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Submitted by benlim on Fri, 10/06/2006 - 07:16
army's going to be over, moving on to a new chapter of my life, and although there is one issue i really regret, but again i am still on track and better than ever to reach my goals. maybe i might just continue blogging after i get life back on track to the good old days.
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Submitted by benlim on Mon, 12/13/2004 - 10:15
hmm haven't wrote anything like forever, even with so much stuff happening.
woke up at 1pm today, definetely a result of hongkong's vibrant nightlife+chelsea vs arsenal. yah went to paradize to play lan with like half of rjc pple there before heading home to bring liuhao to my house. don joined us and after numerous complaints of boredom in my room, headed to play more lan. shit this is so unbecoming. pooled after that, and had the fastest game of our lives, damn psyched up haha. blah. it's late. hmm 2 am isn't a great time for sleeping.... i am writing like a keena.
you know it's only after so much things happening i realised the importance of being with like-minded people. but differences are what makes life interesting. ohwell.
woke up at 1pm today, definetely a result of hongkong's vibrant nightlife+chelsea vs arsenal. yah went to paradize to play lan with like half of rjc pple there before heading home to bring liuhao to my house. don joined us and after numerous complaints of boredom in my room, headed to play more lan. shit this is so unbecoming. pooled after that, and had the fastest game of our lives, damn psyched up haha. blah. it's late. hmm 2 am isn't a great time for sleeping.... i am writing like a keena.
you know it's only after so much things happening i realised the importance of being with like-minded people. but differences are what makes life interesting. ohwell.
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bIG rOlLer
Submitted by benlim on Sat, 11/27/2004 - 08:39
someone's words have inspired me today, and now i shall fulfil the words!
wasted one day shit. actualyl i wasted alot of days playing lan. haiz
wasted one day shit. actualyl i wasted alot of days playing lan. haiz
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iN tHe fUturE
Submitted by benlim on Fri, 11/26/2004 - 17:18
This is an actual job application that a 75 year
old senior citizen submitted to Wal-Mart in Arkansas.
They hired him because he was so funny.
NAME: George Martin
SEX: Not lately, but I am looking for the right
woman (or at least, one who'll cooperate).
DESIRED POSITION: Company's President or Vice
President. But seriously, whatever's available. If I
was in a position to be picky, I wouldn't be applying
here in the first place.
DESIRED SALARY: $185,000 a year plus stock
options and a Michael Ovitz style severance package. If
that's not possible, make an offer and we can haggle.
EDUCATION: Yes.
LAST POSITION HELD: Target for middle management
hostility.
PREVIOUS SALARY: A lot less than I'm worth.
MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible
collection of stolen pens and post-it notes.
REASON FOR LEAVING: It sucked.
HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK: Any.
PREFERRED HOURS: 1:30-3:30 p. m. Monday,Tuesday,
and Thursday.
DO YOU HAVE ANY SPECIAL SKILLS?: Yes, but
they're better suited to a more intimate environment.
MAY WE CONTACT YOUR CURRENT EMPLOYER?: If I had
one, would I be here?
DO YOU HAVE ANY PHYSICAL CONDITIONS THAT WOULD
PROHIBIT YOU FROM LIFTING UP TO 50 lbs.?: Of what?
DO YOU HAVE A CAR?: I think the more appropriate
question here would be "Do you have a car that runs?"
HAVE YOU RECEIVED ANY SPECIAL AWARDS OR
RECOGNITION?: I may already be a winner of the
Publishers Clearing House Sweepstakes, so they tell
me.
DO YOU SMOKE?: On the job - no, on my breaks - no.
WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE DOING IN FIVE YEARS?:
Living in the Bahamas with a fabulously wealthy dumb
sexy blonde supermodel who thinks I'm the greatest
thing since sliced bread. Actually, I'd like to be
doing that now.
DO YOU CERTIFY THAT THE ABOVE IS TRUE AND
COMPLETE TO THE BEST OF YOUR KNOWLEDGE?: Oh yes, absolutely.
SIGN HERE: Sagittarius
old senior citizen submitted to Wal-Mart in Arkansas.
They hired him because he was so funny.
NAME: George Martin
SEX: Not lately, but I am looking for the right
woman (or at least, one who'll cooperate).
DESIRED POSITION: Company's President or Vice
President. But seriously, whatever's available. If I
was in a position to be picky, I wouldn't be applying
here in the first place.
