Everything has been going by so quick lately. Everyday blends into the next and each week goes running by. I don't sleep anymore. Not like I use to at least. You'd think I'd feel tired but I don't. I feel alive.

Something happened with my laptop but apparently everything on my harddrive is gone. I wanted to cry at 1st because I knew that almost 3 years of pictures and other things were on there. And then I realized that these pictures were not my memories. They are just proof of them. For the time being I only have one photo of me after my graduation. Its the only one I like and really care to have a copy of anyways.

Its almost 3 am and I'm wide awake. I'm listening to the rain. Around 10 or 11 I am meeting berto so I can finally get my warm cider. Oh rainy day.