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Why me..

If it makes you less sad
I will die by your hand
I hope you find out what you are
Already know what I am
And if it makes you less sad
we’ll start talking again
and you can tell me how vile i already know that i am

i’ll grow old
start acting my age
ill be a brand new day in a life that you hate
a crown of gold
a heart thats harder than stone
and it hurts a whole lot
but its missed when its gone
call me a safe bet
im betting im not

im glad you can forgive
im only hoping as time goes
you can forget

if it makes you less sad
i’ll move outta the state
you can keep to yourself
ill stay outta your way
and if it makes you less sad
ill take your pictures all down
every picture you paint
i will paint myself out
its as cold as a tomb
and its dark in your room
when i sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds

so call it quits
or get a grip
say you wanted a solution
you just wanted to be missed
call me a safe bet
im betting im not
im glad that you can forgive
im only hoping as time goes
you can forget

you are calm and reposed
let your beauty unfold
pale white
like the skin stretched over your bones
spring keeps you ever close
you are second hand smoke
you are so fragile and thin
standing trial for your sins
holding onto yourself the best you can
you are the smell before the rain
you are the blood in my veins

call me a safe bet
im betting im not
im glad that you can forgive
im only hoping as time goes
you can forget

Empty Apartment

Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes you forget where the heart is

Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It’s not me, you’re not listening now
Can’t you see something’s missing?
You forget where the heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you’d say it’s okay

Waking up from this nightmare
How’s your life, what’s it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you’d say it’s okay

It’s okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one’s around
You know that I’ll catch you when you’re falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you’ll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you’d say its okay
It’s okay
It’s okay

A Song For The Optimists


Blow the last candle out. let the was harden
I wish I could stop crying. I wish someone still loved me
Just breathe and focus. how can I when the air is so cold and empty
That my lungs froze right in my chest
I’ll be honest the silver linings are getting harder and harder to manufacture
And the smiles are so difficult to fake
What do I have to do, or who do I have to kill, to get what I want. what I need
Happiness is an emotion I was born to this world without,
nothing pleases me. I cannot be satiated
Thru this toil I will breed my own distress and destroy my best hopes,
fuck up the only things I love.
I WATCHED MY DREAMS DIE.
I watched my aspirations crash to the ground on the backs of the angels that I’ve slain.
But I meant so well, I tried to hard, gave every ounce of my soul, to what end.
Desolation, desire, exhale, pass away.

Coward, the next time you want to fuck me over stab me in the front
Can I still see my future in your eyes,
or can I picture myself dead in your embrace
And your cruel crimson red smile, kills
Everyone cared about you. Why couldn’t you
Instead your greed compelled you to steal other silver linings.
No one could have their moments free from your withering touch.
Fuck off like you’re the only person that has ever cried or been broken by love
Spare me your pity party drunk off your own misfortunes
Wallowing in your blissful melancholy
can you taste my blood. You knew that this would kill me.
But you carried on and on with your selfish shit.
everyone cared about you. Why couldn’t you
instead your greed compelled you to steal other silver linings.
burnt down my world, you killed my hope
spread out the ash and walked away
how could you just close off your eyes.
turn tail and run, you are the greatest coward
damn right I am still pissed..
next time I see you we will see who has the upper hand
kiss me fist. Taste the floor. Tired of your games. fuck off goodbye.

New Pictures.

//rawr//


[My name is]: Yessika
[height?]: 5’9/ 5’10
[First thought when u wake up]: *shrugs* iono
[all I need is]: My blanky
[love is]: stupid
[if I could see one person right now]: Andrew
[I’M afraid of]: "us"
[I dream about]: I don’t know, that is a very odd question...

-H A V E .Y O U. E V E R . .

[been in love]: Slightly
[cried when someone died]: Yea, my great grandma.
[lied]: *grins* yes..

-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-

[coke or pepsi]: pepsi
[flowers or candy]: Flowers
[tall or short]: Tall

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-

[what do u notice first?]: well, when it is face to face.. looks.. but if it’s like on the internet then personality.
[last person u slow danced with]: uhh... my daddy, at my steo brothers wedding... actually it might be my step brother, for the dollar dance..
[worst question to ask]: What’s on your mind

-W H O-

[makes u laugh the most?]: my sister, my dad, or andrew
[makes you smile]: no one inpaticular
[gives u a funny feeling when u see them]: my mom... :(
[do you have a crush?]: i guess you could call it that
[has a crush on u?]: dunno
[is easier to talk to]: uhh.... actually even though i never really talk to her... nikki.. she is easy to talk to.. but like deep convorsations tiffany.

