This headache won't go away. It's really annoying. I don't know why I am not taking aspirin. I never do, until someone suggests it. I don't want to get cut and bleed to death! That's why...

My boyfriend is talking to his ex, and it is freaking me out way more than it should. I stay friends with most of my ex's, or at least I try to make it so that there isn't any bad blood...So I should accept their friendship, if one comes into fruition. I got really lightheaded, though, and I felt nauseous when he told me that she was talking to him. She used to hate him, or something, after they broke up. She would avoid him and not want to be in the same class as him, and all of this other stuff...And now suddenly she wants a friendship? I don't get it, but it freaked me out. I had a dream that I was with them and some of my other friends...And they started screaming at eachother, and they took off, fighting down the street or something, and in the end I could hear them screaming about how they loved eachother, and they were crying, and all of this other crap...To the best of my memory, that's how it went. My dreams have come true before, so It really freaked me out that he told me they were talking. If they start hanging out, I don't know what I'll do. I'll feel so terribly awkward...But as I said, it's something that I will have to deal with. I guess I'm alright, now. Everytime I Die has calmed me down..Oddly enough. I think I should post lyrics...Yep. I think I will.