I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO EFFIN STUPID AND BLIND.
STUPIDFUCKINGASSHOLEBITCHBASTARDMOTHERFUCKER

i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you

I hate you more than anything right now. you are such a hypocrite and and asshole. YOU FUCKING PEDOPHILE !!!
and to think , that all this time you fucking lied to me and made me think that you were special.
i REALLY THOUGHT YOU WERE DIFFERENT!!

i fucking hate you. i seriously do.

I FUCKING HATE YOU SO MUCH!!

omg Hate isnt even a strong enough word to express how fucking infuriated i am. and i cant believe i fucking fell for you. And i tried so hard not to.
AND YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME !!
YOU FUCKING TOLD ME THAT YOU LOVED ME !!!
even after i told you to not say it unless you meant it !! and you said you did. so i believed you.

I FUCKING BELIEVED YOU!!
all those innocent lies and sweet talk. fucking pro. yeah you’re real good with words arent ya? im sure they didnt teach ya that in the hospital when you were almost dying RIGHT?

and you use to tell me that i deserve better than you because i am such a good person.
MUAHAHAHAHAHA I DO DESERVE BETTER THAN A FUCKING DOWNEY WHORE !!

so you intentionally hurt me for your own fucking pleasure?
and I gave you my fucking heart and you played with it like a fucking toy.
thats so fucking wrong.
And then you lied to me and told me that you were Edge. and that you were a virgin. and that you LOVED me. oh my goodness.
And i gave up so much for YOU ... you fucking bastard.
and then you wanna talk about how cheating is wrong and how it sucks to get your heart broken and YADA YADA YADA
but dont you see what you do to people?
HOW HYPOCRITICAL CAN YOU GET?!
DONT YOU REALIZE WHAT YOUR DOING?!
DONT YOU REALIZE WHAT YOU DID TO ME? !
DONT YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND?
I GUESS NOT !! I guess peoples emotions mean SHIT to you right?
But then again we all have to give sympathy to you right ?
I CARED SO MUCH ABOUT YOU MAN! YOU DONT EVEN REALIZE HOW MUCH I LOVED YOUAND YOU FUCKING KICKED ME IN THE FACE YOU ASSHOLE !!! I HATE YOU SO MUCH!!

I FUCKING KNEW I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED TO EVERYTHING I HEARD ABOUT YOU BUT I DIDNT BECAUSE I THOUGHT YOU WOULD CHANGE. YOU TOLD ME YOU CHANGED.
AND SO I GAVE YOU 100% TRUST AND OPPORTUNITY.
AND YOU FUCKING STOMPED ON MY HEART.

I really hope you read this you egotistical, self-absorbed, arrogant bitch cause
I HATE YOU.