ashley_t
i hope you all have psychotic dreams
goodnight world,
its time for me to say farewell, for dreams are bout to come,
i’ve taken my pills to help me rest and afew to make me numb,
i don’t know why i feel like shit, perhaps i was born a wreck,
for now my heart eternally waits for teeth to bite my neck....
goodnight
its time for me to say farewell, for dreams are bout to come,
i’ve taken my pills to help me rest and afew to make me numb,
i don’t know why i feel like shit, perhaps i was born a wreck,
for now my heart eternally waits for teeth to bite my neck....
goodnight
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i’m a stripper and a party girl apparently
You Are Stripping
You’re totally hot - and it gets you off to show you stuff.
Luckily, you get your partner off in the process!
From lap dances to walking in high heels, you act like a A level stripper.
You’ve got enough class to make your stripping style sexy - and not skanky
You’re more like Demi Moore from Striptease... than Elizabeth Berkeley in Showgirls.
And while you may have what it takes to rake in $1000 a night, you’re too classy to go pro.
What Kind of Foreplay Are *You*?
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God Loves Ugly
i wear my scars like the rings on a pimp
i live life like the captain of a sinking ship
the one thing that i can guarantee
i’m like a stepping razor, i suggest you stay fair with me
been payin dues for a decade plus,
before that i was just another face on the bus
tappin my foot, to the beat on the radio
dreamin ’bout the mic and the money and the ladies
oh mom, i promise im gonna be large
someday im gonna stop tryin to borrow your car
gonna go far, with charisma and skill
until they put my face on a million dollar bill
atmosphere, its just a ten letter word
discretion is the name of my cement-feathered bird
and if you didnt hear, fuck whatevers heard
i think you got the sickness i suggest you get it cured
caught up in the mix, of a bottle full of fix
im gonna hobble down the street ’til i reach knob creek
its not that i dont like you, i just dont wanna speak
you fuckin freak
now keep your days out my week
the world keeps a balance, through mathematics
defined by whatever youve added and subtracted
im pushin on the hammer, to trigger the brain
embrace how i live it, god loves ugly
god loves ugly...
once upon a time in minneapolis, yo
i damn near had to steal the show
i stepped on the stage, who is it?
my names slug ive come to kill a couple minutes
whats up with the way, that everybody gathers around each other
so they can steal each others sound
if its all about gettin down with the get down
how long i gotta wait for these fools to sit down?
appears more clear in its simplest form
nobody sees tears when youre sittin in a storm
abandoning the norm, and handling the harvest
measuring the worth by the depth of the hardships
i welcome all the hatred you can aim at my name
i held on to the sacred ways of how to play the game
when the soldiers started runnin short on rations
i began tappin the egg, to spark the hatchin
make it happen
and take this captain to the gallows
i keep steerin us into an area thats shallow
talkin to my shadow, he advised me not to worry
he said i should plant my tree and let it rise out of the fury
so give me some light, a little love and some liquid
im gonna creep through the night
and put a plug in the spicket
and when the water grows
and the dam starts to overflow
ill float atop the flood, holding on to my ugly
why scream, when you can lose yourself inside the wide-screen
let life be a bowl of melted ice cream
or be the deer thats caught in my high beams
im rollin with the lights on, scared stiff
reality is just too much to bear with
paranoid, walkin around careless
no wonder youre in love with your therapist
go to sleep my little time bomb
i live life like the captain of a sinking ship
the one thing that i can guarantee
i’m like a stepping razor, i suggest you stay fair with me
been payin dues for a decade plus,
before that i was just another face on the bus
tappin my foot, to the beat on the radio
dreamin ’bout the mic and the money and the ladies
oh mom, i promise im gonna be large
someday im gonna stop tryin to borrow your car
gonna go far, with charisma and skill
until they put my face on a million dollar bill
atmosphere, its just a ten letter word
discretion is the name of my cement-feathered bird
and if you didnt hear, fuck whatevers heard
i think you got the sickness i suggest you get it cured
caught up in the mix, of a bottle full of fix
im gonna hobble down the street ’til i reach knob creek
its not that i dont like you, i just dont wanna speak
you fuckin freak
now keep your days out my week
the world keeps a balance, through mathematics
defined by whatever youve added and subtracted
im pushin on the hammer, to trigger the brain
embrace how i live it, god loves ugly
god loves ugly...