DESIRED SALARY: $185,000 a year plus stock
options and a Michael Ovitz style severance package. If
that's not possible, make an offer and we can haggle.
EDUCATION: Yes.
LAST POSITION HELD: Target for middle management
hostility.
PREVIOUS SALARY: A lot less than I'm worth.
MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible
collection of stolen pens and post-it notes.
REASON FOR LEAVING: It sucked.
HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK: Any.
PREFERRED HOURS: 1:30-3:30 p. m. Monday,Tuesday,
and Thursday.
DO YOU HAVE ANY SPECIAL SKILLS?: Yes, but
they're better suited to a more intimate environment.
MAY WE CONTACT YOUR CURRENT EMPLOYER?: If I had
one, would I be here?
DO YOU HAVE ANY PHYSICAL CONDITIONS THAT WOULD
PROHIBIT YOU FROM LIFTING UP TO 50 lbs.?: Of what?
DO YOU HAVE A CAR?: I think the more appropriate
question here would be "Do you have a car that runs?"
HAVE YOU RECEIVED ANY SPECIAL AWARDS OR
RECOGNITION?: I may already be a winner of the
Publishers Clearing House Sweepstakes, so they tell
me.
DO YOU SMOKE?: On the job - no, on my breaks - no.
WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE DOING IN FIVE YEARS?:
Living in the Bahamas with a fabulously wealthy dumb
sexy blonde supermodel who thinks I'm the greatest
thing since sliced bread. Actually, I'd like to be
doing that now.
DO YOU CERTIFY THAT THE ABOVE IS TRUE AND
COMPLETE TO THE BEST OF YOUR KNOWLEDGE?: Oh yes, absolutely.
SIGN HERE: Sagittarius
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yA kNow
Submitted by benlim on Fri, 11/26/2004 - 06:46
k post A (not really cos there's still econs s but) doesn't feel all that great like how i've been imagining it to be. true, yesterday was the most fun activity type day i had like since pre As, but something's feeling wrong.
after physics paper and f maths paper, went down to mechmaster to chiong lan after abstaining for like 1 month yeah, but still no feeling of euphoria... ate with them after lanning at mechmaster at ahzar like we usually do.
tried to study for physics design, but couldn't ya, just a cok paper. so ended up downing a few shots of tzemeng's 2 bucks vodka from vietnam haha, even abstained from alcohol like forever. physics design was cok also, and after that took another swig from kenneth koh's absolute, nice warm fuzzy feeling in that cold weather, but still not happy. played great lan at ginza with classmates, proper gaming session with nice opponents and no one quitting, then went to bman's house for more fun yah. sat around his table while he brought out a whole assortment of different types of alcohol, tried everything while trying to get liuhao drunk again haha, but this time he stayed sober even though he downed quite alot. played mahjong with lots of laughs till late, before bman driving us down to ahzar to send me home as well as going for supper. This must be how it feels like to grow up, having transport and everything. ah sth's wrong.
training in school trashed all the lanning sessions hands down, playing MUCH better than the last time safsa came, where i got trashed cos i couldn't do any shit and not that they were sooo much better than me. sigh. anyway, did a few zai balls during training, and the feeling of fan la-ing, cong qiu-ing, proper topspins, is just inexplicable. played lan again today like for how mother long, but didn't enjoy that much cos of idiotic pple leaving the game halfway and stuff like that, and there was a bloody power blackout halfway.
though it's obvious, the chances don't come, ohwell. muggies for econs s. my english suxors.
after physics paper and f maths paper, went down to mechmaster to chiong lan after abstaining for like 1 month yeah, but still no feeling of euphoria... ate with them after lanning at mechmaster at ahzar like we usually do.
tried to study for physics design, but couldn't ya, just a cok paper. so ended up downing a few shots of tzemeng's 2 bucks vodka from vietnam haha, even abstained from alcohol like forever. physics design was cok also, and after that took another swig from kenneth koh's absolute, nice warm fuzzy feeling in that cold weather, but still not happy. played great lan at ginza with classmates, proper gaming session with nice opponents and no one quitting, then went to bman's house for more fun yah. sat around his table while he brought out a whole assortment of different types of alcohol, tried everything while trying to get liuhao drunk again haha, but this time he stayed sober even though he downed quite alot. played mahjong with lots of laughs till late, before bman driving us down to ahzar to send me home as well as going for supper. This must be how it feels like to grow up, having transport and everything. ah sth's wrong.
training in school trashed all the lanning sessions hands down, playing MUCH better than the last time safsa came, where i got trashed cos i couldn't do any shit and not that they were sooo much better than me. sigh. anyway, did a few zai balls during training, and the feeling of fan la-ing, cong qiu-ing, proper topspins, is just inexplicable. played lan again today like for how mother long, but didn't enjoy that much cos of idiotic pple leaving the game halfway and stuff like that, and there was a bloody power blackout halfway.
though it's obvious, the chances don't come, ohwell. muggies for econs s. my english suxors.
