"Feelings"
By Duncan McCulloch

I Don't think my feelings will ever change
Mixed up heart, it needs to be rearranged
Its been quite a while, some find that strange
I'm still alive, but I feel beat up and manged

When we spend time together, it helps me stay sane
But it also, makes hundreds of thoughts come from my brain
Through the faults, all your beauty shines through
My miserable life would be a million times worse without you

When you hang out with me, over everyone else
When you're next to me, pretty much alone in my house
Alot of things hurt me, but I'll see this through
Holding on is so much easier, when I have you

Thinking about everything, things we used to do
Why do I write these things, you probally already knew
How I feel, writing my emotions down, like things artists drew
What I say, means what I say, my words are true

I don't feel right, I feel so confused
Rarely feel untouchable, always feel bruised
These feelings are killing me, the bomb inside me needs diffused
I hope you really do care about me, I don't want to be used

I need you now, I Need you forever
I want to have a son with you, remember? named trevor
I'm not like alot of guys, who will take whomever
I hope happiness is coming soon, but i'll never say never

I am always tired and my body too
Is this a Dream or Reality?
I don't care about your bisexuality
I'm being blown around, or knocked out by the flu

My car broke down, but you were with me
I miss when things were perfect, and I was called Dee
Spilling out my feelings, does anyone hear my plea?
I remember when we got engaged, went down on one knee

I don't want to write no more, I Don't want to feel
I don't want to die, I want my wounds to heal
This is not a stupid poem, my feelings for you are real
I want to be with you, my feelings I won't conceal

Well this poem goes outs to Cassandra Lee Davis Fawcett
Without your friendship, by now I would have lost it
For the arrow has made a perfect hit
Please don't ever leave me, because I know I'll never quit