once upon a time in minneapolis, yo
i damn near had to steal the show
i stepped on the stage, who is it?
my names slug ive come to kill a couple minutes
whats up with the way, that everybody gathers around each other
so they can steal each others sound
if its all about gettin down with the get down
how long i gotta wait for these fools to sit down?
appears more clear in its simplest form
nobody sees tears when youre sittin in a storm
abandoning the norm, and handling the harvest
measuring the worth by the depth of the hardships
i welcome all the hatred you can aim at my name
i held on to the sacred ways of how to play the game
when the soldiers started runnin short on rations
i began tappin the egg, to spark the hatchin
make it happen
and take this captain to the gallows
i keep steerin us into an area thats shallow
talkin to my shadow, he advised me not to worry
he said i should plant my tree and let it rise out of the fury
so give me some light, a little love and some liquid
im gonna creep through the night
and put a plug in the spicket
and when the water grows
and the dam starts to overflow
ill float atop the flood, holding on to my ugly
why scream, when you can lose yourself inside the wide-screen
let life be a bowl of melted ice cream
or be the deer thats caught in my high beams
im rollin with the lights on, scared stiff
reality is just too much to bear with
paranoid, walkin around careless
no wonder youre in love with your therapist
go to sleep my little time bomb
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Poll Answers
Have you Downloaded any of my Mixes yet?
40 % said Yes! they were awesome
0 % said Yea, they are alright
0 % said No...i am on dial up or I would
0 % said Nope...not going to either
60 % said What? Where?
5 total votes.
40 % said Yes! they were awesome
0 % said Yea, they are alright
0 % said No...i am on dial up or I would
0 % said Nope...not going to either
60 % said What? Where?
5 total votes.
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Which Enemy of the Christian Church am I?
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what kind of eyes do i got
!
Your: Happy eyes! Your cheerfull, bright and always
want to try something new. Your inquisitive and
quite lovable. You have many friends and will
succseed in life.
What type of eyes do you have?
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hahaha, yea right
Your: Happy eyes! Your cheerfull, bright and always
want to try something new. Your inquisitive and
quite lovable. You have many friends and will
succseed in life.
What type of eyes do you have?
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good morning, tip your hat to suffocating
*currently listening to: Live and Let Die by Guns N Roses*
god i hate waking up...i always feel all groggy and shit. boo to grogginess!!
god i hate waking up...i always feel all groggy and shit. boo to grogginess!!
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When Doves Cry
SigiIIum DlABOLl: kickin back relaxin listening to Prince
wlcme2sincity: i love prince
SigiIIum DlABOLl: me too
SigiIIum DlABOLl: purple rain is an awesome fucking CD
SigiIIum DlABOLl: all the songs kick ass on it
SigiIIum DlABOLl: i’m listening to When Doves Cry right now
SigiIIum DlABOLl: i could hella have sex to this song
wlcme2sincity: lol
SigiIIum DlABOLl: has a good beat to it
SigiIIum DlABOLl: for some sexxxorz
SigiIIum DlABOLl: ok....so it sounds like 80’s pop when doves cry?
SigiIIum DlABOLl: coz he said that "this is what it sounds like"
SigiIIum DlABOLl: but there isn’t like...bird samples or anything, so it must sound like 80’s pop
SigiIIum DlABOLl: thats complicating
wlcme2sincity: i love prince
SigiIIum DlABOLl: me too
SigiIIum DlABOLl: purple rain is an awesome fucking CD
SigiIIum DlABOLl: all the songs kick ass on it
SigiIIum DlABOLl: i’m listening to When Doves Cry right now
SigiIIum DlABOLl: i could hella have sex to this song
wlcme2sincity: lol
SigiIIum DlABOLl: has a good beat to it
SigiIIum DlABOLl: for some sexxxorz
SigiIIum DlABOLl: ok....so it sounds like 80’s pop when doves cry?
