The little neighborhood boys think they are fucking mini-

me "Jackasses", when really, they are god damn annoying.


The Completely Pointless Personality Quiz

First week of school is finally over! The week started out crappy, but ended better. All my teachers are cool. I like most of my classes.

Today was the first day that we actually did some physical activity in dance. Oh my lord! I was shaking the whole time. I seriously need ot get back into stretching. I shouldn’t have skipped track season. I have lost all my flexibility. But it felt good. Monday, we learn some choreography.

I got to play with fire in Chem class. It was great!

My parents took me out ot Sizzler. Haha, I never realized how confusing it is to order there. I went through four glasses of raspberry iced tea. I had the pound of popcorn shrimp. Of course, I didn’t finish that.

I haven’t seen/talked to Ron in a while. Oh well, it’s cool.

Thankfully, there was no real CC practice today. I would have died. Anthony looks so tiny in that big SUV. It’s so cute!

Linda warned me about this guy named Angel. It was funny. I have no idea who Angel is. Linda is a cool girl. She has kick ass taste for music. And she’s funny too.

I’ve babbled on about nothing so, I will "catch you on the flip side" as the cool kids say.

xyoursxtrulyx

P.S.
"If we are supreme beings to dogs, why do WE pick up THEIR shit?"

Nerdslut


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That makes me happy.

I’m finally "ungrounded" from the computer.

These past three days have been so long and tiring. Wake up at 5, go to school, then go running. I am sore as hell. My Achilles are killing me. and my hamstrings don’t like walking up the stairs.

Cheech went running with me today. Yay1 I had a running buddy. Yesterday, Jayy and Kristin went running with me. We tried the Austrlian Man Killers up the hill, but we all died half way up.

Tomorrow is the first block schedule. Man oh man. Hopefully it won’t be too bad.

It feels so good to shower. I don’t feel icky. The past two days, I have stunk up Arby’s. I eat there after practice.

I saw Rasheid today! He’s so adorable. Hhaa, I speak of him as if he is 4.

A lot of new faces at practice. Aw, I remember being a freshman and my first CC practice. I was Barry’s Little Sister... Quite a title to uphold.

I took two... count them... TWO tests today. Sheesh, it’s the third day of school, and already tests. The first was in World History. One hundred questions of shit I did not know. I don’t care if it’s a pre-test to see what we know, it was 100 questions! And the second one was in Geometry. It was 60 questions, so I could bare it.

Okay, I don’t know why I am boring you with my day. I’m not that interesting.

xyoursxtrulyx

P.S.
"You’ll be getting proYects to do. You’ll get extra credit for being in a cluV."

Opening Credits: Nintendo ’89 -Audio Karate

Waking-up Scene: Breakfats At Tiffany’s -Deep Blue Something

Average-day scene: Champagne Supernova -Oasis

Best-friend scene: Stand By Me -Smokey Robinson


First-date scene: Save Yourself -Senses Fail


Falling-in-love scene: I Think We’re Alone Now -Tiffany

Love scene: Your Body Is a Wonderland -John Meyer

Fight-with-friend scene: You’ll Never Walk Alone -Elvis Presly

Break-up scene: Inside Out -Eve 6

Get-back-together scene: In your Eyes -Peter Gabriel

"Life’s okay" scene: Hands Down -Dashboard Confessional

Heartbreak scene: She’s a Brick -Ben Folds Five

Mental-breakdown scene: Crawling -Linkin Park

Driving scene: 1979 -Smashing Pumpkins

Lesson-learning scene: Lemonade -Tsunami Bomb

Deep-thought scene: Seven Years -Saosin

Flashback scene: Don’t You Forget About Me -Simple Minds

Party scene: Skankin’ To The Beat -Fishbone followed by I Love Rock ’n Roll -Joan Jet

Happy dance scene: My Sharona -The Knack

Regret scene: What Do I Do (Right) -Jimmy’s Chicken Shack

Long-night-alone scene: Colorblind -Counting Crows

Death scene: AT Your Funeral -Saves the Day


Closing credits: Absolutely (Story of a Girl) -Nine Days

Well, I can’t sleep. So Im up watching THE CRYING GAME. Dude, it’s so obvious that SHE is a HE. Sorry, if you don’t get it, watch the movie.

Ok, I promise this is the last entry for the night... or shall i say for the morning. Not really.

I want some food. But we don’t have any. I’m craving Wendy’s or something.

Good night my little pretties.

xyoursxtrulyx

Ah, just when I thought there was nothing worth watching, I came across THE LEGEND OF DRUNKEN MASTER. That made my day so much better.

Want to know something completely pointless? I got all done up for nothing. I felt like getting all done up so I could sit on the couch and feel special. Stupid, huh? But that’s what boredom drives you to do.

