and if you don't miss me, then i don't miss you
and if you don't want to talk again, then i don't want to talk to you
and when it snows, if you don't see me buried into your arms, then when the sun shines i don''t see you smiling for the first time
and if you don't remember how i smell, then i don't remember that cologne on the 'fridge
and if you can't feel your finger tracing my curves, then i can't feel the dimples of your smile
and if you never really cared, maybe i never really knew if i cared
because for so long
i've been wearing my heart on my sleeve
i think it's time to cover it up
like a tatoo mama don't want to know
i'll pretend my life away
pretend it till it isn't true
and i'll feel just like you
and when the radio is playing low
city lights are in your eyes
and car running on empty
and you still don't think of me
then maybe i imagined it all
and if the spoon in my bathroom drawer doesn't make you laugh, then yea, it's just a spoon i keep in my bathroom
because for so long
i've been wearing my heart on my sleeve
i think it's time to cover it up
because my mom worries about things like that
i'll pretend my life way
pretend it isn't true
because i've gotten this far pretending our time together
and soon i'll feel just like you
maybe soon you'll feel it, but i won't feel it