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dreams realized

that friend who just had her heart broken a few months back, in reference to my previous entry, just got married to the same shmuck that broke her heart.

lah-di-fucking-dah...

i just hope she knows what she's doing.

dreams broken

*sigh* where do i begin...

ok. it's been quite a while since i had last logged in here. and i don't normally drop around this place unless i have a LOT of steam to let out. i'd like to think i'm a fairly laid back kind of guy.

hm... time constraint prevents me from laying everything down. will have to do this some other time...

bottom line:

i have a friend that i thought i had feelings for. i cleared that up. she's just a friend. cool.

that friend, i thought i'd be hurt if she got married. she's supposed to be married this october.

the boy dumped her.

turned out, i got more hurt seeing her cry.

doubts.

for a time, i thought that i had done right by getting married and having a wonderful kid. and i pretty much still do. i'm not sure if it's just the hormones kicking in or if there would actually be some credence to these doubts i'm having.

enough for now. more for later.

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Re: dreams realized

She was probably too scared to face the possibility of a life without. A lot of people are. The unknown is damn scary, especially when what you have is all you've known for a long time. Just a theory.

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