SigiIIum DlABOLl: coz he said that "this is what it sounds like"
SigiIIum DlABOLl: but there isn’t like...bird samples or anything, so it must sound like 80’s pop
SigiIIum DlABOLl: thats complicating
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What Taking Back Sunday song am i?
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Escape Artists Never Die (FFAF)
The red poison of your lips
The red poison of your eyes
Is where I kissed the blood from
Just that corner of your mouth where I can see the
White of your smile
Up to my neck
When I’m breathing without you
Without you
Up to my eyes
And I’m seeing without you
Without you
We’ll start a fire
And burn some bridges
And make it out of here tonight
We need some leverage
We can’t seem to open up
The locks are far too tight
And the chains are far too strong
Far too strong
Up to my eyes
When I’m seeing without you, without you
Up to my heart
When I’m bleeding without you, without you
We’ll start a fire
And burn some bridges
And make it out of here tonight
Please someone help me
I’m dying here in front of you
Please someone help me
I’m dying here in front of you
With a hundred thousand lights
Timing as everything will
With a hundred thousand lights
Timing, timing is everything to me
Please someone help me
I’m dying here in front of you
Please someone help me
I’m dying here in front of you
It’s everything, it’s everything
Timing is everything, it’s everything
The red poison of your eyes
Is where I kissed the blood from
Just that corner of your mouth where I can see the
White of your smile
Up to my neck
When I’m breathing without you
Without you
Up to my eyes
And I’m seeing without you
Without you
We’ll start a fire
And burn some bridges
And make it out of here tonight
We need some leverage
We can’t seem to open up
The locks are far too tight
And the chains are far too strong
Far too strong
Up to my eyes
When I’m seeing without you, without you
Up to my heart
When I’m bleeding without you, without you
We’ll start a fire
And burn some bridges
And make it out of here tonight
Please someone help me
I’m dying here in front of you
Please someone help me
I’m dying here in front of you
With a hundred thousand lights
Timing as everything will
With a hundred thousand lights
Timing, timing is everything to me
Please someone help me
I’m dying here in front of you
Please someone help me
I’m dying here in front of you
It’s everything, it’s everything
Timing is everything, it’s everything
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United We Fall, Together We Die
everyday i question existance....i mean, we are just robots doing the same thing day in, day out. i can’t wait till the day total anarchy and mayhem comes...and i know that i will be the leader of that...genocide of the upper class. the snobs of the earth will be the targets of mediocere (sp?) america...this is the dreams of all dreams.
everyone says i’m fucked up for honestly thinking this....but i think communism has alot of very good ideas, just has the wrong ruler. i think communism could work in america and would solve alot of problems, but its too late now...i believe that if a country is going to be communist, it needs to start out like that, can’t go from a democracy to communist....or dictatorship, or anything. americans like their democracy, they like living in their little bubbles and sweeping everything under the rug...well fucking welcome to reality...life isn’t a box of fucking chocolates like you want it to be....life is a hard, fucked up road everyone has to crawl down....some people just handle it better and take different paths....well i’m lost in the maze and totally missed the fucking road. i would stop and ask for directions, but all the gas station clerks are too busy beating their wives, but its ok, cause its america, "land of the motherfucking free", right? if i was president i would turn this country inside out and disect its fucking guts and let everyone know what "real" is.....the shit thats going on in Iraq, thats real...thats reality. have you seen any of the videos of the americans getting decapitated by Iraqi rebels? thats fucking real...thats how the world fucking works, but we are just trying to make everything easier so we can get lazier, just like the Dead Kennedys said, "Give Me Convenience or Give me Death"....well fuck all, i’m out for now
everyone says i’m fucked up for honestly thinking this....but i think communism has alot of very good ideas, just has the wrong ruler. i think communism could work in america and would solve alot of problems, but its too late now...i believe that if a country is going to be communist, it needs to start out like that, can’t go from a democracy to communist....or dictatorship, or anything. americans like their democracy, they like living in their little bubbles and sweeping everything under the rug...well fucking welcome to reality...life isn’t a box of fucking chocolates like you want it to be....life is a hard, fucked up road everyone has to crawl down....some people just handle it better and take different paths....well i’m lost in the maze and totally missed the fucking road. i would stop and ask for directions, but all the gas station clerks are too busy beating their wives, but its ok, cause its america, "land of the motherfucking free", right? if i was president i would turn this country inside out and disect its fucking guts and let everyone know what "real" is.....the shit thats going on in Iraq, thats real...thats reality. have you seen any of the videos of the americans getting decapitated by Iraqi rebels? thats fucking real...thats how the world fucking works, but we are just trying to make everything easier so we can get lazier, just like the Dead Kennedys said, "Give Me Convenience or Give me Death"....well fuck all, i’m out for now
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Tests say what?