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cHc
Submitted by benlim on Sun, 11/14/2004 - 07:25
left home reeeaal early to go to indoor stadium for some CHC graduation. blah, what i saw there and think about it i guess i'll just tell pple with concern, posting a religious related post will unfortunately unleash a religious debate, ie yangqian. but standing there clapping while everyone else was jumping and waving is really quite extra. anyway, travelled with yh back to woodlands so he can sleep and i could go to the library. bloody hell, hari raya pusa, forsaken library was in holiday mood! after bussing back, went to my nice conservative church and muggga!
fuck i think i'm losing my mind. IQ at least...
fuck i think i'm losing my mind. IQ at least...
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nAtiOnAl sErviCe
Submitted by benlim on Sat, 11/13/2004 - 06:01
was studying/slacking/touchrug/bball the day my headache got slightly better, there goes study plans bah. but b4 i left school, 2 j3s came back, and we started talking about ns and life after RJC (argh can't believe it's been 2 years). based on their basis of ns that everything is "all bluff", and their examples of how ns is "all bluff", haha don't even know now whether i want to put in effort ie try ocs, slack ie clerk, or whatever.
anyway, to all those commandos, haha ggxx. apparantly to nick it's nuts, that everytime you do all the pumping and shit, the only thing that keeps you sane is that this will all end one day(btw the 20 pumping max is crap, all bluff). blah, even ocs sounds damn chiong la, but apparantly you feel more man after coming out of these tekan shit. don't know how one can actually feel more man when you'll have seen your bunkmates, shower mates etc's family jewels when everyone's parading in their various states of undress. the lack of an opposite sex to flaunt their "assets" forcing these nsmen to consider the next best alternative. fighting in bunks just for fun?!? wheee, fast track to gaydom.
anyway, the airborone stuff is damn cool, the commandos being able to like skydive for free. did you know that there are 3 jumpmasters to push you off on your first try? blah, i wanna airborne, but no commando's pls.
i want to expand my army vocab!! everything sounds much more laughable and bearble when you converse in this ecletic mix of hokkien, english, chinese vulgarities.
knn down twenty knn.
anyway, to all those commandos, haha ggxx. apparantly to nick it's nuts, that everytime you do all the pumping and shit, the only thing that keeps you sane is that this will all end one day(btw the 20 pumping max is crap, all bluff). blah, even ocs sounds damn chiong la, but apparantly you feel more man after coming out of these tekan shit. don't know how one can actually feel more man when you'll have seen your bunkmates, shower mates etc's family jewels when everyone's parading in their various states of undress. the lack of an opposite sex to flaunt their "assets" forcing these nsmen to consider the next best alternative. fighting in bunks just for fun?!? wheee, fast track to gaydom.
anyway, the airborone stuff is damn cool, the commandos being able to like skydive for free. did you know that there are 3 jumpmasters to push you off on your first try? blah, i wanna airborne, but no commando's pls.
i want to expand my army vocab!! everything sounds much more laughable and bearble when you converse in this ecletic mix of hokkien, english, chinese vulgarities.
knn down twenty knn.
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mElo's uP
Submitted by benlim on Wed, 11/10/2004 - 09:39
hey good work, getting this site up during my A levels. blah, at least i can record down all that's happening around ya. it's wrong that i'm enjoying myself even tho like this is the exam periods? blah, enjoyed myself too much these few years, especially the last 3. hope bad karma doesn't like come haunting me again. boo!
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Benlim's Melo Quick Entry
Submitted by benlim on Wed, 11/10/2004 - 09:36
The contents of this post will become available after the final migration. Sorry for the inconvenience.
