so im attempting at updating. ive missed out on writing so much that idk if its even worth it to try and recap the past month or so. schools out. i had the most amazing weekend of my life with tom. nyc was fabulous, we did good. me and shannon got caught stealing... lots and lots of problems came from that. including the fact that right now... im stuck in the middle of kansas. working. on a ranch. taking upper class kids on trail rides at camp. i guess i cant complain too much. i have my phone and i have my computer, and i have my family near by (is this a good thing or a bad thing?). its me and 15 cowboys and one really butch cowgirl. but oh well. tomorrows my little cousins birthday. hes gonna be 12. me being the lame cousin that i am, i have no idea what to get him for his birthday. so im taking him out to a movie and to dinner... and considering he usually has to go to whawtever movie his sister wants to see, i think he’ll appreciate it. i need money

if you care to donate to the Sarah’s Legal Funds... just say so... :)

i talked my brother into buying me my cigarettes for the rest of the week.

me and chris had some bonding time the other day, it was nice. we went to pueblo, where nothing happens, drank and just hung out all day, i got him smoking again... tisk tisk me. it was really cool though.

a sony guy wants to check out Fabricate...

im really getting pissed at everyone. people have changed so much just in these few weeks of summer. ex.bryan... it sucks... alot... idk... whatever

so tom... ::sigh:: this summer has been crazy, at first he was coming down for warped/lollapalooza... but nooo lollapalooza was cancelled... so now hes trying to get down here mid august for the Curiosa festival, that would be fabulous. im hoping to go back up to minnesota sometime soon...

my birthday is a month from friday! whoohoo, nothings going to change... nobodys gonna remmeber, just like last year... tom was the first person to say happy birthday to me... i remember that

so kansas... my moms side of the family. REPUBLICAN AS ALL HELL. theyre dissapointed in me. honestly, i could be a heroin junkie, lesbian, nazi, murderer and they would still think better of me because of the sheer fact that... OH YEAH... I HATE BUSH! we were in the car and my cdplayer ran out of batteries... so i was stuck listening to rightwing AM radio... rush can kiss my ass... oh well.. theres a place called Liberal, Kansas... and thats just an oxymoron

goodnight moon