| Your name is... | |
| Your kiss is... | mysterious |
| Your hugs are... | to die for |
| Your eyes... | light up a day |
| Your touch is... | irresistable |
| Your smell is... | refreshing |
| Your smile is... | hypnotising |
| Your love is... | unique |
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| With a | |
| On | August 9, 2016 |
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| Weapon of Choice: | A fishing rod | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Your Favorite Target: | Tourists | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Your Kill Count: | 964,463,223 | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Your Battle Cry: | "Mutha fuckaaaaaaas!" | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Years You Spend in Jail: | 25 | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| How Much Money In Damages You Cause: | $237,229,855,257,195 | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Red Is the New Black by funeral for a friend
Can’t pretend that you’re nothing special
You’ve got to look at all of your options
You can’t decide what to go for
When it’s all about trust
You see yourself on the TV
You read your magazine
You can’t explain how it’s come to be this
Stop and think...
When it’s all about trust
THIS COVERAGE, your centre spread
YOUR NEON LIGHT DAYDREAM will
Shatter and break
AND IF YOU THINK I’M THINKING OF
YOU’RE VALUE HERE
YOU’RE THE ONE WHO’S LOSING CONTROL
This eventual stop, this break in the mould
I scream down this hotline
Just to feel something
THIS SITUATION isn’t getting any better
I SEE THAT LOOK IN YOUR EYES (the look in your eyes)
YOU WANT TO SEE A PRETTY FACE?
There isn’t anything wrong with giving up
And for what it’s worth
I STILL HATE YOU
You’ve got to look at all of your options
You can’t decide what to go for
When it’s all about trust
You see yourself on the TV
You read your magazine
You can’t explain how it’s come to be this
Stop and think...
When it’s all about trust
THIS COVERAGE, your centre spread
YOUR NEON LIGHT DAYDREAM will
Shatter and break
AND IF YOU THINK I’M THINKING OF
YOU’RE VALUE HERE
YOU’RE THE ONE WHO’S LOSING CONTROL
This eventual stop, this break in the mould
I scream down this hotline
Just to feel something
THIS SITUATION isn’t getting any better
I SEE THAT LOOK IN YOUR EYES (the look in your eyes)
YOU WANT TO SEE A PRETTY FACE?
There isn’t anything wrong with giving up
And for what it’s worth
I STILL HATE YOU
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Poll Results
What kind of Alcohol do you prefer?
17 % said Hard Liquor (shots)
33 % said Hard Liquor (mixed drinks)
17 % said Beer
17 % said Wine
17 % said I don’t drink :P
6 total votes.
17 % said Hard Liquor (shots)
33 % said Hard Liquor (mixed drinks)
17 % said Beer
17 % said Wine
17 % said I don’t drink :P
6 total votes.
