damn, im starting to think of myself as a silly little girl... that sucks! yesterday i worked up the nerve to tell my mom about the speeding ticket i got on thursday... she screamed "YOU IDIOT!!!!!!" as she stormed into the other room.... can’t imagine why, not like i got caught by a speed trap goin 56 in a 35mph zone, which is $193 and 4 points on my license, which is prolly gonna be suspended for 3 months... no, nothin like THAT... (insert sad, pitiful moaning noise here) but thats not really the reason im confused... brandon and mike... theyre the reason... or reasonS... i know mike likes me... im into him... but then theres brandon, whos kinda ... well ill call it meow for lack of a phrase... and its just confusing... and then theres the other night with joe but thats a whole other story... and im not really into joe like that, hes just a good friend... but im a little hesitant about goin out with mike... im pretty sure hes still into shana... hes movin an hour south of here... and he doesn’t like late october... plus hes strait edge, but i respect that... its actually kinda cool, even tho its not a lifestyle i would choose... but the late october thing is really bothering me... he said he was happy i only hooked up with matt, called them walking STD’s, and made some really mean comments about them fuckin groupies... which i can see from matt’s disappointment about no "fun time" But ... mike is cool.... damn the adhd that makes me indecisive... -meow-