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Eat. My. Shorts.
10 things people couldn't guess just looking at you:
1. I curse like a sailor
2. I have the capacity for a somewhat dangerous temper.
3. I'm a drunk.
4. I love gangster rap & delta blues.
5. I failed the 7th grade
6. Sex monkey
7. I am actually NOT Molly Ringwald but the result of an experimental cloning program created in the 80's to preserve famous celebrities and scientists. They abandoned it after Nicola Tesla broke out and got sighted a few times snorting coke with Greta Garbo at a few popular Hollywood clubs.
8. I rarely shower
9. I smell bad
10. I was home-schooled for three inconsistent years.
9 things you want to do before you die:
1. Write a book
2. Go to India
3. Go to Italy
4. Go to South America
5. Go to Japan
6. Go to Africa
7. Go to the Caribbean
8. Go to the remainder of Europe.
9. Get married.
8 things you say everyday:
1. Groovy
2. Fuck off
3. Oh snap.
4. I love you
5. Oh my god.
6. Hooray!
7. Meh
8. Dude.
7 things you hate:
1. Soda
2. Whiskey
3. Behavioral medication prescribed to children under 13.
4. Over zealous middle American religious conservatism.
5. Date rape (song/crime)
6. Ed, Edd & Eddy/Ren & Stimpy
7. The Zoot Suit Riots.
6 things you love:
1. Music
2. Iain
3. Dancing
4. Clouds
5. Weather
6. Beach
5 people you look up to:
1. My Aunt
2. My boss (not joking, she's superwoman)
3. Elizabeth I
4. Sandra Cisneros
5. Athena
4 places you want to visit:
1. Italy
2. South America
3. London
4. Japan
3 things you could do without:
1. Pork
2. Cable television
3. Video Games
2 things you never want to do:
1. Die
2. Go to prison
1 person who has changed your life:
1. Janet Fitch
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Isn't this easy?
Thank goodness you're back.
I've missed you so long.
Blow life into my winter bones.
Let's dance, Spring. Welcome home.
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I've got a story in my head five lines long.
Papa said that Mama's prayers used to work like a charm before we moved here.
Now they don't so much because nobody pays attention to this town, not even God.
This place is like one old dry mouth full of yellow houses crooked like teeth. It always seems like the whole desert is on the verge of one big cough that'll shake us all out our windows. The wind just wheezes like a grandmother outside my classroom all day I'm at school.
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Springtime jumpies & Lollipop hair cuts.
I wish I had time to tell you everything.
but I don't.
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'Countries are run by men that are run by women.'
-Nine
Best line from that movie.
Best number from that movie.
Best part of that movie.
Everything else was... ordinary.
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My Teeth
I inherited my teeth from my father's side of the family. From my grandmother, a woman at Harvard law in the age of men when these universities were clogged and sluggish with the weight of generations of testosterone. My great-grandfather at 95 telling everyone in the hospital room what he was going to do when he got out of there, even up to his last breath. His wife is still a Manetti legend for her infinite kindness and patience. There’s a large oval picture of them on their wedding day hanging in the hallway of my Aunt Mary’s condo. She was beautiful and gentle, he was hard and classically Italian, his eyes burning and unafraid.
This is where my teeth come from.
You're damn right I don't have any fucking cavities.
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for Spring, come home soon, love Sarah.
i love using my body
any way i can use it
i love my limbs having
every single last
one of them all my
fingers and joints and
muscles to move lift
push break slap
beat dance wind
twist and touch.
i love having my
body, torso, calves
my shoulders rolling
up and down, jumping
hugging friends curling
my toes snapping fingers
throwing things and doing
summersalts i love
my body and using it
any way i can.
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Tuesday? The nature of absence.
I slinked out Iain's front door and into my car for a quick cigarette before we went off about the business of our day. I blew a puff of smoke out the window and looked up at the sky. It was the most pleasant shade of grey, light and soft like a blanket and not a cage, and then slowly I became wholly aware in my body and my blood of the quiet on the street. No birds or sirens wailing that second. Only a soft dim white noise of very distant trucks that could almost be mistaken for the ocean. And in that quiet, that absence of sound, every second took on a unique flavor, an orchestra of silence in my veins and I felt it climb up into me, the absence and then abundance of everything in that silent void and for the first time in months I was stunningly aware that I was living. And then a few scattered raindrops mutely thumped onto my windshield and I purred like a cat into my new invention of contentment. Thank god for this privilege, I am so glad to have lived, at least once.
