Well I was on top of the world. Had everything I ever wanted in life. Good freinds, I was haveing fun, and I can actualy say I was happy (first in a long time). Lets just say to sum up september to around of november life was great!! until around lets say this week. I am starting to fear people are avoiding me again. why i dunno. I gess I am a fucking moron, if I could only be like everyone else. It seems as if no one wants to hang out with me. I gess I knew this would happen because it always happens. I always go for the ones that act nice to me but truely never wanted me. I proly have nothing to worry about and just being a dumb ass like normal (I hope so cuz I really don’t want to have to say I called it).O well I gess I’ll prepare for the worst so it doesn’t seem so bad. Back to crap.