Sitting here
Alone and depressed again
I’m staring at my ceiling and finding no answers
I hear you vociferate your demands from the other room
It’s almost impossible for you not to yell
It’s always at the perfect time, just when we all fall asleep
You then decide to crawl out of your cave and burst out in anger
I abhor the way you choose to antagonize my way of life
If you only thought before you spoke...
Maybe then I would have that respect that I lack for you now
And maybe then this family would be ok
I deplore at night before I lay myself down to sleep
And then suddenly I stop and I’m only in dreams
Nothing is wrong here
No one can bother me
Everyone cares in such a perfect way that it is never too much or too little
I don’t have to deal with your shallow self here
Because I watch you die a most painfull death
After you’re gone I begin to weep
I am once again full of regret
I just wish you would stay out of my head
I just wish you would GET OUT OF MY FUCKING HEAD
The damage is done
MY dreams aren’t reality
You fucked up again
You’ve lost mine and her trust so just leave
I don’t want to answer your questions or ask you how your day was
I don’t want to hear your GOD DAMN voice
Just let me be
I’LL PUT MYSELF OUT OF MY OWN MISERY
I hate you now and forever
FAREWELL FATHER