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The Dreams Come Again...

The dreams play again across the theater of my mind
Moving pictures behind my eyes
Twirling figures who act out the drama of my life upon a glittering stage
Moments I would remember and the times I would forget
From the shadowed wings step the ones I would love and the ones I would hate
All taking their places in the movie that was my life

My dreams have shown me the way, along the path, and across the forest way
To the dark door of a snowy dreamer, who thinks about worlds far from mine
One who would change the way people dream

The dreams have come again to claim their share of tears
And make me remember why I would end my life in the darkness of the stars
Running from monsters that merely wish to play

The dreams wish what I wish
To walk the fields of creation
And return unscathed
To create worlds unseen
While my reality withers and dies

The dreams end, the figures fade away, and the sleeper I have met
Is forced to wake upon another wretched day

Serenade to a Snake

Oh sweet serpent, I

*shrugs*

Shadow
Your element is Shadow: Indifferent, unusual,
gentle and a complete mystery. No one tends to
know quite what to think of you because you
camouflage your emotions so incredibly well,
almost as well as your thoughts. You are
unpredictable in that no one knows exactly what
your going to do or what your capable of and
you've made sure they never will. You are quite
the wallflower but deep down inside is a kind
and very intelligent person. You are capable of
love but unless you let some light into your
shadowed life you'll have a hard time with your
relationships. People are a mystery only
because they all seem too superficial, you
would rather be somewhere else, away from all
the noise perhaps putting your feelings into a
form of art, maybe writing your feelings into a
poem or journal, or perhaps painting a picture.
The shadows make you feel comfortable and you
don't like to step outside your comfort zone or
let anyone else in, the spotlight terrifies
you. You are truly a mystery.


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dreamer
you represent the dreams in life. you are laid back
and also dream alot.


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*whimpers*

I got my car stuck in the snow.
*whimpers*

To make love...

____Have you ever felt the moment when your body is less like you and more like a cage? Like pieces of you don

Fortune Cookie Mind

In the darkness floats a slip of paper
with all the words to a spell
that would bring life into the void

Upon that slip of paper
inbetween the prose and the rhyme
lie the tears that would fill the oceans and lakes of the earth

Of the paper and ink
the earth will pour, rock forming from glistening white
to turn to grainy blackness within the depths

Words form the fortunes of mankind
written letters that seem so wise
bring life to children who are not so kind

Fortune cookie mind,
creator of the paper that creates the world,
ever wonder what would happen if that cookie were to crack?

*sighs*

Lately my mind has decided that it will puzzle over a thousand different subjects.
Many of which i don't wan to think of, but really should.
I can't understand why my mind has chosen this past time to actually start considering the results of the way my life is going, but it has.
One of the ways this has been happening has been my dreams lately, which have consisted of exagerated future like possbilities. Some of these dreams have been absolutely beautiful and i've woken with tears drying on my face. Others have been rather disturbing and i've been startled awake.
Sometimes i wake feeling like i'm laying in my belove'ds arms and i am loath to leave my bed.
Others i feel like i'm being watched, or i wake in pain.
Lately i am always missing Kyle, though thats been around for awhile *smiles* Only problem that causes is that i think of him constantly and have trouble resisting traveling to his house at all hours.
Really though...i seem to be longing for some of the situations of my dreams, very much so....

*smiles*

Dreams
J:

Your Beauty lies
in Dreams. Day-dreamer, creative and forever lost
in thoughts. You're a
dreamer, wanting more in your life than you have
now. Though you a lot of your
dreams never seem to leave your own mind. You've
created your own little world
inside that head of yours and you're most beautiful
when your mind is in
the clouds with sparkles in your eyes. You'd rather
be asleep than awake and
people find it hard to have long conversations with
you as you mind often
wanders and you aren't a big fan of reality. You
are long and almost child-like
probably with a great love for Fantasy or Science
Fiction. You're very creative
and most likely love to write wonderful stories or
draw and even sing, anything
creative that you can use that vast imagination of
yours. You're a bit of a
puzzle to people love to wonder as to what is going
in your mind.



Some Things
That Represent You:



Element:
Water, Wind Animal: Eagle Color:
Purples, Blues,
Pinks, Misty Colors Song: Imaginary by
Evanescence Expression: Blank Stare



Gemstone:
Rose Quartz Mythological Creature: Unicorn,
Fairy Planet: Saturn Hair Color:
Strawberry
Blonde Eye Color: Violet



Quote:
"I lie inside myself for hours and watch my
purple skies fly over me."




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*smiles*

Individuality
G:

Your Beauty lies
in Individuality. Different, amazing, and all your
own. You like be set apart
from all others and most love that you do. You are
solitary at times, but for
the most part, there is no greater compliment to
you than someone telling you
that you are different. You're most likely a bit of
a fighter and you hate it
when anyone attempts to change who you are. You
wear what you want, look how you
want and don't let anyone tell you what do to. You
can be a little immature at
times and have trouble dealing with authority and
asking others for help. You
like to do things yourself and are independent
almost to a fault. But, people
still find your individuality amazing and the fact
that no matter what happens
or what anyone else anyone thinks about it, you
will not change who you are.



