I just typed up this uber long entry and fucking melo logged me out after i tried submitting it! FUCK THIS SHIT!
BUTTFUCKERS!!!!!

i hate jersey people. i hate the way they speak. it's so annoying!

I honestly thought it was summer. So then why does it always rain here in New jersey. It sucks! I wanna go swimming but almost every day it's storming, dark, cloudy and crappy!

Another thing, I also feel very crappy today...well for the past 2 days. I have a cold yet again!
I went to work today but asked Christine(manager) if I could go home.
I don't think she totally said yes. But I freaking left anyway.
Annnnyways! I've been going to school after work for about a month now. I'm so tired...I don't have time to myself, I don't have time to hang out, rest, sleep, eat, POOP! well there's always a time for that. I'm just kidding.
I do love this class though. I've learned some really cool tricks with makeup, and many other stuff. And I passed the makeup test yesterday with an 88%! yay me!
Tomorrow we're gonna learn how to wax!
Should be interesting...
Well that's all for now. Toodles!

go to texas and never come back. :(:(:(

an update of sorts:
Got a new cell phone, it's the samsung impression. Love it.
Been hanging out with a shay from work alot. Went to her house for the first time today. She lives out in Mahwah, yeah I know weird name for a town, right?
Applied at a Cosmetology school in Paramus, NJ. Gonna take some skincare courses. Which I'm excited for.
Donnie's family is gonna help me out with that a little. I'm grateful.
I think that's about it. So i'm out! peace!

I don't know if I should get a new cell phone or get the Nintendo DSi!
hmmmm...I'd probably end up buying the dsi. we'll see this week.

Is fun. I've been playing Lego batman like crazy! Even though I'm a Nintendo fan I do think Xbox 360 is a great game console too. Oh I'm such a nerd.

Another year has passed. So quickly. But that's the way things go. Christmas was okay, a few coworkers got me something. Dena made a Red Velvet cupcake for me and some cute earrings. She's so sweet. Brenda got me a stuffed tiger, its cute. Donnie's Sister, Melissa got me a giftcard for Express :D Donnie's Mom Bonnie got me some weird toy and tickets to go see a broadway play! I'm so excited. Then Donnie got me four presents, a GPS for my car cause I still don't know my way around New Jersey. He got me Betsy Johnson Earrings and a makeup bag and the last thing he got me was a Burberry Scarf. It's pretty.
I miss my family. I'm always thinking of calfornia. I need to go back soon.
I'm hoping. Well I gotta go take a crap.

Happy Skanksgiving! Today is the skanksgiving show, I'm gonna skank my ass off! I really wanna see The Hub City Stompers, but I'm excited for The Toasters and Mustard Plug. I grew up with listening to mustard plug. Muy Excited.

There aren't any music venues that play awesome bands around at all near me!!!! :( it makes me sad. I miss the chain reaction.

I just got back from work not too long ago. I saw a naked lady in the fitting room...It was really weird. and akward. That's all that really happened to me tonight that i saw some boobies. I'll just leave it at that.
I'm really sleepy and tired, i have to woke up at 5am tomorrow to get to work at 7 which sucks, too damn early. Blaaaaaaah!

If you get more than 30 I strongly recommend some counseling!

If you get more than 20 you're paranoid.

If you get 10-20 then u are normal.

If you get 10 or less you're fearless.

People who don't have any are full of shit!

I Fear:

[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] black cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] lakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[x] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] mice/rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed
[x] falling
[ ] clowns
[x] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] snakes
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] monsters under my bed
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs if they were alive
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speeds
[x] throwing up
[ ] falling in love

My Total: 11
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I fear >> out of 70 common fears

Well I have no work for today and tomorrow which is nice. I have an appointment today for the dermy ladie. I've always had these weird little bumps on my arms so I'm gonna be askin her a few questions about them.
First off I need to go to the nail salon also, I've these fake nails for about more than a month and I'm gettin tired of them. Tomorrow is Forth of July and we might all go down to donnie's grandmothers house down by the shore.
I'm watchin dangerous minds on tbs hahaha it's interesting I never seen this movie before. I would so hate to teach kids like them. well i'm gonna go watch the rest of it.

I use to be able to change colors for my melo waaaaaaaay back in the days. and for some reason it won't change colors....does anybody know why? or can someone help me with this please???/