My Auntie Lolit is having another party tomorrow. She always has a party. The last one she had was 2 weekends ago. But it’s all good. I end up sitting in the living room by myself because everyone else there is either 10+ years older than me or 10- years younger than me. What a blast, eh?

It’s no longer worth my while to keep writing in here. maybe in 20 minutes I’ll be back. Haha. Have a jolly good evening.

xyoursxtrulyx

P.S.
You’re my favorite basketcase.

I finally watched SAY ANYTHING. Yes, it is another 80s movie. What a good movie. I love when COREY says, "The world is full of guys. Be a man." to DOBLER. Classic and the truth. I love the scene when Dobler (John Cusack) is out side Diane’s (Ione Skye) window playing PETER GABRIEL’S "IN YOUR EYES". If you’ve seen the new STARTING LINE video, that’s where they got the video idea from. I wish a guy would stand outside my window with a huge 80s boom box and blast some good old Peter Gabriel. That song is such a great song. I’ll admit it, John Cusack was kind of cute in the 80s.

Continuing on with the 80s movie theme, I caught the last hour of PRETTY IN PINK. Ducky is so awsome. I’m digging the hair. I can’t believe Andy (Molly Ringwald) chose the rich boy over DUCKY! I would choose Ducky anyday.

My brother came home UNEXPECTEDLY. So, my plans for tomorrow may be slightly altered. Oh well. He’s watching SUPER TROOPERS. How fun.

Well, I’m off like the skin of a leper. Haha, sorry, I felt the need to make a funny.

xyoursxtrulyx

P.S.
I thought I would put up "IN YOUR EYES".

" In Your Eyes " love I get so lost, sometimes days pass and this emptiness fills my heart when I want to run away I drive off in my car but whichever way I go I come back to the place you are all my instincts, they return and the grand facade, so soon will burn without a noise, without my pride I reach out from the inside in your eyes the light the heat in your eyes I am complete in your eyes I see the doorway to a thousand churches in your eyes the resolution of all the fruitless searches in your eyes I see the light and the heat in your eyes oh, I want to be that complete I want to touch the light the heat I see in your eyes love, I don’t like to see so much pain so much wasted and this moment keeps slipping away I get so tired of working so hard for our survival I look to the time with you to keep me awake and alive and all my instincts, they return and the grand facade, so soon will burn without a noise, without my pride I reach out from the inside in your eyes the light the heat in your eyes I am complete in your eyes I see the doorway to a thousand churches in your eyes the resolution of all the fruitless searches in your eyes I see the light and the heat in your eyes oh, I want to be that complete I want to touch the light, the heat I see in your eyes in your eyes in your eyes in your eyes in your eyes in your eyes in your eyes

Computer is finally fixed. So let’s see how life is, shall we.

7/12
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! We all went to the beach. Had a PAR-TAY! Haha, okay, maybe not that extreme, but still pretty fun. we made a killer sand castle for my niece! It was fun. Then, my dad had my niece convinced that the rocks she found were moon rocks. So, she went running to Kuya and Nadia yelling, "Mommy, Daddy... Rocks fall from moon!" It was so funny.

7/13
Hmmm... Kind of funny, I don’t remember much from Sunday. Oh, I went to the Exchange with my parents to look for baby stuff for Melissa. Wow, babies popping out everywhere. Nadia and Melissa are due around the same time. Yeah, sounds fun, eh?