Some Things
That Represent You:



Element:
Dark, Fire Animal: White Tiger Color:
Bold Colors, Odd
Colors Song: Just They Way I Am by Angel
Expression: Smirk



Gemstone:
Bloodstone Mythological Creature: Phoenix,
Dragon Planet: Pluto
Hair Color: Unnatural Colors Eye
Color:

Amber



Quote:
"You laugh because I'm different. I laugh
because you're all the same."




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*smiles*

Contradiction
F:

Your Beauty lies
in Contradiction. Controversial, unpredictable, and
never what anyone expects.
You appearance and your personality are two
opposite things. Even your
appearance sends different signals to different
people. To some you may look
innocent and sweet, to others you look mysterious
and intimidating at the same
time. No one ever knows what to expect with you.
You are a little bit of
everything all mixed together. You can be watching
the football game with the
guys one minute and the next out shopping at the
mall. You seem to be almost a
different person every time you meet someone, but
at the same time you know
exactly who you are and there is always that one
thing that makes you you. You
enjoy keeping people guessing and people love how
completely unpredictable you
are.



Some Things
That Represent You:



Element:
Fire, Water Animal: Chameleon Color:
Dark Tones, Light
Tones Song: Everything by Alanis Morriesette
Expression:
Half-smile



Gemstone:
Opal Mythological Creature: Gryphon,
Half-breeds Planet: Mars Hair
Color:
Red Eye Color:
Brown



Quote:
"Appearances can be deceiving."




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Legend of the Stars

------The battle began not long after the last bit of sunlight-faded from the landscape. The demons waited till the moment when all was balanced, to make the first strike. The forces of light, the ones of shining beauty and cruel hearts never stood a chance against those of the radiating darkness. The chaotic host took the crystal walls of the shining peoples city an tore them to rubble, mixing their own blood with the stone so that it could never be raised for the evil of light again.
------The darkly beautiful ones forced the shining ones farther and farther back into their city, finally trapping them within the keep at the base of the coldly glistening mountains. The evil ones of light poured molten metal upon the forces of good, burning their flesh even as they forced their way towards the keeps gates. The dark ones fell back, destroyed by the bright ones, but not yet beat.
------The dark ones called upon their greatest miracle workers, and asked that they bless the light ones, and curse the dark ones, there bye saving them all. The wise ones did as they were asked, working a great spell, which trapped the evil of light in the pureness of the night sky above the earth. The people of darkness then gave their lives to cure the light ones, slowly putting out their evil lights and making all dark and black. The goodness of the dark ones still works each night upon the stars in the sky, and each time a star vanishes, another of the light is purified and returned to the darkness of good.
------

Kittens with wings

The time of lies has begun
the period of shadows and darkness has sprung, to over power the light
and change the meaning of truth
Reality has come unhinged
causing kittens to grow wings and fly across a sky filled with trees
over an earth filled with stars stretched beneath
Life has found a new begining
starting from the end of things, babies are born old and age young
while their parents grow smaller and smaller
The fire is flowing cold and water is buring hot
while the wind looms and the earth spins
Reality has come unhinged
causing kittens to grow wings and fly across a sky filled with trees
over an earth filled with stars streched beneath
What death is this, that I might see the morning light
set behind the moon and rise infront of the sun
Insanity is such a sweet paint with which to colour the world
Reality has come unhinged
causing kittens to grow wings and fly across a sky filled with trees
over an earth filled with stars streched beneath

I think my soul is crying

My pillow tastes of tears again
As I hold it to my mouth
Choking the sobs before they can leave my throat
I think my soul is crying

Day to day I live now
Surviving on bitter-sweet moments
Between my lover and I
I think my soul is crying

My thoughts and dreams have begun to bleed
They run into each other ceaselessly
Churning in my muddled mind
I think my soul is crying

I can't stop the tears form flowing
Only writing this down seems to keep them from coming
I don't wish to face the coming day
For I think my soul is crying

My life is a mess, though I'm too good to show it
I can't seem to care even though I truly do
I long to sleep, but I can't slow my breath nor blind my eyes
Because my soul is crying and i don't want to be alone

Do you understand why?

Do you ever feel yourself falling from reality? Bleeding into other consciousnesses?

A helpless feeling that time is slipping away form you, speeding up, slowing down?