-D O. Y O U .E V E R-

[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. u?]: no
[save aol/aim conversations]: Sometimes.
[wish u were a member of the opposite sex]: not really
[cried because of someone saying something to you]: yes

-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-

[fallen for ur best friend]: i had a crush on him
[been rejected?]: no cause i never ask guys out..
[rejected someone]: Yeah.
[used someone]: Don’t think so.
[been cheated on]: kind of
[done something u regret]: Yes.
[been drunk?]: yes
[done drugs?]: never
-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-

[u talked to on the phone]: Andrew
[hugged]: Daddy
[u instant messaged]: Jolynn
[that instant messaged you]: Andy
[u laughed with]: My sister

-D O .Y O U-

[color ur hair]: yes
[ever get off the damn computer]: yes
[habla espanol]: siiiiii

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-

[smoke cigarettes]: No, gross.
[obsessive]: nope.
[could u live without the computer?]: prally
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?]: 192
[what’s your favorite food?]: chicken
[whats ur favorite fruit?]: apples or strawberries
[drink alchohol?]: some times
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: yea.
[what hurts the most, physical or emotional pain]: both
[trust others way too easily]: Yeah.
[ Current Dress ]: uhh... faded shorts and my glory shirt
[ Current Makeup ]: lots
[ Current Mood ]: shitty.. don’t feel good..
[ Current Music ]: hot hot heat
[ Current Taste ]: uhhhh water? lol
[ Current Hair ]: lllllllllloooooonnngggggggg
[ Current Annoyance ]: my sister always ditching me
[ Current Smell ]: uhh iono
[ Current Thing I Ought To Be Doing]: uhmm nothing?
[ Current Favorite Artist ]: Don’t have one.
[ Current Favorite Group ]: Don’t have one.
[ Current CD in Stereo ]: uhh, a mix.

..*Stuff*..

Seven things you love:
1) My dad
2) My sister
3) Andrew
4) Jolynn
5) Bubble rap
6) The beach
7) Camera’s

Seven things you hate:
1) Drama
2) School
3) Liars
4) Brittany Spears
5) Beets
6) Stupid Girls
7) My Mom

Seven things in your room:
1) Bed
2) Dresser’s
3) Elmo
4) Fuzzy
5) My phone
6) Clock
7) Cork board

Seven things to do before death:
1) Fall in love
2) Get married
3) Have children
4) Be close with my mom
5) Graduate from college
6) Forgive
7) Forget

Seven things you can do:
1) Brighten some one’s day
2) Love
3) Make some one laugh
4) Give advice
5) Forgive my mother
6) Shop
7) Dance

Seven things you can’t do:
1) Forgive you
2) Hurt you
3) Lose a fight
4) Let some one down
5) Make everyone like me
6) Lose you
7) Be perfect

Seven things that attract you to the opposite sex:
1) Arms
2) Eyes
3) Personality
4) Style
5) Smile
6) Trustworthiness
7) Dimples

Top seven movies:
1) The Sweetest Thing
2) Moulon Rouge
3) Legally Blonde
4) Blue Crush
5) Orange County
6) Old School
7) A Walk to Remember

Top seven things you say most:
1) Whatever
2) Pease
3) RaWr
4) Dude
5) Shut up
6) *Giggles*
7) oh my goodness

//stuff//

first name: Jessika
middle name: Paige
last name: Hall
nickname: Jessie, Jess
gender: Goil
age: 115
birthday: 12/10
hair color: Blonde
eye color: Blue
race: White
do you wear glasses or contacts: Nope
do you have braces: Nope
is your hair long or short: Long
where were you born: Los Angeles Ca
current location: Corona
zodiac sign: Sagitarious
how many languages do you know: English, i know some french
nationality: American
bad habits: Biting my nails
piercings you have: Ears, and soon belly button :)
piercings you want: uhh i think want the cartalige on my ear pierced
tattoos you have: none
tattoos you want: I don’t think i want one
today’s date: 8/2/03
the time: 6:30 pm
ready for a bunch more questions?: Sure

