so i didnt get to write very much this week because i was at home.. and my parents have dial-up. So... saturday was very interesting, and i feel like i should write about it. Well.. the part that made me thinkfeel funny part. So we went to night of champions, which is this cool thing put on by APU (Apoooooo!!) every year. So i’m there... and the youth group is there, minus ryan because he had work. And it was just.. i dunno. Maybe i was just having a bad attitude about it because carlos got mad at me, but i just wasnt doin that great. The pictures are goin up by wednesday thoough.. so yeah. All of a sudden i looked at something..... something that made me remember everything. I sat and thought, NATALIE.. what happened this time last year? And then it hit me.. i understood why being there was so wierd for me. Why not having certain ppl around wasnt helping.. yeah. it was wierd. I was kinda sad, but then i went picture crazy and that helped. Why am i so sad today!!!!????!!!! I dont get it.