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You’re my Fallen Angel
well this day started with my waking up at 7:30 am to go get ready and goto work...had to work at 9, supposed to get off at 2, but stayed until 3. so at 3 i call my mom to pick me up from work, i even called 5 minutes before i got off so i wouldn’t have to sit outside cos it was so fucking hot....of course, it took her a half hour to get there. and i told her i was pissed cos she took so long, then we went the "scenic route" home cos there was traffic, and she wouldn’t fucking shut up, just was talking about random innane nonsense. and now i’m home. yep...exciting day
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TESTING TESTING.....666
I AM 19% HIPPIE! What? Am I a Republican? Why did I even bother taken this test?! I guess I |
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Mixes Up for Download!
Ashley T-Click Boom [right click and save target as]
Crazy Styles (DJ Vinal and Devotion rmx)- Kevin Energy and Blackout
I’m in Heaven- Scott Brown
Beautiful- DJ Fade
Remembering the Time- DJ Ham
The Beat Kicks- Breeze and Styles
Lift- Interstate
Want Your Love- Brisk and Fade
Ordinary- Dream Foundation
The Hard Way (Love Is...) [remix]- Storm and Herman
Xpress Urself- AC Slater and DOK feat. Bexxie
Feeling Good- Robbie Long and AMS
Crazy (Sunrize Remix)- Oli G and Smackdown
2 the Dancefloor- Breeze and Styles
Burning NRG- Fade and Dair
Let Them Know- DJ Ham
Reactivate- Future Primitive
Raw Power- Scott Brown
Ashley T-Love/Hate Opera CD1 [right click and save target as]
CD 1 Tracklisting
Turn Around-Euphony
Never Stop-Frisky and Hujib
Forbidden Fruit-Euphoria
Brothers and Sisters-Robbie Long and AMS
Don’t Stand-Ashley T
Back 2 the Old Skool-Darren Styles
Bring Me Round (Remix)-Sy and Unknown
Angel Eyes-Brisk and Ham
Fly With You (Akuma Goof Remix)-Scott Brown
I’m In Heaven-Scott Brown
You’re Shining (Scott Brown Remix)-Breeze and Styles
Don’t Even Try It-Sunrize
Pleasure and Pain (Frisky and Hujib Remix)- Ad man and Demo
Love Me Forever- Frisky and Hujib
Partycrasher-Frisky and Hujib
Pay Attention- DJ Ham
Fallen Angel (Antix Remix)-Weaver
Ashley T-Love/Hate Opera CD2 [right click and save target as]
CD 2 Tracklisting
The Hater-Alek Szahala
Charmed Dreams-Carbon Based
Comet Chaser-Alek Szahala
Superstition-Alek Szahala
Wicked MC-CLSM and Sharkey
Andromeda- K Complex and DJ Vinal
Methodist-Carbon Based
Drop the Beat- AMS
Burn Da Floor-Justrich
Crazy (Digital Beatz Remix)-Oli G and Smackdown
Phat as fuck-DJ Impact
World of Illusions- Andy Vinal, Devotion and K Complex
Murder One- The Untouchablez
Feeling Good- Robbie Long and AMS
Don’t Be Afraid-Scott Brown
Raw Power-Scott Brown
So I Became Hardcore- Ashley T
Ashley T-Nerds [right click and save target as]
Hold Me Tonight- Angel One
Heart Beats- Breeze and Styles
Never Stop- Frisky and Hujib
Can’t STop Ravin 2004- Anon.