FAMILY:
mother’s name: Eileen
father’s name: Jess
step-parent’s names: Jeri
brother(s)’s name(s): Joey
sister(s)’s name(s): Stephanie & Jessica
favorite aunt: Uhmm Kathy
favorite uncle: Steven
favorite grandparent: Grandma Joanne
worst relative: uhh my aunt Nacy
do you get along with your parents: With my Daddy
Does anyone in your family understand you?: Uhm my sister does

PETS:
do you have any pets: yea
what are their names: Sugar
what kind of animals are they: A dalmation
SCHOOL:
are you still in school: yea
current gpa: 3.8
favorite grade in the school: None
least favorite grade in the school: junior
favorite teacher: Mr. Sisk
least favorite teacher: Mrs. Rupp pregnant teachers are whores!
favorite subjects: Math
least favorite subject: English and history
do you buy lunch or bring it: I never really eat lunch at school
play any sports on the school’s team: Volley ball
do/did you do any extracurricular activities: nope
favorite memory: Knott’s Berry Farm with andi.
least favorite memory: uhhh when me and Bre got in a big ass fight.. and yea..
most humiliating moment: when i fell at Knott’s Berry Farm in front of Andrew and his friends
FAVOURITES:
number: 14
clothing brand: uhh... i dont know.. i wear a lot of Charloote russe stuff.. It’s not really a brand..
shoes: Pumas
saying(s): uhhh
vegetable: Spinach
fruit: Strawberries
movie: A walk to remember, Friday, the sweetest thing
magazine: i really dont know
actor: mike meyers
actress: camron diaz
candy: sour patch watermelons
gum: orbit
scent: cucumber melon
candy bar: kit kat
ice cream flavor: mint chocolate chip
color: black & pink
season: summer
holiday: christmas
bands: Brand New, Thrice, My Chemical Romance, A Static Lullaby, Mae
rapper: Fitty Cent
thing in your room: My bed
place to be: The Beach.
radio station: 103.9
cheese: String cheese (motzerella)
junk food: Frappichino
store: ?
shoe brand: Puma
fast food: Taco Bell & In ’n’ Out
restaurant: Mizato’s
shape: square
time of day: night
state: cali
mall: Ontario
shampoo: John Freda True Blonde
board games: Connect Four
computer game: Solitare
swear word: Bitch
month: July, December
cartoon character: Elmo
scary movie: Scream
team: Yankee’s
day: Saterday

THE FIRST THING THAT COMES TO MIND:
eminem: Fag
dog: Sugar
hot: Boys
britney spears: Whore
nsync: Homosexuals
real world: Lies
orange: Fruit
food: Chicken Alfraido
fuck: bad word
bisexual: Christian Agulaira
black: My sister
icq: ?
insane clown posse: kyle
loser: me
jack: andrew
rainbow: brite lite
pop: soda
cucumber: melons
shark: SHS
lifehouse: ?
leather: couches
whip: chains
america: shoes
water: the river
volcano: ?

THIS OR THAT:
rock or rap: rock
rock or pop: rock
rock or r&b: rock
rock or metal: rock
rap or pop: rap
rap or r&b:rap
rap or metal: rap
pop or r&b: R&B
pop or metal: metal
r&b or metal: metal
tool or korn: tool
selena or jennifer lopez: j ho
hot or cold: hot
winter or summer: summer
shakira or britney: shakira
icp or eminem: eminem
marilyn manson or rob zombie: rob zombie
kittie or garbage: kittie
mtv or vh1: mtv
buffy or angel: buffy
dawson’s creek or gilmore girls: gilmore girls
football or basketball: football
summer olympics or winter olympics: summer olympics
skiing or snowboarding: snowboarding
rollerblading or skateboarding: skateboarding
black or white: black
orange or red: red
yellow or green: yellow
purple or pink: pink
hot topic or pacsun: pac sun
cell phone or pager: cell
pen or pencil: pen
powerpuff girls or charlie’s angels: charlie’s angels
scooby doo or dino: scooby doo
dragon ball z or pokemon: pokemon
star wars or star trek: star wars
tattoos or piercings: piercings

PRIVATE LIFE:
do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: nope
do you have a crush: :)
do you love anyone right now: yes
have you ever been in love: i think
The story behind your user name: It’s a song
Jewelry worn daily: earings
how many hearts have you broken: Hopefully none
how many people broke your heart: 3
best quote to sum up love: "Love is an excuse to get hurt"- bright eyes
so what is your bf/gf/crush like: i dunno why dont you ask them







A song for a broken heart..


