Ahhh well last night was kindda dumb, My GF is has been mad at me for somereason, I tell her I’m sorry, and she says she forgives me, and then later she say’s I’m mean for some reason that I dont know and leaves, : ( I dont want us to always be like this. I was really looking forward to dance to Bleeding Through, but since she was mad at me I couldnt stop thinking of her and what I did or said, and I ended up not dancing at all just sitting and standing watching and thinking....of those times we had when we both laughed and smiled. : ( I want us to always be happy with each other. But I dont even know what to do so I can not be mean to her, because I dont even know what I did, she just said I was mean and left. Some other things happend at school with her..which made me feel like such a fucken ass, but I dont want to share that with all of you, sorry. This is just something I can only tell to true friends. Ahh I’m still wondering cause she’s still mad at me right now. : ( even after I said I was sorry a million times and told her I loved her. : / : ( :’ (