ooh yes I am indeed the innocent one

Submitted by adeathlesssong on Wed.12.03.03 9:09pm
mmm... I was thinking... and I am innocent as hell. I dont want to be different than what I am, it’s just that well, Im overanalyzing once more. It just frustrates me that (hm.. this is kinda lame) ... that I will not be able to "obtain" a boyfriend due to my innocence. Make sense? yes it does. Its like, I am a virgin, I dont smoke, drink, take drugs.. I dont even cuss. But its like, I am happy I am like that ya know? Man I was talking to Prissy and she didnt help cuz when we get on this subject its just depressing. And ok- what is up with guys with style and a sense of difference liking trendy little things? I do suppose the only place I see that is at school, so it probably has something to do with school guys only. Like mabie they only dress a certain way cuz they want attention and to stand out, which is lame. I give up on thinking... I mean lets just face it- Im doomed to wander the earth alone with a paintbrush in hand and a camera around my neck. Hah. thats great.
Which brings me to my next subject. Erica got accepted to Pratt in Brooklyn and I was thinking about it, and I would like to go there to live there with her and all. But Art institute of seattle does sound appealing. And then there is the whole journalism thing. Hah wow im screwed.
Any which way, my new philosophy is that everyone is alike, and people just like thinking that they are different for whatever reasons, such as lack of confidence, self absorption, and any other unpreventable thing.
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