Take this for what its worth, this song...my smile,
I write to you from hell my song leaving the foot against the gas
and the wall that must have said your name,
Weaken you from nothing you can say can stop this now,
would a noose replace his lips?
Can a song replace a broken heart?
Can a song replace a broken love?
On the beach I remind myself how holding hands is so powerless,
tonight I don’t even have the stars to hold on to...
Paint this red...
Her picture will remain unbroken she cries tonight "I fall in love"...
Wipe each tear away with sand paper tonight I’m not alone...
I just wanna get your fucking voice out of my head...

//uhhhhhh//

People effen sucks... Especially Boys.... And some times girls...Uhhhhhhhhhhhh... Goodness... :(

//skjgsdkhglsdgh//

Yep... This sucks..I wish i were stronger..

//Don’t cuss//

Uhhh omfg.. What have i gotten my self into THIS time.. I am so disgusted with myself.. i can’t even look in the mirror.. I would probably just burst into tears... Gosh i am such a bitch... It’s horrible..
I’m sorry...

//yep//

Yep, well i haven’t been on melo in like 4 days. I moved into my new house... good times.. It’s a pretty tight house... But i’m lonely.. It sucks.. I feel like i’m in prison... Oh well.. I went to menifee and stole tiffy so she could come chill with me.. sXt. We took some pix.. Loved it, Loved it. Then my sissy took her home today.. And i went to the chiropractor.. good times... I have to go three times a week for 8 weeks then twice a week for 8 more weeks. then i dont know how many times after that... But yea.. Anywho, my sis moves out in like a month.. which i am kinda bumbed about.. she is like all i have some times.. Not much more to say.. so im out.
//yessie//

//help//

RaWR!!! All i need is 20 more karma to get a Gspot sig!!
Help... Pease?
I’ll give you a dollar!!
//yessie//

//sun//


I’m a mess, I guess.
It’s what I asked for, it’s what I needed.
Well, you know me better than that,
or at least you did and something happened.
But once again something’s happened.
The confidence you held in us is the rope we almost hung ourselves with.
At times I wonder if we really took the steps to break right through it.
I know that there were better days, but to see the light and to feel the rays.
Life was always back and forth and we were idling or making useless progress.
Waiting for the rain to stop.
Destination: beautiful.
Seems that I’m still waiting for the sun.
Someday will come back to us, if you’re willing let it go.
Why won’t you just let this be your sun?
It seems like yesterday we had the world our way.
But some day we’re heading for destruction.

I’ll ask you "What in the world should we do?"
This light is green our break is through.
Are we not trying or are we trying too hard?
Well, you know I never want to miss,
I hold on tight and reminisce.
But it’s bittersweet to me.
When time stands still as it’s trapped inside
the letterbox you gave back to me.
But I’m the one who keeps on reading.
But I’m the one who wants to let it go.
I’m the first to speak.
You’re the last to know.
Another scene that we’re creating,
I need to know if we’re still making useless progress.

//help//

RaWr!!
I am ALMOST at 1,000 karma...
So gimme all yer touches
and sign my Gspot like crazy!
Please??
//yessie//

~*Sweet n Sour*~

I’m the sour of course :). I love you Jessika, and I hope you like your present...
A kiss...
~*Andrew*~

P.S. Don’t say any stupid shit to my girlfriend, especially if you can’t spell it right.

//stuff//


A few pics from a couple weeks ago..

And for you morons that keep calling Jessika conceited, i made the picture.

