im so fucking sick of living with my family, and trying to please everyone, and just getting bitched at. im so sick of my dad coming home drunk off his ass and blaming me for his problems...and yelling at me for shit that doesnt even matter. im sick of caring for people sooo fucking much, and they probably have no idea, or dont care, or dont believe me. im sick of being broke, and not being able to get a job, cause i cant drive, and not being able to learn how to drive cause no one will let me, but they constantly bitch at me to learn. im sick of having 1800 bucks and not being able to cash it, and somehow thats my fault? im sick of acting like everything is okay. i dont feel good right now....and i cant sleep.