Come With Me- DJ Fade
So Light- Mark Shepard
Guardcore- Fade and Menis
Takin’ Me Higher- Darren Styles
Brothers and Sisters- Robbie Long and AMS
Electric- Breeze and Styles
50,000 Jars of Hardcore Jam- Tazz and Shanty
Taste the Rainbow- Brisk and Ham
Mad as Hell- K Komplex and Cynista
The Real World- Smackdown, Gazy J and RuffRyder
Charmed Dreams- Carbon Based and Nemes
Crazy Styles (DJ Vinal and Devotion rmx)- Kevin Energy and Blackout
I’m in Heaven- Scott Brown
Beautiful- DJ Fade
Remembering the Time- DJ Ham
The Beat Kicks- Breeze and Styles
Lift- Interstate
Want Your Love- Brisk and Fade
Ordinary- Dream Foundation
The Hard Way (Love Is...) [remix]- Storm and Herman
Xpress Urself- AC Slater and DOK feat. Bexxie
Feeling Good- Robbie Long and AMS
Crazy (Sunrize Remix)- Oli G and Smackdown
2 the Dancefloor- Breeze and Styles
Burning NRG- Fade and Dair
Let Them Know- DJ Ham
Reactivate- Future Primitive
Raw Power- Scott Brown
Ashley T-Love/Hate Opera CD1 [right click and save target as]
CD 1 Tracklisting
Turn Around-Euphony
Never Stop-Frisky and Hujib
Forbidden Fruit-Euphoria
Brothers and Sisters-Robbie Long and AMS
Don’t Stand-Ashley T
Back 2 the Old Skool-Darren Styles
Bring Me Round (Remix)-Sy and Unknown
Angel Eyes-Brisk and Ham
Fly With You (Akuma Goof Remix)-Scott Brown
I’m In Heaven-Scott Brown
You’re Shining (Scott Brown Remix)-Breeze and Styles
Don’t Even Try It-Sunrize
Pleasure and Pain (Frisky and Hujib Remix)- Ad man and Demo
Love Me Forever- Frisky and Hujib
Partycrasher-Frisky and Hujib
Pay Attention- DJ Ham
Fallen Angel (Antix Remix)-Weaver
Ashley T-Love/Hate Opera CD2 [right click and save target as]
CD 2 Tracklisting
The Hater-Alek Szahala
Charmed Dreams-Carbon Based
Comet Chaser-Alek Szahala
Superstition-Alek Szahala
Wicked MC-CLSM and Sharkey
Andromeda- K Complex and DJ Vinal
Methodist-Carbon Based
Drop the Beat- AMS
Burn Da Floor-Justrich
Crazy (Digital Beatz Remix)-Oli G and Smackdown
Phat as fuck-DJ Impact
World of Illusions- Andy Vinal, Devotion and K Complex
Murder One- The Untouchablez
Feeling Good- Robbie Long and AMS
Don’t Be Afraid-Scott Brown
Raw Power-Scott Brown
So I Became Hardcore- Ashley T
Ashley T-Nerds [right click and save target as]
Hold Me Tonight- Angel One
Heart Beats- Breeze and Styles
Never Stop- Frisky and Hujib
Can’t STop Ravin 2004- Anon.
Come With Me- DJ Fade
So Light- Mark Shepard
Guardcore- Fade and Menis
Takin’ Me Higher- Darren Styles
Brothers and Sisters- Robbie Long and AMS
Electric- Breeze and Styles
50,000 Jars of Hardcore Jam- Tazz and Shanty
Taste the Rainbow- Brisk and Ham
Mad as Hell- K Komplex and Cynista
The Real World- Smackdown, Gazy J and RuffRyder
Charmed Dreams- Carbon Based and Nemes
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Poll Results
Do You think Life is something to be charished or destroyed?
50 % said Charished, life is good and happy!
25 % said Destroy it! suicide is painless
13 % said uhh...i don’t know
13 % said You need therapy
8 total votes.
looks like half of us are optimistic...haha
50 % said Charished, life is good and happy!
