Today is boring
Yesterday was stupid
the day before was sad
now...it all complys with my self doubt
i guess i wouldn’t really call it self doubt
more of a general doubt...like that in people
things i have had doubts about...(please don’t take great offense)
#1 - Shane wanting to get better, i don’t know if he realizes how much it pisses me and some other people off when he doesn’t take his meds, it’s fucking stupid, he has the opportunity that alot of people don’t to get better, but he won’t take them..and he gets down everytime he doesnt take them...i’m beginning to have doubts about him caring about himself, and others feelings
#2 Love and the fact that it tends to avoid all possible recognition that i need it, I need someone to love, now tiff’s gone, and i doubt she even gives a shit whatsoever.
#3- Next year, i am going to fucking hate it, there is nothing good that i can see about next year...all my friends are gone and school no matter how tolerable it is ...will suck
#4- Faith,Religion, and such..i doubt i will ever understand it and take it as my own...