*sigh* where do i begin...

ok. it's been quite a while since i had last logged in here. and i don't normally drop around this place unless i have a LOT of steam to let out. i'd like to think i'm a fairly laid back kind of guy.

hm... time constraint prevents me from laying everything down. will have to do this some other time...

bottom line:

i have a friend that i thought i had feelings for. i cleared that up. she's just a friend. cool.

that friend, i thought i'd be hurt if she got married. she's supposed to be married this october.

the boy dumped her.

turned out, i got more hurt seeing her cry.