25 % said Destroy it! suicide is painless
13 % said uhh...i don’t know
13 % said You need therapy
8 total votes.
looks like half of us are optimistic...haha
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Cocaine and Toupees
i am not: Happy
i hurt: most the time
i love: someone that i have lost :(
i hate: jimmy page, take you faggots off the stage
i fear: rejection and sharks
i hope: that one day i’m happy
i hear: mindless self indulgence
i crave: morpheine
i regret: not finishing high school
i cry: not very often
i care: about your mom
i always: fail
i long to: love
i feel alone: when i sleep in my bed by myself
i listen: music
i hide: confrontation
i drive: nothing right now
i sing: when i’m by myself
i dance: when i’m by myself LoL
i write: lyrics and poems
i breathe: sometimes?
i play: with myself ;) hahaha
i miss: kari
i search: toilet paper
i learn: what?
i feel: Royally FUCKED
i know: dicks are for my friends
i say: alot of bad words
i succeed: rarely
i fail: everyday when i crawl out of bed
i dream: about crazy shit
i sleep: alot
i wonder: what the point of life is
i want: cocaine...hahahaha j/k
i worry: all the time
i have: 5 tattoos
i give: 0%
i fight: with my family
i wait: alot
i need: a fucking car
i am: psychotic
i think: i’m useless
i can’t help the fact that: people dont like me
i stay: alive for some reason
i hurt: most the time
i love: someone that i have lost :(
i hate: jimmy page, take you faggots off the stage
i fear: rejection and sharks
i hope: that one day i’m happy
i hear: mindless self indulgence
i crave: morpheine
i regret: not finishing high school
i cry: not very often
i care: about your mom
i always: fail
i long to: love
i feel alone: when i sleep in my bed by myself
i listen: music
i hide: confrontation
i drive: nothing right now
i sing: when i’m by myself
i dance: when i’m by myself LoL
i write: lyrics and poems
i breathe: sometimes?
i play: with myself ;) hahaha
i miss: kari
i search: toilet paper
i learn: what?
i feel: Royally FUCKED
i know: dicks are for my friends
i say: alot of bad words
i succeed: rarely
i fail: everyday when i crawl out of bed
i dream: about crazy shit
i sleep: alot
i wonder: what the point of life is
i want: cocaine...hahahaha j/k
i worry: all the time
i have: 5 tattoos
i give: 0%
i fight: with my family
i wait: alot
i need: a fucking car
i am: psychotic
i think: i’m useless
i can’t help the fact that: people dont like me
i stay: alive for some reason
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Current Status: Awake in a Dream
ok so lately i have been having some crazy ass dreams, i usually can’t remember them...but all i know is it started when i started taking seroquil (the anti psychotic), it seems like it is taking all my psychoticness and releasing it in my dreams...thats what i’m assuming, especially since i take it right before bedtime. i mean, its not nessassarily a bad thing, and they USUALLY arn’t bad dreams...anyone taken Seroquil and have the same effect?
Currently Listening to: "Bring the Pain" by MSI
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Gmail Account Contest
have 1 invite that i will give to whoever i feel wins the contest.
send me an e-mail at psychotic.dreams@gmail.com telling me WHY you should be the winner and get it, or what you’ll do for me, and if ur a chick, what kind of dirty pictures ull send me (haha...j/k, unless u really want to haha).....the contest will end september 3rd, and i will choose the winner then....
remember....gmail accounts are invite only, and have 1 gig of storage, thats right 1000 mb :-)
Cheers
Ashley
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Conquer the World or Die Trying
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Whats the point, give up while u have a chance..
hi everyone, this is my first entry obviously, so i’ll tell everyone a little about myself. my name is Ashley Tyler Oscarson, i’m a 22 year old male from sacramento...i hate my life and have very bad depression. i’m an alcoholic, but trying to quit drinking, i’ve been unemployed for the last 2 months but just got a job. i’m not a high school graduate. i’m basically your everyday fucking piece of shit deadbeat. sorry for the harsh words about myself, but i’m in a horrible mood. i’m single, but still love my ex girlfriend with all my heart....i don’t really know what is up with me and her....and i don’t think she knows either. anyways, my mom is an ex drug addict and has to be the laziest person on the face of this planet, i’ve seen people on their death beds do more than her. i’m on medications for my depression, but i don’t know if they are really working or not. um, i used to be a DJ but now i’m retired. i don’t really know what else to say about myself. if u have any questions feel free to ask.
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