What about the feeling that you haven

Dante *shrugs*

First Level of Hell - Limbo Charon ushers you across the river Acheron, and you find yourself upon the brink of grief's abysmal valley. You are in Limbo, a place of sorrow without torment. You encounter a seven-walled castle, and within those walls you find rolling fresh meadows illuminated by the light of reason, whereabout many shades dwell. These are the virtuous pagans, the great philosophers and authors, unbaptised children, and others unfit to enter the kingdom of heaven. You share company with Caesar, Homer, Virgil, Socrates, and Aristotle. There is no punishment here, and the atmosphere is peaceful, yet sad. The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to the First Level of Hell - Limbo!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)High
Level 2 (Lustful)Moderate
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Very Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Low
Level 7 (Violent)High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

snow....bleh

WHY!!!!
Why must it snow....why...*whimpers*

Descriptive Dreams

The dream begins in a garden, a shivering emerald cave, with singular jewels embedded in the walls of green. Golden blossoms, miniature sunsets, weeping with raindrops, scarlet roses bleed between silvery leaves standing beside shy icy-bluebells that hide their small faces behind shaky arms. Ancient matrons, golden oaks and black pines, stand guard over young saplings while ferns cradle baby

Mirror Prison

She walks upon a floor of glass
Her every step leaving a footprint of crimson
As it cracks below her feet
Below the glass is a dark ocean, never ending and never beginning
Full of creeping monsters and shivering souls
The walls around her are covered in leering fun-house mirrors
Each of her reflections, every distortion
Keeping track of her path with eyes that move separately from hers
Behind the girl is a boy who

Anyone Else Disturbed?

Is anyone else disturbed by the fact that Bush won the presidency again?

Shining one against the darkness

When one is small the demons and ghosts of camp stories are very real. A child can see the shaggy creature at the back of the closet that is waiting to drag them away into the darkness with the help of the creaking monster from below the bed. A child can sense the danger of the drain monster, whose tentacles are just waiting to steal their toes down the drain when their parents pull the plug on the tub.
For a child only the power of the parent can save them from the monsters that lurk in the dark after the lights have been turned out. A kiss on the forehead and the tucking of sheets become powerful talismans against the baleful creatures of the night.
But happens to the monsters when the child grows up? Do they find some other closet it shadow or some other attic to haunt? Or do they grow up along with their prey, taking new forms in the lives of the child? What happens when the monsters decide to come out and play with their once prey?

The leaves have begun to turn and fall, the air taking a bitter tang of cold that signals their doom. Already they begin to fall and clutter the streets of the city, heralding the change in clothing for the people who live there. Being late in the evening the club goers have already begun to stumble their ways back to their nests, to get over hangovers, the sight of bad dancing, headaches and lack of sleep before they have to start their days over as regular drones of the work place.
Most stumble in groups, supporting each other against the cold of the world, their flimsy outfits of mesh and silk not warm enough for the brisk autumn night air. A few singular couples hold tight against the chill seemingly in hunt of more secluded areas to hide from reality. And then there is one lone figure huddling in a long shiny black jacket, black pants dragging slightly over the tops of hard heavy boots.
The girl is thin, in most opinions people would call her sickly but her small frame hides a subtle strength that most over look. Her skin is pale, almost luminescent in the faint moonlight from above, and her dark long hair makes for a strange contrast against it. Her eyes when not shut tight against the rising wind are a shockingly brilliant green that will change not unlike the trees when her emotions rage.
Walking down the road from the noisy club she heads towards the suburbs of the city, moving slowly and without the stumble of a drunk or the shuffle of a druggy. She seems out of place among the fallen of the crowd whom she had spent her time over the last hours, milking a soda and watching the dancers move to the harsh music. No one at the club knows her, or why she is always at the club.
The bouncer, for all of his knowledge, knows she is underage as well does the bar tender, but since she never orders anything besides coke or virgin daiquiri

For those who care.

Kay for anyone who cares that i am missing, I am going to be going to and in Maine for then next week starting tomorrow morning at 9.
Car ride in a mini-van for 6 hours.
Better then a 6 hour ride in a smaller car.
*grins*
I’m kidnapping Kyle so he will be gone for the week as well.
*hugs* Kay see people when I get back in a week.

Not sure but should be offended...


My life is rated PG.
What is your life rated?

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Raven in a Cage: prologue

The girl woke slowly, her eyes heavy and slightly crusted with sleep. She felt impossibly tired and her body felt like it was one large bruise. Her breathe trembled out between her lips a ragged sound that made her fear that she might have swallowed the north wind. The hitch in her breathing must have alerted her capturer to her returning consciousness.
Cold fingers gripped her chin and forced her face upward.

Anthro Flame Mage

*smirks*

Fyunniest thing said to me today:

"Did you just absorb that apple through osmosis?"

I kind of ate a little fast today durring class.

Ellestor one more time.

Woohoo

New matresses are a wonderful thing.
No more body print, no more matress older then me.
WEEHEE!
the thing is about four inches higher up though so i’ afraid there is a even larger chance i will roll off of it.

My Name is Jodie.

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