7/14
What a crappy day. Today was the day I went to school to pick up my books and get my picture taken and all that fun stuff. So, my mom wakes me up at 7 before she leaves to go walking. Keep in mind, Titan day started at 8 in the morning, not 8:30, as she had said the night before. So, I get up and shower and dress and all that good wholesom stuff. So, it’s about 7:51 and my mom comes home. Then, at the top of her lungs, she yells, "Chelsea, the paper says it’s at 8!" But I was not mad because we live what, 5 minutes away from the school? I finish up getting ready and head downstairs. 7:57. It’s ok, got a good 3 minutes. 8:12. I’m getting a little mad. I go upstairs and find my mom getting ready. That’s fine, until I see she is taking her sweet time. At 8:47, she yells at me to HURRY UP! I go into the garage and sit in the car. All the time thinking she was behind me. But NO, I’m sitting in the car for a good 15 minutes until she decides to come out. We get to the school, and boy, what a real trat it was that the school have the parking lots re-paved the day that all the students have to come! So, that meant, no parking... ANYWHERE! We parked at the park by the school. i get the blue paper telling em what need to do, and the first thing on the list... TAKE PICTURE. On my way to the gym, I saw cat and Richie! Yay, that was a good thing. Then I saw Rasheid. I felt kind of bad because I kind of didn’t pay attention to him. Almost to the gym, then Corinne, Kim, Krissi, and Nicole say HI. I introduce my mom to them. Alas, the gym. As I walk in, so does Kim, Corine, Krissi, and Nicole. Got my picture taken. Next stop... LIBRARY. That’s when my mom started to really piss me off. I mean, I understand why she was mad, but Jesus Christ, did she really need to take t out on me? Corinne and Kim cut right in front of my mom. She didn’t like that. Get into the library, get my books, and was told to take a HEARING and EYE VISION TEST. Hmm, adding a little spice to the new school year. As we’re in line, Corinne and Kim were behind me. They were being loud, I’ll admit, and it was a little nerve-racking. I went into the bathroom to put on lip gloss, why? I don’t know. I came back out to my mom... with the "look". She looked at me like I had done somethign wrong. Then she started complaining about Kim and Corinne being loud and disrespectful. And I kept telling my mom to let it go, we’re almost out of here. We got outside where it was clear that we had to be quiet because of the HEARING TESTS going on. Kim and Corinne were laughing really loud, and I turned to them and I know I sounded really bitchy when I told them this, but I was in no mood, "You know why these peopel keep telling youto be quiet? because there’s hearing tests going on and they need it to be quiet." I finally finished my TESTS and I passed. Oh no, watch out now! Just kidding. Walked back to the car with my 5 books. 3 inmy arms, 2 in my mom’s. We got home, and I went upstairs. I wasn’t even home for 2 minutes when my mom started yelling at me to clean the bathroom. And then she started criticizing my friends. So, I bit my tongue, and cleaned. I finished around 11:30. And the next 7 hours, I locked myself up in my room. I cried. I kept telling myself I had no reason to be crying, but i kept telling ymself these things that made me cry. Confusing, yes? I know it is children, and I am sorry. I’m going to go now.
Turn on those fans people, it’s a scorcher.
xyoursxtrulyx

"Oh God, now he hates me, I just know it." Classis words spoken. How pathetic. What a boring day. I picked up my Dad from the Air Terminal. They tore up that whole place. Ate at The Way of Subs. I saw sen-YOUR (Missy) Ruben. I also saw Joey. Fun. They tore up that whole place too. Damn, Chula Vista, also popularly known as Chulajuana by the young kids, was No. 7 on that list of Fastest Growing Cities... CRAZY! I love watching I LOVE THE 80s, don’t you? Maybe not, that’s okay. Corey Haim was pretty hot in his day, might I add. I love him in THE LOST BOYS. Yeah, so, I heard that someone heard WARPED sucked. I wouldn’t know though. But that’s okay, I could play along saying, "Oh yeah, dude, it sucked so bad." Like some people I know. So yeah, tomorrow is mi padre’s coom-play-on-yohs. Sorry, I have a tendency to do that. We got him a digi camera and a cake and birthday cards. We’re gonna go to la playa mon-ya-nah. Fun. I get to see my niece. I was so happy to see CHEATS today. That’s one of my all time favorite movies. Wow, it’s so lonely in this house. I never noticed. Oh yes, and once again, "Oh God, now he hates, I just know it." That just felt like the necessary thing to say. Well, this is too long, so I’ll let you be on your way. "Life’s a bitch, then you die."
xyoursxtrulyx

Today was just another day. Ever since yesterdy, I’ve felt like shit and for what? Well, my reasons aren’t clear, but I know that they are there. I know I’m always saying that I am confused, but boy, this time, I mean it more than ever. But I can not clearly state what I am confused about. I think it’s an emotional kind of confussion. I’ve been trying to make certain people happy, yet, I don’t know how I am supposed to feel. I figure, if they are going to have a half-assed sense of feeling about/towards it, I might as well. Even though I feel more compassionate than they do, why should I put in more than what I am receiving. But anywho, I got a pair of shoes today. Fun, right? yes, of course. i got home around 12:30, and wow, people actually left me messages. Too bad one of them brought me down even more. It’s not like it was a a bad message, it was sent with good intentions, but I took it personal. Don’t do something I know you are doing, then rub it in my face. You might have thought you weren’t but you were. Well, I can sense that you are probably tired of my bitching, so I will let you go on your way. I hope life bites you in the ass with no remorse what so ever.
xYours Trulyx

Well, his name isn’t Bean for nothing.

Well, today was boring. Everyone else is out having fun, but no one thought to invite me. *sighs* Yeah, it’s nothing worth bitching about, but it always happens. So, I’m watching MONTEL. Haha, this is some funny shit. Hmmm... what is there to do today? I already slept, ate, and put together a cabinet. What else is there to do when all has been done already.

-You’ve found your way-
-Into all my letters-
-Every word screams for you-
-I’m ready to be all that-
-You want-
-I’m ready to be-
-Your worst flaw-

Justin Long is HOT. He’s like the nerdy hot. That is SEXY.

P.S.
The bigger the hair, the closer to God. essential 80s advice.