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Instant-Bitch Formula
After waking up this morning I compiled all the data from yesterday's afternoon romp in Venice and I did several hours worth of calculations which finally led me to conclude this simple formula for future experiences:
(coffee² > sleep) + walking² + -food intake + (pot × 3) + -nicotine intake ≈ FUCK.
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Gilgongo!
"I won't know myself until I find out whether life is serious or not." said Trout. "It's dangerous, I know, and it can hurt a lot. That doesn't necessarily mean it's serious, too."
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I was born without a hymen
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comme ci comme ca
You can tell
from the bruise on my thigh
and the scabs on my elbow
and the grass stains on my pants
and the bite marks on my arm
that he's not the gentle-ist of boys.
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A Big Slice of Wednessday
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It's Easy Now
"I Love" said the mouse to the tornado.
Did the mouse think it would be saved?
Love did not save the mouse.
Je T'aime.
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guestbook
Never met them, but i've always wanted to.
Ok, Mr. Grownup, don't break your neck. ^-^ Give me a call whenever you feel your brain about to explode.
You know what they say: "you never can go back home." The reality is that I'm up to my prostate in work. I thought this online class was all at my leisure with readings and tests. No. It isn't. We didn't get a syllabus, or anything. So I've got at least one paper that is retardedly late, probably two. Maybe even three. So I need to smash on those and play catch up in my other online class while not falling behind in everything that actually matters to me. The majority of this pant run pant will happen over spring break. Also, I will drive to Auburn to see Aunt Elizabeth and Uncle Jonathan. Did you meet them? Wonderful people. I love you and all, but I'm trying to act like an adult. An emotionally wrecked, scatterbrained adult.
You are echoing my exact sentiments of the last summer.
I didn't think the last supper could be any more epic, but there ya go.
i like this melo. just wondering what kind of music you like for some reason
Thank you :). Haha, no I wasn't actually born in 97, I know I had a reason for putting 97, but I can't remember what it was.
You're an interesting little one. Actually born in '97?? I do adore some of your writing.
oh no worries. i sucked it up and bought it myself. hope to see you on campus sometime
which psych 101 book do you need? I do have one... somewhere... I think. But I know different teachers use different books sometimes, so what's it called and who wrote it? and I don't have anything else :(
eeeerrrr...you, uh...wouldn't happen to have a psych 101 book would ya?
or communications 101?
or perhaps math 130?
maybe that you're not using?
that i might borrow for the semester?
hmmm?
I have decided to put the shoe on the other hand and friend you back. let us celebrate this new partnetship with the addition of chocolate to milk.
i can never afford any of my tattoos. that's my secret. <(>_<)> but the people at american made in rosamond on sierra highway do a bang up job, my lady, just top drawer and are very fair pricers, if i do say so myself.
what have I done to deserve this?!?
everything's fucked up now
I can never use melo again.
can you help me Sarah?!?
My dear Sarah!
It has been decided!
Tres and I are kidnapping you and we are going to have a girls weekend in.
In Monterey. The three of us are going to have adventures in her dorm, for three days in January. the 29th till the 31st
=]
Do you dig it?
please say you are as full of excitement as I am <3
>.<
eep!!
Yeah, thanks. I have several ideas most of which I can't go into detail about.
Its incredible work. I know what you mean about times being hard... I'm a dreamer with a business plan and not enough capital to get started :(
ohhhp i just use an old nikon dslr a d70s, it was prime in it's time, but not as advanced as ... their junior. or something.
With pleasure.
Nilsson Schmilsson is one of the most underrated albums of all time.
thank you! my aunt is an RN and told me she thought i should get a ct scan.
i give up.
there are so many things it could be. i'm going to consult with my doctor and just pay whatever i have to.
it's better than being dead, eh?
:)
absentia
About Me
Morning Breath
Birthday:
Aug 25 1997
Sex?:
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