Today was just another day. Ever since yesterdy, I’ve felt like shit and for what? Well, my reasons aren’t clear, but I know that they are there. I know I’m always saying that I am confused, but boy, this time, I mean it more than ever. But I can not clearly state what I am confused about. I think it’s an emotional kind of confussion. I’ve been trying to make certain people happy, yet, I don’t know how I am supposed to feel. I figure, if they are going to have a half-assed sense of feeling about/towards it, I might as well. Even though I feel more compassionate than they do, why should I put in more than what I am receiving. But anywho, I got a pair of shoes today. Fun, right? yes, of course. i got home around 12:30, and wow, people actually left me messages. Too bad one of them brought me down even more. It’s not like it was a a bad message, it was sent with good intentions, but I took it personal. Don’t do something I know you are doing, then rub it in my face. You might have thought you weren’t but you were. Well, I can sense that you are probably tired of my bitching, so I will let you go on your way. I hope life bites you in the ass with no remorse what so ever.
xYours Trulyx