is having to listen to some of the most stupid people youve met in your life... and do it with out question... its nearly impossible for me... out of everything i do and put up with here at the school... he's the only thing that makes me not want to be here... and it sucks i have to deal with him all the time... because hes cross training and is part of our flight... hopefully he wont be here much longer though. im keepin my fingers crossed! hahah

i think i have knee problems... or a knee problem... doesnt seem to be in the other knee yet... we'll see... just gotta keep pushin through training though... tomorrow will probably be a pretty easy day though... im sure they dont plan on killing us with out enough time to let us get showers and such cause we've gotta be in our blues... we'll see.... we lost another person the other day... they got a stress fracture in there lower leg.... sucks... but they didnt really wanna be here anyways... they're married and have a young kid... hes probably happy he"ll get to spend more time with them... cause the truth of this job is we're gonna be deployed alot... for long periods of time... that just sucks when youve got a young son who'd much rather have his dad around to play with... so its pretty good in a way... i have a feeling we"ll lose a few more with the end of this block (class section) cause weve been having alot of failures on the tests... not me though of course ;) 90 and 100's all the way! woot! lol... this post is actually really boring... i just wanted to put something up cause i havent in a while... later!

hmm... so the last few months have definitly been pretty crazy... been really fast pased... one minute im one place, blink, the next minute im goin some where else... never sittin around... runnin non-stop... everything kinda blurs together... theres hardly anything i really remember about basic... i really hardly remember the first week here at tech school... and that was like 2 weeks ago hahah... its weird to just sit down an sit about... ive been living weekend to weekend... were i was living meal to meal at basic... i figure once im out of school things will be alitte more normal... i do have alot more time here at tech school... it doesnt seem like it though... seems like before i know it, its 1030 at night and i still need to do stuff and wake up at 4 in the morning the next day to start all over... i dont really like the free time though... leaves to much room to just sit and think... i like bein busy as possible cause then i find myself gettin lost in thought... cant help but realize this is gonna be a really lonely career field... for a while anyways... because lets face it... at my age... most women are still pretty nieve and not really ready to settle down... because you see it all the time when some one deploys and everything goes to shit... and ill be deploying alot... so ive gotta wait a while... or find that one chick that beats them all hands down... but for now ive just gotta try and keep my main focus on whats in front of me and not the things id like to have in front of me...

other than that im doin pretty good... just gliding along through my tech school... the PT is hard... the classes are easy so far... just gotta keep takin it as it comes at me and see where it all goes... never give up! just do it... gotta live by that shit... one step at a time!

some times i find myself wanting to run around melo on a giant g-spot whorage tellin any hot chicks i run across " id do you"... i figure id get alot of enemies... replies from sluts... and alot of "what the fuck??" kinda of questions... it'd be interesting to try! lol

Ill see you in two months! ill miss you guys! :)

i just wanna know... what is so attractive about a guy chokin a chick with his dick while shes givin him head... or more or less getting mouth fucked... i just dont wanna see it... but it seems to be in every porn lately... chick starts givin head... then guy takes over and gags her with his dick... alot... just disgusts me... what happened to watchin a chick workin workin that shit with her mouth ... that was always hot... seein her almost puke... not so hot... can some one explain the sudden infatuation the porn industry has taken on this... does it kinda boarder on the same like as dudes wearin skinny jeans... with the conclusion that todays society is just really that fucked up? do tell!

so ive been sick for a while now... like two weeks... just a sinus infection though... but thats goin away but then i got something else... dont know what... but id get the body aches like i had the flu or something... but no fever or anything like that... just the ache... then that went away... and my stomach was kickin my ass for like two days... then the third day i got some of the worst diarrhea! no joke... gross i know... but seriously... had to have gone to the bathroom like 15 times that day... normally its like what 4-5 times... but now its gone today... so i have no idea what i had... i feel ok today... empty... but ok lol... and i donno if this was all one thing or a series of things... maybe it worked its way from my head to my ass! haha... hopefully im all peachy now though... well im glad we could share that pleasant story with eachother! im sure you all were just overly excited to hear about it all :) haha

so i had this weird ass dream... i dont remember to much of it... i just remember i was driving then all of a suddin i hit this patch of really deep gravel and it made me loose control and i rolled my car like 6 times before it finally came to a stop... but it was weird... it wasnt all fucked up... i guess cause i rolled it in gravel or something lol... none of the windows were broken.. the frame was just all tweeked and the roof caved in alittle... the doors bearly shit... i end up getting out... lookin at it all pissed and confused... and told the guy that stopped not to call the cops cause itd just make it into a problem for me... so i got back in... tried like five times to shit the door then it finally did and started it up and drove off... i remember thinkin how i should have sold the damn thing cause alteast i would have had some money instead of a peice of shit now... haha... then i woke up... and was relieve to realize i hadnt actually rolled it lol

went to bridge port today! it was pretty awesome... went swimming for a while... the water felt so damn good... it was in the hundreds today so it was great... this mom was hittin on me alot! lol... she likes watchin me climb up the cliffs... which was fine by me... she looked pretty good herself ;-p... she was actually pretty cool to talk to... she was into a bunch of the same stuff as me... traveling hiking... nature pretty much... we talked for a good hour before my friends took off to the car lol... i decided it would be a great idea to hike 4 miles in sandles along the rocky ass river side... i actually hiked it hella fast... i was jumpin from boulder to boulder and running along stuff... only fell twice lol.. but nothing serious i caught myself each time :D but yeah it was fun

saturday i went and hung out with my friends... then we went fishing... that was very uneventful lol... didnt catch shit haha o well... it was still pretty cool.... and friday i went and saw pandorum and surrogates they were both pretty awesome movies :D

haha i was at my dads today and he brought jamie back there... the crazy bitch... so i grabbed up my stuff to leave... told her i hoped she died as i walked out the door... then my dad asked if i was moving out and i called him a fuckin moron... hes all ok einstein! so i told him i was a fuckin genius compaired to him then left... hes seriously dumb as fuck... and i seriously hope that bitch would hurry up and die... i dont care how much of an asshole that makes me... thats 00% how i feel *shrugs*

k well hope every one else had a good weekend :D

so i went to San diego on sunday and didnt get back till wednesday. it was pretty fuckin awesome... did alot of roaming around SD roamed down town and balboa park went to the ocean... i can officially say ive been to a nude beach... it wasnt that exciting though... bunch of old people O.O yeah... no... lol... um went swimming in the ocean... hella fun... the water there feels fuckin amazing!!! got drunk and raomed the ucsd campus at night lol.. that was pretty amuzing... they have a singing tree... hahah i hella though it was a bum by the trees singing haha! they have some pretty awesome architecture there... all kinds of crazy abstract stuff....

but yeah... went to the Arctic Monkeys concert! thats was pretty fuckin awesome... had tons of fun... managed to push my way to the front lol... um... then we went and ate sushi the next day and got drunk off soke bombs during there happy hour! hahah sake's hell easy to drink... and there sapporo beer is actually pretty good... and im not a fan of beer at all lol... but yeah... i stole some chopsticks cause they were metal and cool... :D haha got a collection goin on! lol then we walked around the mall drunk for a while till we could drive... went to the college agian and i ended up climbing all over random stuff lol... then the next day we left... sad day :( haha! but it was an awesome trip... i loved it.

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