alkinshivers

fishy

i was quite bored today, but i managed to entertain my self

i went around with my fishy tank put it places outside and took pictures, whou ho
i had a talk with nicola, i think things will be better now, we talked for so long omg... there were a lot of things that needed to be cleared up, we hadn’t hung out in forever just us it was sad, back to normal now tho *happiness* i had been missing her
i think i need to be less sensitive about stuff, it seems to get me into trouble

i need to get some friends back, HEY RACHEL WHATS UP

well i just thought i’d update, because i never do

sign for your self-expression

arrrr............................ i hate how much control parental units have, and how smug they are with it too, it’s like a power trip 24/7 for them, it sucks... a lot :,

old out new in

yeah my computer has been all mental breakdown-ish lately, so we got a new one *yay* ... if only things were that easy for people...:/ it would be kind of funny,

say goodnight, boys, goodnight

someone told me I smelled good, that just made my day, shit, that make my entire month of october... and maybe even some of november... :)

but yeah school is getting better, thankfully *crosses fingers*

his curves fit perfect

i miss mollie and nic and lucy and christ, christ’s hugs most of all

and i miss last year
at least i had friends who were good at pretending
i’m tired of feeling uncomfortable around the people i confided in just a few months ago
why is everything so complicated?
i feel like a little kid, everyone gets it because they can read it, it’s plainly written on the black board, or so they tell me

this year the art school sucks, everyone’s either sad or pissed off or just being stupid, and i never get to talk to anyone anymore, it’s like someone put my voice in a box and gave it to a really mean person who won’t return my phone calls

oi oi

!i went to WUNDERLAND!

DaNcE dAnCe ReVoLuTiOn

*orgasm*

omig in the car the music was so loud that the bass vibrated through you ... it was almost better then the games ;)

faucets are the bestest

she races for the sink and dumps her head under the faucet while searching for the knobs.

the cool water runs over her messy clouded hair, washing away the days frustrations, flirting with her neck, and flooding her thoughts

she raises her head slowly, as a bewildered friend stares

and she replies
"i was having a rainy day"

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

special dirty things

"If it stayed i’d never leave it
If that turned around
I’d grieve the special dirty things that we used to talk about
I mean that loving you is strange
And adored by me throughout oh no it’s you again
Someday soon you’ll find that someone
Waiting for the chance to beat you
Drooling on the set to feel you
Blessing you with every kiss"

Orgy, Stiches



ship
Your quote is "Stop blowing holes in my
ship!"


Which of Jack Sparrow’s Quotes are You? {Pirates of the Caribbean}
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mon=
picking ariel from airport then going to denny’s for "breakfast"

tues=
i went to the fair!
mollie got snow coned
alice got crabs (like the kind that are sea creaters... not the other kind);)
rachel got llamafied
and i got some guys jacket

wed=today=
lucy and me went to lloids center *happiness*
and ariels over now and we are attempting to stud up my new jacket

it’s rather un-fulfilling

I keep wanting to make an entry in here, but it never comes out right, so i just end up deleting it all.. it’s rather un-fulfilling

well... rachel came over yesterday, and she discovered my hammock, and i discovered ...

(no title)

Will Turner
you are Will Turner! hottiehottiehottie! you deny
that you have pirate blood in you, but come on!
pirates rock dude!


Which Pirates Of The Caribbean Character Are You?
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You represent... loneliness.
You represent... loneliness.
Always alone and always sad about it... unlike
angst, you don’t have to look for a reason to
be miserable. You want to be in the company of
people but aren’t sure how to act when you’re
with them. Sometimes you have to make an
effort. You can’t always wait for others to
come to you.


What feeling do you represent?
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i cut my hair today! i like it muy muy much!!! it’s shorter and the top is trimmed a bit, and i left a tiny strip down the back for a miny mohawk thing, it’s so tiny lol

i am clean, ::it makes her feel oh so queer::

^.^

:*

last night was funny, me and rachel went to the fort, i met tyler for the first time, he’s a lot different than i expected, um we met up with christ and andrew which was awsome ::love them much::, the fireworks sucked
it’s sad, but i had a wonderful time just walking around looking at people
then i went home with alice, and on the way to jerecks car she was talking, and i just noded and laughed, it was really nice, cause i didn’t feel like thinking, and i could just not...
i’m gunna miss my friends :*

::gives kisses to everyone::

msi

i am listening to msi ::happiness::
it must be the music
msi makes me feel like i have just been kissed... even tho i really haven’t
^.^


!You’re Tinkerbell
Tinkerbell


Who ’s Your Inner Sexy Cartoon Chick ?
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Suggestive
You’re the suggestive grin,mostly used while
flirting and accompanied by the come-hither
look.You’re either an attention hog or way too
insecure to not be in the spotlight at all
times.No one can quite tell.Calm down and learn
to be regular,ya perv.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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nuhuh!

sexual suggestive horny
Damn you’re a hot SOB! Calm the hell down! You have
sex written all over you in chocolate sauce and
whipped cream!...wait.. can I join??


How do people see you?
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...

lets fuck

beautiful shadow

...You stand tall
the beautiful shadow of what you used to be is slipping
pain flashing through her mind’s eye
it becomes harder to convince herself that you care
when there is a knife held to her throat
and she realizes: you are the one controlling the sting
drawing blood mockingly

Have you ever been pushed to the edge?
Her fingers clasp your wrist between her bony palm
startled by the sudden strength in a hollow body,
that used to echo only weakness and pain
she posses’s the dagger in triumph: turning against you

Have you ever seen the user become the used?

The metal gives her that ounce of power you almost destroyed her with
it amazes her that you were always the weak one,
always the insecure one
she just never had the courage to challenge your confident face
of course that’s all it ever was- just a face
you are no longer cloaked and armed

Have you ever realized something that changes everything?

Tracing the veins against the back of your neck
victimizing you with your own game
gutting your stomach of all your assurance, all your worthiness
she understands now the rush you got from playing
watching the blood lacing your skin with no empathy

Have you ever discovered a new person inside yourself you never new existed?

Leaning to whisper in your ear
"You have nothing left"
she turns and drops the knife at your side
walking away without a second glance
rubbing the scars you left on her



tea..and explosions

Buffy is on tonight!!! it better be a new one god damnit

i want some tea, and i want a clear morning to myself with a really comfy chair, and maybe some rItz cracker, with my hair all maessy... yeah .. right now i feel kind of... I COULD JUST BLOW SOMETHING UP RIGHT NOW... like my head, OR MY "FRIENDS", OR THIS STUPID COMPUDATOR EL STUPIDO, OR THE WORLD, OR YOUR FACE, OR OR OR OR AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

grrr

::neglected::

i feel neglected...

maybe i just need to get out of the house

...FRIDAY

yeah ... i’m gunna be gone to stay in this house in portland with these dogs with cable and endless yum foods all by myself, and I’M GETTING PAID TO DO IT! so i’ll be gone this weekend. this will be the greatest, except no comp, but i will live. one of my teachers today started crying ... in class... it twas odd... at least we know now she might actually be human.

holes in my nipples

OMG ...... U GUYS WERE RIGHT... IT IS AN ADDICTION!!!!!!!!!!!! ........................ i want to get my nipples pierced

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