dude, ernie is kinda outta control... he apparently just stops by whenever... (my mom said he stopped by today while i was out) and he came by so early the other day that he woke me up!! which is soooo not cool... and now im confused... darrin asked liz out and im kinda scared for her... cuz he’s not the best person... hes cute and shit, but thats about it... and im worried he’ll only use her... which i dont want... i got kinda irritated at lizzie today... she called me today to ask me for a ride to cool beans to see darrin... like im a fuckin taxi... i was kinda glad that i cant use the car til sunday... got a ride home from rob, and i swear i wanna jump him with his lip ring.. soooo cute... lol... but seriously, i found out more about my sweetie roman today... i saw aj at the mall and found out roman got out of clearbrook and is at a halfway house til november... too bad its still in pa!!! damnit, other state (kinda) far away!!! grrr.... i miss him soooooooo much!! and i havent seen him in sooo long... u kno what i hate tho? everyone telling me whats good for me... like how jeff, jeff, brandon, kris, and everyone else who knos roman tell me he’s no good for me.. its like hey, fuck off, i can make my own decisions!!! damn everyone who tells me what i have to do... and SKOOL SUX!!!!!!!!!! -meow-