BACK IN SCHOOL THEY NEVER TAUGHT US WHAT WE NEEDED TO KNOW, LIKE HOW TO DEAL WITH DESPAIR, OR SOMEONE BREAKING YOUR HEART. FOR TWELVE YEARS I’VE HELD IT ALL TOGERTHER BUT A NIGHT LIKE THIS IS BEGGING TO PULL ME APART. I KEPT QUIET LEFT YOU DEEP IN CONVERSATION. I FELT UNCOOL AND HUNG OUT AROUND THE KITCHEN. I REMEMBER I KEPT THINKING THAT I KNOW YOU NEVER WOULD, BUT NOW I KNOW I WANT TO KILL YOU LIKE ONLY A BEST FRIEND SHOULD. EVERYONE’S CAUGHT ON TO EVERYTHING YOU DO. AS IF THIS HAPPENING WASN’T ENOUGH, I GOT TO GO WRITE A SONG JUST TO REMIND MYSELF HOW BAD IT SUCKED. IGNORE THE SUN, THE COVER’S OVER MY HEAD. I WROTE A MESSAGE ON MY PILLOW THAT SAYS, "JESSE, STAY ASLEEP IN BED." SO DON’T APOLOGIZE, I HOPE YOU CHOKE AND DIE. SEARCH YOUR CELL FOR SOMETHING WITH WHICH TO HANG YOURSELF. THEY SAY YOU NEED TO PRAY IF YOU WANT TO GO TO HEAVEN BUT THEN THEY DON’T TELL YOU WHAT TO SAY WHEN YOUR WHOLE LIFE HAS GONE TO HELL. EVERYONE’S CAUGHT ON TO EVERYTHING YOU DO. AND I CAN’T LET YOU, LET ME DOWN AGAIN. SO, IS THAT WHAT YOU CALL A GET AWAY? WELL, TELL ME WHAT YOU GOT AWAY WITH. CAUSE I’VE SEEN MORE SPINE IN A JELLYFISH,... AND I’VE SEEN MORE GUTS ON ELEVEN-YEAR-OLD KIDS. HAVE ANOTHER DRINK AND DRIVE YOURSELF HOME. I HOPE THERE’S ICE ON ALL THE ROADS. AND YOU CAN THINK OF ME WHEN YOU FORGET YOUR SEATBELT, AND AGAIN WHEN YOUR HEAD GOES THROUGH THE WINDSHIELD. AND IS THAT WHAT YOU CALL TACT? YOU’RE ABOUT AS SUBTLE AS A BRICK IN THE SMALL OF MY BACK. SO LET’S END THIS CALL AND END THIS CONVERSATION,... I CAN’T LET YOU LET ME DOWN AGAIN.

Stephen and Me... Brings back the memories of those conversations we used to have. I still remember the one about him wanting to be a slut or something. Good times.

Mirror Apathy (5:11:17 PM): who is Justin Long? lol
Speechless Says (5:11:23 PM): this actor guy
Mirror Apathy (5:11:32 PM): is that like, Justin Timberlake and me combined?
Mirror Apathy (5:11:36 PM): cause that would be hot
Mirror Apathy (5:11:37 PM): haha
Mirror Apathy (5:11:39 PM): ooo, lol
Mirror Apathy (5:11:42 PM): damn, close enough
Speechless Says (5:11:54 PM): haha yeah
Mirror Apathy (5:12:01 PM): ooh man, that be great
Speechless Says (5:12:06 PM): it would it would
Mirror Apathy (5:12:09 PM): Justin Long, famous singer/asian
Speechless Says (5:12:31 PM): haha
Speechless Says (5:12:39 PM): thats a good one