i just finished a book called burning up it was really good. i wanna go cry though cause it was all about race and it had the right attitude but it was about it. i wish race could just go away. i iwhs people could get along and there be no talk about race except in the history books. race is a problem people just don’t wanna talk about including me. people just annoy me with their habits their ways of sweeping things under the rug without resolving it. it just pisses me off so much it makes me sad. i know i am being melodramatic but idon’t care. tomorrow i will want someone to shoot me because i was this way but now i don’t care. i need this. i need just one person anyone to read this and get something out of it. my emotions should be heard.

FINALLY i am able to get on melo! I have news yes i do so listin! I am doing lights for theatre! how great is that? I love doing it the actors are great and the play is well funny. I love this guy named jered and he does this laugh that i love!!!!! anyways he’s a sweetheart would love to hang out with him more. but the play i am doing is Foiled BY AN INNOCENT MAID. I lOVE THIS. this is the thing i have wanted to do for a long time! i have been keeping myself busy with this. well i love yal! yes i said yal get over it! but anyways love u mr.? bye *kisses* to everyone!

well i am bored to tears! i have nothing to do here! i showed ian a pic of my room and it was so messy. oh well. anyways i saw the pic on baker’s melo and it was really cool. honestly i don’t usually like stuff like that but it just looked cool. i saw this really pretty asian girl if u wanna see go here :
http://www.vampirefreaks.com/profile.php?user=necrophagia
anyways happy hunting. *shoot* hey i shot u in the ass!

hey i am so lame i can’t think of anything to say. No one is on AIM at the moment so i am really bored. i haven’t talked to the scotties in a while like baker and andrew. I always talk to ian though he has a good connect unlike andrew and baker. Anyways i just got back from mercer doing odd jobs *mutters*. oh but i got paid! anyways i’ll see yal later

love u
especially to my special someone

kat

hey to all i am here at school and typing this. I am so sad cause i am leving today cause everyone is leaving for the summer. mandi is here at my school even though she doesn’t go here hehe. she is sitting on amanda’s laugh telling about liz reads. this is so great cause i am so not able to get on the computer when i get home. Baker visit my melo u jerk! tehe! oh well i love u all. U know who i love more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!tehe mr.????????.................anyways i love yal bye bye

hey people! i had this huge fight with davis over fucking nothing! I seem to be getting good at those types of fights. I dunno but i think i might be breaking up with this guy. I just don’t know what to say about him. I love him but i hate him. Maybe i rushed into this relationship a little too fast i have a problem with that. well i will find out tomorrow if this relationship goes on. i need some help so if anyone wants to help me please do!

sorry i haven’t be on in a while. I have been living in my self pity jk. god i hate people like that who are just being such a drama queen. ok i just heard this song and i know this is a poser band but i listined to the lyrics and i like them so i thought i would post them. Like i said this was a poser band so this is I’d Do Anything by Simpl Plan.

Another day is going by
I’m thinking about you all the time
But you’re out there
And I’m here waiting

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I’d do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can’t put you in the past
I’d do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won’t forget you

Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I’ll be here
I’ll be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can’t let you leave me once again

I’d do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can’t put you in the past
I’d do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won’t forget you

I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I can’t forget you
Nanana (....)
And I’d do anything for you
Nanana (....)

I’d do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can’t put you in the past
I’d do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won’t forget you

I’d do anything
To fall asleep with you
I’d do anything
There’s nothing I won’t do
I’d do anything
To fall asleep with you
I’d do anything
Cuz I know
I won’t forget you

I love you! And u know who u are! Kisses baby

I dunno what to say now. Well i guess i could tell a little about my fucking self. I am crazy (isn’t everyone). A bit of a smart ass. A lot of a bitch. And a whole lot of slut. I kinda feel for a friend about 2 months ago. I am pretty miserable but not depressed. I am so fat and hate my body.i wanna leave where i am! my town is so boring! i wanna leave and go to scotland! nut i dunno what else to say. i might just keep writing. no one is listining to this so i can say write bad things. like um..... come on i can think of one give me a sec.......i just set my hand on fire. i was fun seeing that it didn’t hurt. i’ll just keep talking btw. i wanna go to a play. oh well i can’t think of anything else to say so bye.