barf_meat

I have a blog, that I am trying to keep.

The trouble for me is that nobody is reading it.
It's alright.
I just thought I would offer it to you fine people.

http://davidestrin.blogspot.com/

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I logged in here for no good reason, and I looked at my profile picture... I remembered the moment I snapped the shot, I was standing about twenty feet from the door of Cafe Du Nord in beautiful San Francisco, and it dawned on me that I would love to once again find myself within the cozy confines of that city.

Paranoos

The Stalker

A conversation:

"So what are you going to do?"

"Not sure yet, do you have any ideas for me?"

"I wish you'd've asked me this yesterday."

"Everything had a simple answer yesterday, I just picked one."

"I guess it was simple... Just like that."

"They're going to let me rot, you know they never gave a damn about a killer before, why would they start tomorrow?"

"It's hard to be on this side, but even tougher on the other."

"He knew what was coming, and he never stopped it when he could have, that is suicide."

"I don't believe that you really feel that way."

"You saw him three days ago, and he told you what he knew, he knew I'd kill 'im. I would kill him again if he wasn't already done."

"Never a man on this earth ready to die by your hand, never a man."

"I did what was needed, he did what he wanted. We played our hands and I came out ahead."

"He wanted to stay alive, he wanted to see his children grow up, he wanted to make peace with what he done. For god's sake, you orphaned three good children!"

"You're right, I wish their mother would give them what they need."

"She's still in the old mill hospital, sitting in a fabric room with cushion in the walls, she gone crazy seven years ago."

"He put her there, he never knew what she was feeling, and he drove her to the last place she ever thought she'd go, but she went there."

"She gave up, just like you did, just--"

"Just like HE did! I just did what had to be done."

"The man made a few mistakes, but I don't think he had to die that way. He loved his children and he could have been a good man given the right chance. He didn't know who you was when he came in that day... He didn't mean no harm to you."

"What he meant ain't what he done. I would have killed anyone doin' that to me in my home. I would kill you if you acted such a fool."

"I believe that."

"a man needs to be proud of himself, no matter the cost."

"You will take your pride to the grave. When you are rotting in the cell waiting to die, you will know how far your pride got you. When you look into a mirror, do you see a man that is proud? I'm looking right at you, and I see a fucking coward."

"What kind of lawyer are you?"

"I will do my work for the money you give me, but I won't look you in the eyes with admiration, I won't give you a way out of your own hell. You will feel what you did without pride when you are done here, the warden will be sure of that."

"Is they gonna kill me?"

"I suppose that is what they want to do. They are better at it than you are.

"Can you help me... Can you stop it?"

"I wish you'd've asked me this yesterday."

For the fans

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Get it together.

Time lapse video

I left my heart in san francisco

I made this video from footage I took in San Francisco.





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demonw's picture
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Hola Hey and Howdy!!!

*licks

}=J

david_estrin's picture
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Oh boy!

l0st_dreamer's picture
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Hello, i just saw that you were on my "friends of" list so popped by :P

Like the melo! :)
Glad you survived the changeover alot of people I used to talk to didnt :(

xx

sn00zer's picture
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you have me befriended...

HI!!!

tremart's picture
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lets go there you fucking cunt shitter

mikesmaddie's picture
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I have been to San Francisco (back in the early 80's). And I quite liked it there. :).

farrin's picture
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how ironic
I was just talking about stalkers at work today

farrin's picture
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hey add me again mate
since the update, I can now go back to my former melo

xtorturedtangledheartx's picture
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This is Shan (MayYourHeart) I got a new Melo add me back? Thank you. :)

farrinl's picture
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happy holidays

beaniecap's picture
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I'm not sure of much in this world, but I'm sure that you're destined to become one of the most successful documentary producers ever. Keep it up my good man.

toraiseonesego's picture
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When you say "somewhere in the high desert it's totally shitty" you're like right where I live(d).

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noticed you added me as a friend, hello.

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