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hElLo
Submitted by benlim on Sat, 09/04/2004 - 08:17
shit, one week left and am still slacking... i guess straightaway doing prelim papers help to a certain extent but kow still feel damn unprepared... slept like 12 hours today, studied only a bit before watching tv... went for supper when we were suppose to study... nb. i only found outthat it was the fourth today, and there’s the obs briefing thing and i was happily sleeping :P! ohwell, didn’t plan to go anyway, was at the other end of the world at kallang. anyway i have so many conflicting information from everyone, like when ns is going to start, some say december, some say january... haiz~ don’t know if i’m still able to go to korea ya shit. if so whee haha, 2 countries in one holiday! :D
you got to look forward to something in this time of endless mugging
you got to look forward to something in this time of endless mugging
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sLaRck
Submitted by benlim on Thu, 08/26/2004 - 14:00
haha mother slack but fun day(thesis statement). apparantly this is our last day of normal lessons so we were supposed to be all sentimental, googoogaagaa, take pictures all the time, huggies kissies etc. i guess s02a WAS sentimental, decided that screams other than googoogaagaa was much missed, taking of photos and videos of people in various states of undress, and well, huggies and kissies.
forgot it was last day today, until someone in class reminded me, think it was bman, then i was like shit, i just slept through my last maths lesson! oh well, but it set the pace for the rest of the day, where things were done for old time’s sake. wanted to strip yuanxiang after he expressed much enthusiasm in stripping "adrian" while pointing at liuhao blatantly, resulting in a very distressed liuhao. such distress and horror can only be sympathised with after being backstabbed by our class countless times, getting stripped for no reason other than being in a convinient place like the sacrificial alter (read "teacher’s table") and convenient times (forexample stressful post common test) or just for the fun of stripping him. but apparantly yuanxiang caught wind of our triple backstabbing ploy through the girl’s conversation in the toilet (we suspect a secret spy in his girlfriend), he ran away for safety after we were all psyched up to do some serious damage to his dignity and celibacy. but leave a group of mentally prepared clothes ripping gynonu-sth sth-maniacs without our prey we naturally go into withdrawal symptoms. so much such that a substitute is needed, urgently.
Excerpts from our proposed class video (after watching the video taken during the stripping process):
Brandon: hey let’s strip zhaonan instead
me: yeah, we haven’t stripped him from his birthday!
b:hey zhaonan, adrian is in class, let’s strip him!
zn far ahead turns back and an expression of glee
b: faster faster fun back
group of deprived guys run back to ts
zhaonan behind trying to catch up
suddenly zhaonan catches up and runs past the camera with a war cry. k not war cry, just a whoop of anticipation.
*next scene*
whoop of anticipation is now transformed into cries of agony. flurry of clothes and arms flailing around trying to take down the strong bastard. cries of "take off his clothes!" "take off his pants!" "sprawl yourself on him!" "eh spank him!" resounded in the room. k i exaggerate on the last one.
haha were laughing like crazy while we were watching the video, where zhaonan was still happily clueless and ignorant about his sad pending doom. seriously, our clsas represents the real world... the triple backstabbings (strip "adrian" is actually strip "liuhao" is actually strip "yuanxiang") our scapegoat mentality (strip "adrian" becomes strip "zhaonan")... shit i make us sound like deprived and horny gay shits, we’re not k?
2nd break, disgruntled 18 year olds stare menancingly at a traumatised yx, and yx quickly makes a fast break after lesson to disappear. now we are all psyched up to do yx, and after his entrance, we make no qualms about grabbing him and stripping him. exit the girls + gf. after all the excited guys rush towards him, liuhao gets into the thick of the action, trying to emulate his previous sucess with zhaonan where he sprawled over his legs and grabbed the edge of the tables to prevent zhaonan from moving. this time he hugs a vehemently struggling yx and tries to pin him down. after yx struggles so much, and we can’t get him off the floor onto the Altar,we call for a timeout to regroup. but liuhao is still clinging on to yuanxiang. how?
us: eh liuhao, let go of yx, we do again!
liu: *muffled voices*
liu lets goes his arms and shows a yx grabbing liu instead
we can’t be bothered to help free liu so we go ahead and strip yuanxiang.
after flooring yuanxiang (he’s still grabbing liuhaoz btw) we realised that liuhao was on the floor too, and still unable to free himself from yx’s vicelike grip of desperation, "hey we nv strip 2 pple at one time b4!". famous last words eh. ya the rest is history... poor liuhao was extremely traumatised, hurt, and clueless even after the session, the innocent predator becomes prey. oh well, it was mother hilarious while it lasted.
