I’ve just come to realize that me& Andrew really won’t be talking anymore. & I just can’t bring myself to talk to him because he’ll probably just tell me to "fuck off" or something. Ahh I wanna talk to him so bad and just try to tell him how I feel...again..but I can’t...He wouldn’t listen anyway.

Well...anyway...
Today I’m going to my sister’s house in apple valley. APPLE FUCKING VALLEY. That’s so far away. :/ whatever. And then I’m coming home to go to the Saosin show. How exciting. I’m expecting all of you to call me while I’m there so I have someone to talk to. But I’ll probably end up being the babysitter.

Lastnight me& Kelly saw Gothika and that movie was just scary as HELL. We screamed like every five minutes...literally. Fucking scarrryyy. Then on the way home, we passed by RyRy and that was just way exciting too. He was the first to call me on my cell phone. And then Jordan called. mmmm...Jordan. haha.

♥jessjess