artificialtears

The End

I've decided to retire this journal since I already have my deadjournal & livejournal(for the convenince of friends) and 2 more private journals.
I think I might just leave this up as a piece of history, or if there is an option, delete it so I don't take up melodramatics space.

Good Bye! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

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she drew sttars (10:37:46 PM): alrighty then

So recently: I hung out with Emma and met baby Cara I(who is a cutie).;Almost hung out with Brittany;spent three nights at Matt's house while his parents were away while my parents knew about it.. (♥ it was pretty nice to see him everyday and go to sleep next to him).
Oh and on St. Patrick's Day I went with Emma to the Labyrinth to watch the michigan rocky horror preservation society perform. They were all drunk. Erron's roommate was really drunk, and he was yelling really ridiculous things that made me laugh so hard. Later he grabbed my hand smashing it agaisnt one of his pecs saying " It's like a D cup right?!" Nope. Even later when I wouldn't get up and dance with him he came over and grinded his ass on me for a minute. I didn't particularity enjoy it. It was a good night out with Emma though.
Matt gave me the rest of my birthday gifts: (1st was a pink nintendo ds & a game) a customized hoodie ("1/25/05" on the front, and on the back it looked like this:
Seems that all I really was doing was waiting for
I love you
), and a ring that says "real love" and has john lennon's signature on it.
I've wore it ever since except for at work since that would ruin it.

I've lost 10 pounds now.W00t.I went down a pants size, which is what is more important to me.
I've decided to put this color chunks in my hair:
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It will be a dark pink. I'll have to order it though, cause I haven't seen this color at either of the Sally's that I've been to.

I've been looking at delia's and alloy and forever 21 online and saving links to all the thinks I want, mostly shirts. All my shirts are either band shirts or plain. I'm bored with them so I'm just going to buy tons of shirts this summer.

I really do miss living with Matt.It was cool thinking "hey when he comes home, it will be to me." or the other way around. I pretty much keep thinking about two moments & they both happened on the same night. I think it is because they are type of things that would happen if I really did live with him. I wish we had the money to at least get an apartment. Someday, I guess.

I am going to finish the Nirvana biography soon. I went to the library yesterday. I got I, Me, Mine by George Harrison.I can't help it, he's just my favorite Beatle. Anyways the book has copies of lyrics and whatnot and it looks interesting.

I don't know if I have much else to say at the moment.I want popcorn. So this is it.

frappuccino is my friend.

I feel like a horrible friend. Emma apparently had two seizures after she came fro home from the hospital after giving birth to Cara (on the 8th). First I was feeling bad cause I wanted to see her (I got sick, and there was no way that I would get her or baby sick), Now I feel horrible because of the fact that I hadn't even texted her or anything, and I didn't know about the seizures. She almost died. If I do anything on break it will be to go and see her. I am going to try and at least text her once a week. I need to stop acting like I'm busy, cause the truth is that I spend a lot of my time relaxing.
On a brighter note, she posted a few pictures of Cara on her myspace. She is so cute.

Right now we are in the process of transfering files from our old computer to this one. It takes long but is also annoying because anything that was on our D drive on our old comuter is now putting itself on the D drive on this computer, which is the recovery drive and doesn't have room for things like that. So I have to watch it and move files when it gets close to full. It says it should be done transfering in 2 hours though.

Uh I am totally considering really looking for a second job now. I could work on just Friday and Saturday for now, and still have Noodles. Once school is out, I could either quit at Noodles or keep two jobs. Depending on what one is more flexable, and which one I like better, I could work mostly at one and only work like one day or two days at another.I think that is what I am going to aim for. I want to make a lot of money this summer. I kind of made a plan with myself that I would save up to $300, then buy a laptop. I can't imagine I would buy one that would cost more than $800,(though I don't really know what a good one would cost). But anyways the idea is for me to have some chunk of the money when I go to buy it, that way I don't feel too overwhelmed. Also I really want to build my savings back up.

I need to mail my Michigan tax forms in, oops. As soon as I get tax money I am buy pants, a belt and some underwear. Possibly hair dye for the streaks I want to put in. It depends on what I end up paying for for the pants.

I really need to start working out. I know I will feel so much better if I lose some of myself.

I think right now that is all I am feeling.

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