it was a tuesday, and she had remembered what he told her the night before. i promise you, it will happen tommorow. she had been told that itd happen before, and he never followed through. this time, the feeling in her stomache made her think differently. throughout the day, she stressed about all her tests and grades and work. last period came. she sat there, hands shaking, thinking to herself, "its going to happen. oh my god am i ready?" the bell rang. it was now or never. she called him, and tried to speak to him as normally as she had always done. "hey, are you gonna keep talking shit and never do anything? or should i stay?" she had always been more like a friend to him, and vice versa. there had always been a mutual attraction, and she didnt want it to be ruined because of one afternoon. "meet me in front of the library." her heart dropped. she knew he meant business. while walking to the library, she tried to collect herself and stay calm. is this really it? is it really gonna happen? what if he doesnt want to?" all these questions flooded her mind while she tried to act as normal as she knew how. there he was, with his back to her, sitting on the chain and swinging back and fourth. she decided that the only way for them to both be comfortable was to act normally. she did. she ran up from behind and hugged him. "wait."she thought to herself,"i never hug him. SHIT!..oh well. now he knows how much i want to do this" he acted normally as well, even though he seemed a little akward. she was relieved, because she knew he was feeling the same way she was. they walked off together, talking about star testing, and trying to avoid talking about the reason for them meeting today. he finally stopped the tension between them. "do you still want to do it? i dont wanna force you if you dont want to. "would i have called you right after the bell rang so we could meet if i didnt want to do it? she got mad at herself. she hated the way she answered others questions with a question of her own, and it made her feel like a smartass. "i promised you we would. im not going to break my promise""amen to that." she liked that answer better. they walked to their destination point, and he layed down. she just looked at him for a minute, how his shirt hugged his body so well in all the right places, and how he looked. shiny from the hot sun, but still so damn sexy. she layed down with him after a million thoughts went through her mind, resting her head on his firm chest. she wanted to be the way with him forever. he grabbed her hand and played with her fingers, kissing her fingertips one at a time.a tingle went up and down her spine. "ive been wanting to be with you for a long time." she smiled with such great satisfaction, she wondered how he didnt see her. he rested his hand on her thigh. normally, she would have reacted. this time, she didnt. she knew what she wanted, and she knew who she wanted to do it. he got up and on top of her as though that was it, and they were finally going to accomplish what they had been yearning for for those 3 weeks. instead, he leaned down and kissed her neck, which happened to be her biggest turn on. she let out a little moan of pleasure as he massaged her neck with his lips, and made his way inside her pants with his hand. he went slowly, easing his way down, making her want it more and more. he really knew how to turn her on. she put her arms around his neck, and they began to kiss again. between kisses, she let out soft moans which made his free hand squeeze her hand harder. he was liking every minute of it. the feeling intensified, and he looked her straight in the eyes. she was fighting to stay quiet now, for the feeling was way too good. soon, the only way he could keep her quiet was to kiss her. she playfully bit his lip, trying to send across the message that she was ready. instead, he spoke to her. "te gusta mami?" god damn. he remembered. she flashed back to the day that she told him that nothing turned her on more than a guy talking to her in spanish in the middle of doing something to her. this was it. this is what she wanted. she wanted it to stay this forever. he was going faster now. she squeezed his shoulder. she couldnt take anymore. she wanted it. right there, right then. he finally stopped, and just stayed on top of her and kissed her. he kissed her so hard and for so long, they both knew that the other was stalling. finally, she pushed him away. she wanted it. he knew it. "its now or never baby." he nodded, kissed her hard, and pulled out orange flavored contraceptive. "that color looks awesome." she thought to herself. she helped him to get it on, for it was slippery. finally, the time had come. 3 weeks of want had finally accumulated into 1 big day. she layed back down. he got on top of her, kissed her one last time, and went for it. she had never felt anything like what she was feeling now, and it was the best feeling shed ever experienced. the pain subsided quickly, and was replaced with the most pleasure she could ever experience. she closed her eyes, unable to believe it was actually happening. the feeling kept her moaning quietly first, and then louder. she put her hands on his sides. she didnt know what else she could do. he went all the way inside her. strangely, it didnt hurt. not at all. it was the best feeling she could remember experiencing. he continued, harder and faster, still talking to her, as if to stop her from losing interest. "can you believe it? finally. after all this time. ive never wanted anything more than ive wanted this." she half nodded, half moaned "yes" in response. she thought to herself, "yes? he didnt ask me a yes or no question." she was coming back to her senses and she didnt like it. not at all. he sped up, and everything was forgotten again. going fast and hard for a while, he began to slow down. she could hear him half moaning and half saying he loved her. she was at the same place he was. she half moaned half said it back. whether or not he meant it, she doubted it. whether or not she meant it, she knew she always loved him as a friend, but she wasnt sure if anything else could happen. he finally was done, and began to put his pants back on. she opened her eyes, seeing his sweaty face over hers. "damn, he looks so good when hes concentrated and sweaty." she situated herself, caught her breath, and layed there for a little bit. she couldnt believe it. just like that. the rest of the time spent with him until she was picked up was incredible. she was in heaven. later on, at home. it was 1030. she decided it was time for bed. she didnt fall asleep. she layed on her back, staring up at the ceiling, hoping that if she closed then opened her eyes, he would be there, on top of her. she needed him.