forward table tennis training, after max "stole" camoflaugue paint from the army camps during their Scube seminar, we decided to do what we do to rj captains(current ones i must stress). pinning him down, taking off his shirt*doh*, we smeared that paint all over him, fast fowarding his impending army life by one year. really looked like some army boy, but wrong place wrong time. haha, in the toilet while bathing, a cry from inside the cubicle. "hey this stuff is waterproof!"
argh late liaoz, must go to sch for prac...
forgot it was last day today, until someone in class reminded me, think it was bman, then i was like shit, i just slept through my last maths lesson! oh well, but it set the pace for the rest of the day, where things were done for old time’s sake. wanted to strip yuanxiang after he expressed much enthusiasm in stripping "adrian" while pointing at liuhao blatantly, resulting in a very distressed liuhao. such distress and horror can only be sympathised with after being backstabbed by our class countless times, getting stripped for no reason other than being in a convinient place like the sacrificial alter (read "teacher’s table") and convenient times (forexample stressful post common test) or just for the fun of stripping him. but apparantly yuanxiang caught wind of our triple backstabbing ploy through the girl’s conversation in the toilet (we suspect a secret spy in his girlfriend), he ran away for safety after we were all psyched up to do some serious damage to his dignity and celibacy. but leave a group of mentally prepared clothes ripping gynonu-sth sth-maniacs without our prey we naturally go into withdrawal symptoms. so much such that a substitute is needed, urgently.
Excerpts from our proposed class video (after watching the video taken during the stripping process):
Brandon: hey let’s strip zhaonan instead
me: yeah, we haven’t stripped him from his birthday!
b:hey zhaonan, adrian is in class, let’s strip him!
zn far ahead turns back and an expression of glee
b: faster faster fun back
group of deprived guys run back to ts
zhaonan behind trying to catch up
suddenly zhaonan catches up and runs past the camera with a war cry. k not war cry, just a whoop of anticipation.
*next scene*
whoop of anticipation is now transformed into cries of agony. flurry of clothes and arms flailing around trying to take down the strong bastard. cries of "take off his clothes!" "take off his pants!" "sprawl yourself on him!" "eh spank him!" resounded in the room. k i exaggerate on the last one.
haha were laughing like crazy while we were watching the video, where zhaonan was still happily clueless and ignorant about his sad pending doom. seriously, our clsas represents the real world... the triple backstabbings (strip "adrian" is actually strip "liuhao" is actually strip "yuanxiang") our scapegoat mentality (strip "adrian" becomes strip "zhaonan")... shit i make us sound like deprived and horny gay shits, we’re not k?
2nd break, disgruntled 18 year olds stare menancingly at a traumatised yx, and yx quickly makes a fast break after lesson to disappear. now we are all psyched up to do yx, and after his entrance, we make no qualms about grabbing him and stripping him. exit the girls + gf. after all the excited guys rush towards him, liuhao gets into the thick of the action, trying to emulate his previous sucess with zhaonan where he sprawled over his legs and grabbed the edge of the tables to prevent zhaonan from moving. this time he hugs a vehemently struggling yx and tries to pin him down. after yx struggles so much, and we can’t get him off the floor onto the Altar,we call for a timeout to regroup. but liuhao is still clinging on to yuanxiang. how?
us: eh liuhao, let go of yx, we do again!
liu: *muffled voices*
liu lets goes his arms and shows a yx grabbing liu instead
we can’t be bothered to help free liu so we go ahead and strip yuanxiang.
after flooring yuanxiang (he’s still grabbing liuhaoz btw) we realised that liuhao was on the floor too, and still unable to free himself from yx’s vicelike grip of desperation, "hey we nv strip 2 pple at one time b4!". famous last words eh. ya the rest is history... poor liuhao was extremely traumatised, hurt, and clueless even after the session, the innocent predator becomes prey. oh well, it was mother hilarious while it lasted.
forward table tennis training, after max "stole" camoflaugue paint from the army camps during their Scube seminar, we decided to do what we do to rj captains(current ones i must stress). pinning him down, taking off his shirt*doh*, we smeared that paint all over him, fast fowarding his impending army life by one year. really looked like some army boy, but wrong place wrong time. haha, in the toilet while bathing, a cry from inside the cubicle. "hey this stuff is waterproof!"
argh late liaoz, must go to sch for prac...