Andrew

//week-end with a twist//

It’s amazing how fast your life can flash before your eyes... My week was pretty fun.. But, yesterday had to be one of the worst days of my life.. I was in a pretty bad car accident.. We were on our way home from san diego. We were going to the stop light, and the light had turned green before we got there so we were driving full speed, and this guy pulls out right in front of us trying to make a left turn and hits us full on. The whole impact of the accident was pretty much on me. The car had hit the front right of tiffany’s dad’s van. If i hadn’t been wearing my seat belt i would have either slammed into the seat or maybe even hit the windshield. So the car starts smoking after we get hit and tiffany is screaming at me to get out of the car.. we ran so fast to the grass.. and i just remember falling to my knees holding my chest because i could barely breath.. i felt as if my chest had caved in. A whole bunch of people rushed over and helped us.. And thankfully there was a trauma surgent that just happend to be there when the accident had happend.. she took care of me till the paramedics came. All i could do was lay there and cry and thank god i wasn’t dead... When the fire fighters and paramedics got there they rushed over to me and put me on the gurny thing or strecher.. i don’t really remember the name.. tiffany was right there holding my hand even though she had really bad seat belt burn.. she didn’t care.. And right then i realized, how much we meant to eachother. So they get me in the ambulance and they had to put an oxygen mask on me because i couldnt breath that well. Then the paramedic told me he had to give me and IV which i wasnt too happy about.. I was seriously begging him not to.. But he had to.. I have a really bad phobia of needles... It took us about fifteen minutes to get to the hospital and they took all of us to the ER and there were so many different doctors running arround asking me a whole bunch of questions.. i was in such shock i don’t even remember most of it.. They told me no bones were broken that they could see.. and that they had called my parents and they were on their way to the hospital.. After they had checked me out and taken all the X-rays they told me that they were 100% sure there were no broken bones, but they were worried about my uterous, kidney’s, spleen, and possibly my stomach, and that i had to get a cat scan.. And those are really scary. It’s like this big thing they put you in and you have to stay there for like 30 minutes.. And i was just staring at the ceiling praying that i was going to be ok. And serisouly all i could think about was my friends and my dad and my mom and my sister, and if anyone had called andrew, because i knew he was probably freaking out. I couldn’t help but cry. After the cat scan i had to get a blood test... And take a urine sample.. And they put me in a different hospital bed.. And finaly my dad and step mom had got there... And i finally had a sense of relife knowing my dad and step mom were there... I finally stopped crying.. We waited for about 2 hours for the tests to come back.. And the cat scan came out clear.. so there was no serious damage to any organs.. And the blood and urine test came out ok.. so that ment no internal bleeding.. So all in all i came out pretty good.. All i have now is a concusion, whip lash and some pretty bad bruses and seat belt burn.. Luckily tiffany and her dad were ok... Tiffany’s dad just had some cuts because the passenger window had shattered.. and because of his air bag.. I am so thankful i had my seat belt on.. It’s crazy.. in a matter of seconds you can be dead...

//Some type of vacation//

Well i am off to San Diego till Friday evening with my pal Tiffany.. I will miss you all. Leave me lots of Gspots! I want to get to 1000 karma ASAP!!
Ex’s & Oh’s
//yessie//

//Awwies//




These are THE cutest doggies i have ever seen in my life! I want one sooooooooooooo bad!!! :(

//WoW//

WoW man!! Long time no post fur reel! Anyway, not too much has happend in these past couple of weeks. Schools out! YaY!! I went to Knotts Berry Farm with Andrew and other peeps, LOTS of fun. 2 more weeks till I move, which really sucks.. I’m really sad about that... But it’s kind of bitter sweet... I’m gunna miss all my friends, but i am anxious to move away and meet new people.. It’s normal to get sick of the same people, and the same routine day after day after day... I think it’s time for a change.. I absolutly LOVE my new house, it’s awesome. I went to Oasis water park in Palm Springs with my good pal Bree. We had tons of fun.. Except for the part when these black chicks were talkin shit on us.. But oh well. All the life guards were hitting on bree, but what else is new?? I can’t go anywhere with out someone sayin somethin to her!! Damn horn dogs! Well, i officialy can’t stand my sister. She thinks she can come and go as she pleases and doesn’t have to do shit arround the house! I think the only reason why she still lives here is because, its a place to stay, free food, my parents will do her laundry, my dad will pay her bills, so it’s like what the hell i’ll stay here! WRONG!! I am seriously going to clean her clock before she moves out. I am so sick of doing everything.. She never even talks to me anymore.. It’s like she isn’t even my sister anymore.. And what sucks even more is that she is going to change even more when she moves off to college.. Like she doesn’t party enough as it is?? Uhh anyway, tomorrow is the 4th of July, i think i’m just having a bon fire.. And then Saterday i’m going to either Newport Beach, or Corona Del Mar with my family, and bree. My parents haven’t decided yet.. I’ll be happy with either one.. I can’t think of anything else to write about so i’ll most likely post later!
Ex’s & Oh’s
//yessie//

//dum dee dum//

dlgkhsdfhsdlkhgdfg?

