream
i blame my dream
i blame my dream
i blame my dream
i blame my dream
i blame my dream
i blame my dream
i blame my dream
i blame my dream

so it seems....

Name: Marianne
Date: 2/2/2010
Colorgenics Number: 71425360
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Enough is enough - you feel frustrated and rejected. You are fighting back and the going is tough. It would be just wonderful if you could be left in peace.

In the past there have been - and maybe there still are - many things that you have had to do without. You have now decided to set your sights on a position or situation that could give you greater prestige and which will afford you considerable self esteem.

It is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influence and there is no one to rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you'll have to make the best of things as they are.

As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.

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holy fuck, I love garage rock!

illness and mood

I've been sick for like a month. I took antibiotics. The sinus infection went away, but then 2 weeks later, it comes back. I ended up getting so cranky and negative as I daily coughed up huge amounts of phlegm. I honestly thought I was super depressed there for a minute, but after sleeping 12 hours for the first time all week, I realize I'm super cheerful, just sick.

So point being, at least for me, illness affects the mood. Yuck.

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