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hiPpO cRite
Submitted by benlim on Wed, 08/25/2004 - 06:52
ya removed that last rant, else i’d be a hypocrite like you, breed of self indulgent self proclaimed superior but really just a normal maybe even sad little beingl.
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Submitted by benlim on Sun, 08/22/2004 - 05:17
i’m going to kill adrian 2mr in school la... put me in such a gan ga situation. feel damn guilty for like 2 days already sigh. don’t know why, but i’m easily guilted and the feeling lasts... the only good thing about the scholarship talk was the crossiants, tarts, sandwiches or anything on the buffet table. the speakers only reiterated what we already knew through like thousand other scholarship thingys, and they were like reading from a script word for word. even their laughter and facial expressions seemed carefully crafted by Propaganda Pte Limited. quite a waste of time really, should have mugga mugga!
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Submitted by benlim on Wed, 08/11/2004 - 07:27
caught a flu bug, was quite dazed and stone in school, blah, + infection in eye + scraped knee + twisted ankle... liuhao was right saying i shouldn’t have gone to school haha.
first thing in the morning had a harrowing encounter which i shalll not recount cos pple might read, then followed by embarassing lt tables flipping over incidents, sneezes etc etc. blah.
need to muggies, bye
first thing in the morning had a harrowing encounter which i shalll not recount cos pple might read, then followed by embarassing lt tables flipping over incidents, sneezes etc etc. blah.
need to muggies, bye
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Submitted by benlim on Sat, 07/31/2004 - 04:19
slack day, die. need to study... anyway, morning went to hcjc carnival with don and met up with some juniors and yeehung. walked about, quite sian cos all the pple were j1s and wasn’t quite familiar with them, unlike last year when all the stores were manned by friends haha. the carnival wasn’t really that fun, but i guess it’s actually having that carnival which is important. rj nv has these kinda stuff, hell, we don’t even get time off for getting like 4 times the number of golds the next sch has. anyway, spent most of our time at the HAUNTED HOUSE. the most scary part of it was the queueing... thanks to connections (i seem to live off it and gain lotsa favours, but who’s complaining :P), managed to zip right to the FRONT of the queue which was like mother mother mother super long, pple had been queueing up for like one and half hours to reach halfway la haha. however we managed to get to the front, then was stared at by like everyone, damn paiseh. was damn unlucky to get there when they were changing shift, so we spent like half and hour standing there while everyone stared at us suspiciously... even had an irate mom who went to kb the store pple, but lucky they helped cover by saying we bought tickets damn early liaoz haha, i love corruption. haha more pple like joined us and we had like one whole group of cut-queuers... kow felt damn bad, was damn hum to step out in the open lest lightning strike.
after going inside, was laughing like siao at the pple, giving them tips on how to scare pple later, saying hi to the ghost. then at the last part, i thought finish liaoz, i opened the door and a girl pop out and scream. kow heart popped out. turned out that wasn’t the exit, and this non-hcjc student happily opened the door thinking it was the exit and the end... became damn hum, dunno where the exit, then suddenly this thing drop down in front of me, shit damn scary. haha so worth the free 5 bucks and the super cut queue haha. but still feel damn damn bad :P
went to tchs to train, then trained abit with the juniors. played at pingpangshi, felt damn shuang, the place wher ei spent 4 happy years in. after that went down to suntec with don for the scholarship exhibition which was pretty much useless... there were so little booths and like billions of rj pple there. after sneaking in into the workshop, realised it was a total waste of time, did some DISC personality test and like compared to see what jobs we were suitable for. quite waste of time really... but at one point of time the speaker was giving and analogy. he started asking who watched i, robot. then said if u were at the premier of the movie, and painted a senario. me and don were like sinking into our seats knowing what was to come.. then he continued saying after lining up for damn long, someone just comes and cut your queue... (sinks even lower), how would u react, and ur reaction will determine ur personality.... kow haha, i’m the queue cutter! sian.
