ive been out and about and away from my melo for almost 2 years... but now since everyone seems to have this myspace bullshit, i feel like i should be doing something too. not that it really matters, but i always liked the melo community ne ways... but im back and prolly will post when i get the chance and shit. but i think all the people i used to kno on here dont actually post ne more, which sux in itself. i need to get a pic up too... yea yea, random. blah.

my life is such a mess right now. work sucks when ur a waitress at pizza hut. i helped one of my now friends(?) out by getting him a job, and it kinda sux. cuz i used to get all the "can u come in for an extra shift on ur day off" calls and now i get the "can *name of friend* come in to work" calls. i dont kno how it happened either. and this guy, man.... ooooo hes sooo... ahhhhh!!! he just confuses the hell outta me! cuz he wanted to date me, but hes obsessed with his ex. more than obsessed. pick a word thats more than obsessed..... thats him. and he said he wanted to be with me... but that i would have to be okay when hes with her... yea, cuz i would LOVE for the guy im with who is suppossed to love me to be cuddling with his ex under a blanket right next to me... while im alone on a chair cold cuz they're using my blanket... gah!

guys suck.. not to offend the awesome guys on this planet, cuz i kno ur out there... but some guys are just dicks... i hate this town...