Your beauty is like a magnifiqu fleur
With your words of lovable blessing
Everything ever wanted
Anything ever wondered
Is withheld in your heart
My breath trembles when you

Breathlessly abundant of deep faith for love
Deeds of kindness and cheer
Bringing meaningful breath to lungs of all to hear
Hearing her thoughts of loving affection
Tickles my senses to an awe of delightful pleasure
To have her and my presents in room as one
More than enough reason to be
Yearning for every tick of times great hand to be an ever long
How great this woman of loving affection


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well nothing much I joined natadoors swimming in september. Ummm life is stressfull again... umm there is 2 girls that I like O yea!! hahaha just wish one of them liked me back :’’’(. But yeah thats about it.

Well I went to a party yesterday and left this morning. I found out that a bottle of wine and vodca can be deadly. I downed the bottle of wine in like an hour, but I drank the first major part of it fairly fast ( I slowed down so it would last). Then, after the bottle and when more people had arived at the party with more alcholeic beverages, I took shots of 100 profe vodca (not being real shots because I took them in a small glass {not a shot glass} and filled it agout a third of a way full). I consumed about three of thoughs and then mixed the 100 profe vodca with gaterade and consumed that also. About an unknown time later (drunk duh I don’t know time or what ever) I played darts (and won!!), played catch with a frisbe, and some how I did all these things while wasted off my ass. But any who I found myself hugging a toylet for the first time after drinking a lot and that people help you insetead of fuck with you(even though I didn’t like everyone talking about me and following me around). This is the most drunk I have ever been in my entire life. The end

my tumby feels sooo bad and my neck and my head and god if I told you the rest you would proly barf because it is sooo incredibly horible!!!! O man you definatly don’t wanna know.....

A blissful feeling
Deep, deep down
A yearning
For passion
A need
For love
A want
For the one
His single
True love

The window shuts
Without a crack
Shadows creep near
Moving ever so clever
Slyly swaying athwart the room
It creeps to the base of the bed
Waiting for the pounce
Waiting for you
To give in

Well I am finaly free of all activities!! What now, I gess I have to find some socal life. I wil proly resort to swimming ,at least there I can get respect from my coach and team mates, and get playing time instead of haveing a hard day because the sun is low and it is hard to see the players on the pool. But yeah I am finaly done with water polo : D.

not in the mood to sign G-sopts

My date is soo HOT!!!! I am soo lucky she went with me!

Take a moment
To breath, to see
To breath the crisp air of heaven
To see the beauty put upon your eyes
Take a moment
To believe, to pray
To believe of joys and forget all sorrow
To pray for all to forget there frown and live their smiles
To take a moment and make another is to live
Bruises only make you stronger

well on sunday I was playin water polo and when it came to a man a ball then me and then the guy I was gaurding, when I got the ball one pushed me other wall the other shoved his fingers in my eye. I couldn’t open both of them for some damn reason and everyones yellin at me to get the ball. At this time I was sooo scared that my eye wouldn’t open again and plus the stress of not letting the team down I yelled I can’t fucking see!! so as I was swimming over I forced my eyes open with my fingers and it still hurt like hell to look threw it. it still hurts to look up with it but I didn’t get a black eye cuz I never get bruses. so yeah it hurt like a bitch for about 2 or 3 hours and then it started to get better and things became there normal color agian.

Prom is tomaro!!! Its gunna be so great!!! even though I don’t know how were gunna get there yet, but O well. So I got my tux today and the coat was kind big on the sides but not big enough to noticed(but it makes me look like I gaind some wait). So yeah I am excited about prom!!

Everyone is pushing me toward a girl saying it will work your a great guy, and every time I build my confidence thinking there will be hope, but only to see it crushed again and again. I am giving up on trying for the girl I want. She is too hard to get and out of my reach. She obviously doesn’t like me in "that way" and we will remain friends our whole life. I guess I have to live with the inevitable.

It is quiet now Nothing left to see No beings are around no words to speak They are gone now Left with no reason Dead with greaf My life is over Death to speak I say good bye now Theres no tomaro But yet under a quiet moon night No one soon hears My plea for help My plea for love all ignor my soon forgoten sound I am alone now No words to hear No sounds to seround It is all quiet to my ear