80 % said Yes
20 % said No

5 total votes.

Hmmm

HASH(0x84f8100)
You are the unpretty eye. You think everything n
everyone around u is against u. Take my advice
and lighten up alil.


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//Blurry//


Everything is slowly becoming a blurr.....

.:Cussing Is Bad:.

Don’t cuss Jessi, it’s bad for you. I took the liberty of deleting your prior post. Nobody hates you, and i know you don’t either. Muah. Bye sweetie.
~*Andrew*~

.:How do i live:.

How do i get threw a night with out you? If i had to live without you, what kind of life would that be? Oh i, need you in my arms need you to hold, your my world my heart my soul.. if you ever leave .. baby you would take away everything good in my life... And tell me now, how do i live without you? I want to know, how do I breath with out you? If you ever go, how do i ever, ever survive? How do i, how do i, oh how do i live? With out you, there’d be no sun in my sky.. There would be no love in my life, there’d be no one there for me.. And i, baby i dunno what i would do. I’d be lost if i lost you. If you ever leave, baby you would take everything good in my life. And tell me now, how i do i live with out you? I want to know, how i do breath with out, if you ever go.. how do i ever, ever survive? How do i, how do i, oh how do i live? How do i go on if you ever leave? Baby you would take away everything, i need you hear with me. Baby dont you know your everything good in my life And tell me now, how do i live without you? How do i breath with out you if you ever go? How do i ever, ever survive? How do i, how do i, oh how do i live?
How do i live with out you?

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So yeah, long time no post ey? Yesterday was my step brother Joey’s wedding. Good times. Pritty fun. Drunk old people are extremely funny. My sister graduates on Tuesday. Sad stuff. I know i always say "i cant wait till you move out" When i am mad at her, but i will miss her more than words could possibly describe. She is gunna go to UC San Diego, and go to law school down there. I will prally spend some of my Summer break down there with her. I didn’t get to see Andrew this weekend, and he made me feel like shit about it once again. But me and Bree Bree had a grand ol’ time. We took mad pix. I’ll be sure to post em up tomorrow. Good times. I miss TeeTee she has been in Washington DC since wedneday, and she wont be back till this wednesday. Being without your other half for A WHOLE WEEK sucks. Schools almost over.. WHOO HOO! I am counting the days. I might be moving to Orange County now. I’m not so sure if i am happy about this. It’s really nice there, but it’s really far too. I dunno if i can handle the distance thing. I think i would prefer Corona. My moms being a bitch again. Her weird friend called here telling my dad all this shit about her, but im not sure if it is true or not, because it doesnt seem like stuff my mom would do. But iono, i haven’t talked to her in like two weeks, and she called me and asked for my sister and didn’t even talk to me. But oh well if she wants to be dumb its her problem. I miss my KiKi. My dumb dad made me get ride of my Jigga. It’s not the same with out her. But OF COURSE jeri gets to keep her stupid fag cat Tommy Cat. I hate that stupid cat. He smells. But on the bright side i get to get another doggy. I’m not sure what kind i want. I think i want a small little dog. I kinda want a dog like the one on the movie "as good as it gets" that dog is sooo freaking adorable. My step moms friend got a minature chiwawa. Damn those things are annyoing, but soo cute.
My sister wanted me to go to a graduation party with her, but i wasn’t up to it. I just feel like sittin at home today. I’m too tired to go anywhere. I dunno what to do about Andrew. I just need to think stuff over. Well, im outro.
Ex’s & Oh’s
//Yessie//

.:Never Ending Story:.

