today i have a music composition techiniques exams. its one of those really annoying ones where you cant really revise for it, you just have to wait for whats on the paper. we have three hours to do it though, which is not a problem, as i normally take no longer than half an hour. i think i will leave early.

yesterday me and ben spoke about stuff. which was really nice. i think we’re getting on better now than we have in a long time. maybe this is all for the best. i feel strange because im not crying all the time. infact, im not really crying atall. we both are still pretty much unsure as to what we want, but were not loosing our friendship. EVER. and whatever happens, we ll both still be there to hold each others hand.

im crashing at his house next tuesday after MCR. hopefully we ll get a chance to natter about stuff then, but now, i am going to have fun. that is my aim, and seeing as i have a whole month off from exams after today, then i dont see why the hell not. me and bri and sids are going to london tomorrow. ooo h & m. the best and cheapest shop in the entire world. i cant wait.

i watched the butterfly effect yesterday. its well good actually, i was suprised as i normally hate ashton kutcher, or however you spell his name.

and that is enough ranting from me.