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Who dat say they gonna beat them Saints?
I know the Colts realistically will probably play better, but I'm still rooting for the Saints. Especially since Hargrove is an alumni from my school.
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Happy birthday.
I miss you Jordan. I know you would've had a great 18th birthday party, and I would've loved to be there.
Things aren't the same without you. I wander around campus wishing desperately that you'll round the corner with more of your crazy stories.
Rest in peace, man. I love you.
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The Wasteland.
And I will show you something different
From either your shadow at morning striding behind you
Or your shadow at evening rising to meet you;
I will show you fear in a handful of dust.
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I had a dream.
It was about Jordan. I don't remember much of it, but I was in a big garden wandering around, and underneath some blossoming cherry orchards was Jordan. Freshly shaven, smiling, very much alive. He was sitting alone, and so I joined him. I grabbed his hands and held them tight. I felt the warm tears on my face, they felt so real. I was sure he was back. I kept telling him how happy I was to see him again, how much I couldn't wait to tell everybody he wasn't gone. More tears. I kissed his cheek. And again. I kissed his face a hundred times over. I was so happy to see him. I was smiling and laughing in between my sobs. I held his face in my hands, his skin was so warm. Tears swelled up in my eyes and rolled down my cheeks. Those soft brown eyes still were so warm. I missed the comfort in them. The joy. He began to cry too, and held my face. I kissed his lips, he kissed back. We both sat there, crying and kissing. He never said a word, but as much as I miss the comfort of his voice, I'll never forget it. For just a brief moment, even if it was only in a dream, I had Jordan back. It was the most relief I've had since his passing a little over a month ago.
Rest in peace Jordan. I still love you.
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Trouble with a capital T.
I gave up on my (ex) current squeeze because he was too much of a flake and it was starting to irk me. As a girl with options though, it didn't take me long to replace him. And then to replace my replacement.
I'm now involved with two guys, and it's seriously complicated. The first one is my ex's brother, and as an added bonus, I work with him. So we have to keep things on the down low or all hell will break loose. The second is one of my best friend's exes. Same logic applies with the hush factor.
I swear, I sure do know how to pick 'em. -_-
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I don't know how much more of this I can take.
Rest in peace Jordan Radish.
02/01/92 - 12/13/09
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That's the thing about girls...
even if they're not much to look at, or even if
they're sort of stupid, you fall half in love with
them, and then you never know where the hell
you are. Girls. Jesus Christ. They can drive you
crazy. They really can."
- The Catcher In The Rye
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How awesome. Any plans for colleges or post-highschool life?
Everything on my end is great. Work, school, and having as much fun as possible. Same ol' thing. :]
Heyy, long time no talk.
How is everything? Senior in HS now?
He cheated on me. It's in the past though. And thank you! I forgot it was my meloversary entirely.
Aw, that is terribly lame that you and your ex ended on bad terms. What happened if you don't mind me asking... I'm always up for a story about love. I don't blame you for not wanting to get more serious. It sucks when you know you are moving away. Cause you never really know when your heart will just give itself away. I hope you the best. AND Happy Melo-day ♥
hopefully Drew Brees continues his roll and kicks the Colts ass on Sunday
He graduated just a few years before I did.
For this game I'm part of the Who dat nation!
yes the answer is the Indianapolis Colts. also that tile is nowhere near proper english and is basically unreadable.
Aw, I miss the stress of school. I took this semester off so I could work more cause of the lack of funds lately... but hopefully I will eventually finish. Glad to hear things are good otherwise. Makes me smile!! And yes I am, her name is Alex. She's terrific.
What about you? Have you made some guy the luckiest guy ever?
Things are well! Crazy busy but well. How are you my dear??? Things are good I hope! *hugs*
How have you been? I tried to message you yesterday but you seemed busy.
yes
I know I'm retarded and have big fingers
big feet too
it's all wasted on those though :(
and my ice cream gets sandy out here
kansas huh? what happened to hawaii?! things are good. except for the cold...i hate not being outside. and no frisbee for awhile.
i hope you're on more frequently! sorry again about your friend. its going to be two years since a friend of mine passed away on the 11th. i wish we didn't have things like that happen to people we love. hows everything else going for you? i'm pretty good. i was going to move to michigan to help my uncle open up a bar, but that isn't happening now so i'm not sure what i'm going to do. christmas was good, went to michigan the weekend before, and had some family hear for christmas then other family in for new years. so pretty busy. i'm sick of the cold weather already though.
Wow two men?
Who cares if you have to keep it quiet.
You have two men!
Oh geez. I don't know how you do it lol. I have a hard enough time dealing with my one guy. =]
soon the melo drama will enter but i wish you the best of luck that it doesn't come that soon
Sorry I haven't been on here much lately. I kinda withdrew from melo a bit. Things have been hard since Jordan passed away for me. Did you have a nice Christmas though? :)
hey i haven't talked to you in a longo time i hope you remember who I am!!
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"There is no way to peace. Peace is the way." - AJ Muste
Real Name:Chelsea
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