vanessa carlton rocks.....seriously


today is the 3rd....so that means....in 10 days I will be on a plane....with my boyfriend...on my way to sacramento! OMFG! I am so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am seriously extatic about going.

Last night was soooooo amazing...if only you all knew....you would understand....aw.......it was PERFECT! =)


competition is in....18 days ...... i am scared shitless.....yes...i am scared shitless..........

you know what song randomly poped into my head today....and i know it’s immature...but who cares..*skunk in the barn yard...pee yu....somebody ate it...* haha remember t hat song?!?! hahaha! hehehe....sorry.....forgive my stupidity

10 things that make brian awesome

1. he is sooooo intelligent....he knows a lot about so many different things...i admire him so much for all that he knows
2. he is so passionate about so many things....i wish i had a bunch of things i truley loved.....i really wish i did...
3. he is soooo musically talented...and that is a BIG BIG BIG plus! haha
4. he wants to be a freaking firemen!!!!!!!!!! a firemen!!! remember me, the white girl....who is ubsessive over firemen...shit!
5. he’s soooo understanding....sooooo soooo soo understanding...he will listen to anything i complain about...dance, home, myself, friends...anything...and he won’t make me feel dumb for complaining about it..
6. he is soo freakin patient...i have no patience....i have gotten better though thanks to him...he has taught me to control my temper......ahh..
7. he is very optimistic....he always looks for the good in everything. i am pessimistic a lot of the time...haha....aahh.. but he has also helped me to recognize more of the good things in my life rather than alwyas looks at the bad
8. he is close with his family...and i admire that. i have always wanted to be close with my family.....and he has so much that i want....i admire that....and i want that
9. he has a big big big heart, he is honest...and he is just a kind hearted person in general. when i listen to the things he wants to do when he gets out of high school/college.....they all have to do with helping people.....he is always about putting other people first......he is the furthest thing from selfish that has ever existed
10...he’s fucking gorgeous.......trust me........he is......


i love you brian

sacramento here we come