So this marks a time of change....I have been dumped, let me see, 4 times this year. And usually I would be crying my feelings right now...but I'm not.

This makes me feel bad because the more girls I meet the less of a relationship I want with any of them. I guess all I want is to just makeout with them. I just someone to make out with on any occasion. That kinda makes me an asshole becasue thats all I want from girls. I don't want a relationship, I don't care if we are friends just makeout with me.

hahaha Its gonna turn me into an asshole but who cares...they have not been fair with me why should I care what they think.

Oh yeah and Now I'm always posi now...forget the past, forget the agony I just want to be happy all the time and have fun.

Forget all that emotional poetry, forget all those pretty things I ever said...I'm not gonna try to be something I really don't wanna be anymore

I'M FREE