When you see something up close you see it for its true beauty. You see it for something that nobody else has seen it for. It allows you to hold a special value that nobody else can understand because they aren’t you and they havn’t had the privledge to experience what you have. What I’m speaking of is not only the beauty of life, but the beauty of a single person. It’s when you know their moods, their likes, their dislikes, their ways and for the most part what goes on in their daily life. The beauty of being with this person comes because everything, when you’re together makes sense. You become free, you become happy. I see him up close. I like what I see. My problem is I ned to change my mindset. I can’t be so scared or so worried anymore. It’s hurting me, it’s hurting him. And because I see him up close and his true beauty, it allows me to hold knowledge of this. I am proud of myself for finally realizing my major problem or for me figuring things out on my own. The beauty of a person comes not by force, it comes by pure experience and desire. I see and have seen him up close and for his true beauty, and I love what I see.