Name:] Jessika
[Name Backwards]: akissej
[Does your name mean anything?]: wealthy
[Were you named after anyone?]: My daddy.. (his name is jess)
[Nick Name(s)]: Jess, jessie, jessiekeyto, nene, yessika, bebe, pager
[Screen Name(s)]: XxBeAuTy2AsHeSxX, hotpinkpowranger, whenbeautedies
[Current Location]: Menifee, Cali
[Hair colour]: Blonde
[Eye colour]: blueish greenish
[Innie or Outie?]: Innie
[Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?]: Righty


Do You Have...
[Any sisters]: Yup
[Any brothers]: Yup
[A Disease]: Not that i am aware of
[A Pager]: Noper
[A Personal phone number]: I wish
[A leather jacket with studs on it?]: HaHa NO!
[A Pool or hot tub]: Yeap
[A Car]: Not yet


Describe Your...
[Personality]: Umm... funny.. i guess? I dont know.. ask my friends.
[Shoes]: Which ones?
[School]: Quite possibly the lamest!
[Relationship with your parent(s)]: Closer with my father then mother.
[Believe in yourself]: At times
[Do you believe in love at first sight?]: Some times.
[Consider yourself a good listener]: I can be, if i like you.
[Consider yourself a good friend]: Yesm.
[Get Along with your parents]: Most of the time.
[Save your e-mail conversations]: Yes, some times.
[Like to make fun of people]: Some times.
[Like to talk on the phone]: Heh, might as well be glued to my ear.


Do you...
[Get motion sickness]: Nope.
[Eat Chicken fingers with a fork]: Depends on how it is made.
[Dream in color]: I think.
[Type with your fingers on home row:] Some times.
[Sleep with a stuffed animal:] Yes, i have like 15 on my bed, but i usually cuddle with my favorite one... My fuzzy. (andy) hehe


What Last Is/Are/Was...
[Right next to you]: A bottle of ice cold water!
[On your mouse pad]: uhmm Blue with a whole bunch of stars bree drew.
[Your bedtime]: Wehn I’m tired.
[Under your bed]: I’m not so sure.
[Your bad time of the day]: Morning
[Your worst fear(s)]: Uhmm, prally being alone.
[The time?]: 2:50 PM
[The date?]: June 1st


[Your scariest moment]: Uhmm, lol, prally almost getting kidnapped.
[The best feeling in the world]: Holding Andrew.
FAVORITES
[Number]: 14
[Color]: Pink & Black
[Month]: June
[Movie]: A Walk To Remember
[Food]: Sushi
[Season]: Summer
[Class]: Science
[Drink]: Dr. Pepper, Or Sprite
[Veggie]: Brocclie or Caulielflower
[TV Show]: The man show, Or The Simpsons
[Store]: Abercrombie & Fitch, Or Hollister.
[Animal]: MEOW MEOW!!
[Flower]: uhmm, Rose
[State]: Hawaii


THIS OR THAT
[Me/You]: You
[Coke/pepsi]: Pepsi
[Day/night]: Day
[Aol/aim]: Aim
[Cd/casette]: CD
[Dvd/vhs]: DVD
[Jeans/khakis]: Jeans
[Car/truck]: Truck
[Tall/short]: Tall
[Lunch/dinner]: Lunch
[NSYNC/BSB]: Uhmm....
[Britney/Christina]: Oh gawd!
[Gap/Old Navy]: Gap
[Lipstick/Lip gloss]: Lip Gloss
[Silver/Gold]: Both please


THE PAST
[What is the biggest mistake you’ve made in your life?]: umm Dating Joey Rose.
[Last thing you said]: Bye.
[Who is the last person you saw?]: Uhmm, I think my Dad, or Sister, dont member..
[Who is the last person you kissed?]: HeHe, My baby!
[Who is the last person you hugged?]: My Dad.
[Who is the last person you were on the phone with?]: Andrew.
[What is the last TV show you saw?]: Surf Girls
[What are you wearing?]: Dickie Capris, And my Blue victory shirt
[What are you doing?]: Uhmm... Typing, and drinking water.
[Who are you talking to?]: Sammiiiiii nooooooooooo!
[What song are you listening to?]: A Static Lullaby, Lipgloss & Let down
[Where are you?]:The puter room
[Who are you with?]: ALL BYY MYSELFFFF DONTT WANNA BEE.. ok i’m done..
[How are you feeling?]: Tired
[Are you in a chatroom?]: Noper


FUTURE
[What day is it tomorrow?]: Monday.
[What are you going to do after this?]: Call Andrew.
[Who are you going to talk to?]: Sammiiiii noooooooooo, and if he is awake.. Andrew.
[Where are you going to go?]: No where.. Stay right here.
[How old will you be when you graduate?]: 18
[What do you wanna be?]: Uhmm, I’m not sure.







.:Babbyyyeeeee:.


I lub You!!!!






















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