ohhh...my love for you
Submitted by eyekandi6 on Thu.08.28.03 8:36pm
He’s sitting at his computer desk playing some game as I walk down the hall to proceed to the kitchen. I decide to go lie down on the living room couch and as he creeps over to the spot where I am. He places his body on top of mine and tells me "i’m cute" and I think to myself how lucky I am to have him. He locks eyes with me and I lick my lips to prepare for my kiss that I unregretfully wish to recieve. My wish is granted and within seconds his lips our massaging mine with such an unbeatable touch that no one has ever dared to exceed. He bites my lip and pulls me up towards him and my legs are wrapped around his waist with my arms around his neck. I don’t always go up when he pulls because I love the feeling of his body on top of mine. If only we could have been alone...naked...that would have been a dream come true. He slowly moves to kissing my ear where he knows I love it, expecially the way he blows in to it. I moan but slightly because I can’t help it, the feeling is something you have to experience yourself to understand how it truely feels. The butterflies enter my stomach when he starts to kiss my neck and I hold on to him even tighter. Some of my favorite times with him is when we’re just fooling around and kissing on the couch or my bed. He has this unresistable touch that I find myself addicted to. I’m thinking to myself that he is in my life for a reason, and forever I wish it to stay that way. His skin touching mine, his head resting in my chest, it’s all so perfect and it’s my reality. I never want to let it go. He’s with me in my dreams or even when I’m awake and not with him, though it is not an obsession. See, it is just how I am. He’s like a drug that I can’t get enough of, and I’m not willing to let him go. This does not mean I will go crazy or insane when he is gone, but I am not a a negative person and I don’t wish to think in such a way. I am still stragely excited that he asked me to be with him again, eventhough it happened almost a month ago. Without him in my life ever at any time I wonder how I would be? Who would I love? Or, if it was truely meant to be would we just meet somewhere one day? Life is full of unanswered questions and you have to deal and except what is right in front of you. Some may think this is a bunch of babble and my feelings aren’t true, but all I say is put yourself in my position, be with the guy I’m with and then, then see how true to my words I am. My love grows everday with him or not, I guess it’s just what happens. Maybe I am "too" in love, but I see love very differently from others. It’s not just a feeling you get when you’re with someone, it’s other things that come with it. Things you don’t expect to happen in a good way. Sometimes I regret the way I see love because at times it hurts me more, ohhh...my love for you is always growing and ever so strong I just wish to be loved back. Because...THE GREATEST THING YOU’LL EVER LEARN IS TO LOVE AND BE LOVED IN RETURN. Justin I love you with everything i contain inside of me. You are an inspiration and a reason for some type of meaning in alot of parts of my life. Once again I say I love you Justin and I couldn’t ask for more...
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