HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM VIP

It should be common sense that 'fake people' have 'fake friends'. Ten years ago the definition of 'fake people would be entirely different.

I grew up in a mindset that a fake person was a person who you met online who, had photos of other people and this user would pretend to be the person in the photo. This user would develop a persona around this person.

Now, the big change is people more or less use their own photos, and have a 'personality' which in my life span is so disconnected from who the person is its utterly fake. I can't completely judge people for aspiring to be different, changing themselves regardless of what family and close friends think. This part is natural? is it?

It has an extreme range for me. I'm not the person to put limits, rules and regulations on how much someone can evolve and still be true to themselves.

A modern day definition of 'fake people' is people who widely live beyond their means [possibly financial], It makes me laugh when I see someone wearing a Louis Vuitton purse, and sweat pants they get at a department store. Are you trying to tell me that this is genuine, real, authentic? Because right now I'm trying to think why you can't wear a wardrobe that isn't in the same range as your purse. Either that, or it is Authentic, and I'm a jerk for questioning your personal style, yet question, how you can finance a 2,000$ purse on a student income?

Note: Toronto is one of those cities that has a very very large surplus of DESIGNER KNOCK OFFS (Like Canal St. in NYC).

I've been all over the place as of recently, travelling, working, living, visiting friends from afar, and having friends I went to high - school with come visit me.

I respect, admire, and appreciate all aspects of my life regardless of how minuscule they may appear at the time. This is probably because I am more self aware than most people are, but what doesn't break you makes you stronger, right!

I am very lucky to be able to constantly keep growing, moving forward, and evolving into the person I am today.

Namaste

15 years ago we protested video game violence made us desensitized to pain, 11 years ago, we said that replaying 9-11 video's on CNN made us even more desensitized to death.. It's really hard to tell what's real any more.

I've had a lot of life experiences than most people I know, its good because dealing with them makes me stronger, smarter, and more resourceful for future problems and conflicts. The same experiences help me to give insight to my friends offline to prevent similar experiences/mistakes from happening.

Moving forward, Instead of dealing with issues that my friends face, I'm on the gun with fixing it instead of working through it. Nothing phases me - i'm so robitic now its like dkjfndf words don't describe.

Secretly, we all know i'm a sociopath, but :D I love you

The melo wall is back :D cheers: http://www.melodramatic.com/thewall

Tho I find it suspicious that I do a post " :D" at 2 am and find out that 11 hrs later its been deleted ???

Is that a personal attack or a site glitch that posts get removed?

So this site has issues.

This site has always had issues, yet we all are here, we [a lot of us] all pay.
For those who haven't' paid. you've all been fortunate to 'view logs' which is an elite feature.

This site has had a history of issues, it had a 'famous crash' , we've had site imports with this current layout that never got finished /transferred. We lost other site stats that didn't get transferred accurately back in 04/05 yet we still complain.

We're all conscious that this site has been unstable, and use it anyways.. So you complain, I can't take anyone seriously who does complain about this because the reality is you know about it, and yet you still use this site. You complain about something you're completely aware of, and enable.. Id hate to see what the rest of your life looks like because I can't take you seriously.

On a side note: I feel bad for sara, regardless of the pros and cons and the state of this site... I would be depressed if I come back to a site to see the front page as it stands where your own admins are trash talking you. Those comments/posts/mentality isn't going to motivate anyone to want to come back to a site anytime faster to fix the problems

If you remember Mika from melo back in the day, he can be found here: https://www.facebook.com/mikadoll

Right now I feel I at a turning point in my life - this one, more importantly, is based on decisions I made in my past - and how those actions are affecting me right now.

I have pretty strong filters and boundaries in my life - its defensive. I have my business life, my public life, and my private life and right now time is factoring in.

I'm being ambiguous because I like to keep my business life private.

Right now, the only thing I want to do is stand on my roof and scream... ahh I hate having responsibly and being an adult. Peter-pan syndrome.. i think yes.

As part of my NEW resolution - it is essential that I include removing people from my life who only like to use, exploit and take advantage of my good nature.

I should be adding to my T9/quick text in my cell phone that says: "You only come to me when you need help, and now you will remember me as the evil person who said NO & didn't help you; whereas I only remember you as the person that only asks/needs help and never comes to me for any other reason. "