after going inside, was laughing like siao at the pple, giving them tips on how to scare pple later, saying hi to the ghost. then at the last part, i thought finish liaoz, i opened the door and a girl pop out and scream. kow heart popped out. turned out that wasn’t the exit, and this non-hcjc student happily opened the door thinking it was the exit and the end... became damn hum, dunno where the exit, then suddenly this thing drop down in front of me, shit damn scary. haha so worth the free 5 bucks and the super cut queue haha. but still feel damn damn bad :P
went to tchs to train, then trained abit with the juniors. played at pingpangshi, felt damn shuang, the place wher ei spent 4 happy years in. after that went down to suntec with don for the scholarship exhibition which was pretty much useless... there were so little booths and like billions of rj pple there. after sneaking in into the workshop, realised it was a total waste of time, did some DISC personality test and like compared to see what jobs we were suitable for. quite waste of time really... but at one point of time the speaker was giving and analogy. he started asking who watched i, robot. then said if u were at the premier of the movie, and painted a senario. me and don were like sinking into our seats knowing what was to come.. then he continued saying after lining up for damn long, someone just comes and cut your queue... (sinks even lower), how would u react, and ur reaction will determine ur personality.... kow haha, i’m the queue cutter! sian.
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Submitted by benlim on Sat, 07/31/2004 - 04:19
slack day, die. need to study... anyway, morning went to hcjc carnival with don and met up with some juniors and yeehung. walked about, quite sian cos all the pple were j1s and wasn’t quite familiar with them, unlike last year when all the stores were manned by friends haha. the carnival wasn’t really that fun, but i guess it’s actually having that carnival which is important. rj nv has these kinda stuff, hell, we don’t even get time off for getting like 4 times the number of golds the next sch has. anyway, spent most of our time at the HAUNTED HOUSE. the most scary part of it was the queueing... thanks to connections (i seem to live off it and gain lotsa favours, but who’s complaining :P), managed to zip right to the FRONT of the queue which was like mother mother mother super long, pple had been queueing up for like one and half hours to reach halfway la haha. however we managed to get to the front, then was stared at by like everyone, damn paiseh. was damn unlucky to get there when they were changing shift, so we spent like half and hour standing there while everyone stared at us suspiciously... even had an irate mom who went to kb the store pple, but lucky they helped cover by saying we bought tickets damn early liaoz haha, i love corruption. haha more pple like joined us and we had like one whole group of cut-queuers... kow felt damn bad, was damn hum to step out in the open lest lightning strike.
after going inside, was laughing like siao at the pple, giving them tips on how to scare pple later, saying hi to the ghost. then at the last part, i thought finish liaoz, i opened the door and a girl pop out and scream. kow heart popped out. turned out that wasn’t the exit, and this non-hcjc student happily opened the door thinking it was the exit and the end... became damn hum, dunno where the exit, then suddenly this thing drop down in front of me, shit damn scary. haha so worth the free 5 bucks and the super cut queue haha. but still feel damn damn bad :P
went to tchs to train, then trained abit with the juniors. played at pingpangshi, felt damn shuang, the place wher ei spent 4 happy years in. after that went down to suntec with don for the scholarship exhibition which was pretty much useless... there were so little booths and like billions of rj pple there. after sneaking in into the workshop, realised it was a total waste of time, did some DISC personality test and like compared to see what jobs we were suitable for. quite waste of time really... but at one point of time the speaker was giving and analogy. he started asking who watched i, robot. then said if u were at the premier of the movie, and painted a senario. me and don were like sinking into our seats knowing what was to come.. then he continued saying after lining up for damn long, someone just comes and cut your queue... (sinks even lower), how would u react, and ur reaction will determine ur personality.... kow haha, i’m the queue cutter! sian.
after going inside, was laughing like siao at the pple, giving them tips on how to scare pple later, saying hi to the ghost. then at the last part, i thought finish liaoz, i opened the door and a girl pop out and scream. kow heart popped out. turned out that wasn’t the exit, and this non-hcjc student happily opened the door thinking it was the exit and the end... became damn hum, dunno where the exit, then suddenly this thing drop down in front of me, shit damn scary. haha so worth the free 5 bucks and the super cut queue haha. but still feel damn damn bad :P
went to tchs to train, then trained abit with the juniors. played at pingpangshi, felt damn shuang, the place wher ei spent 4 happy years in. after that went down to suntec with don for the scholarship exhibition which was pretty much useless... there were so little booths and like billions of rj pple there. after sneaking in into the workshop, realised it was a total waste of time, did some DISC personality test and like compared to see what jobs we were suitable for. quite waste of time really... but at one point of time the speaker was giving and analogy. he started asking who watched i, robot. then said if u were at the premier of the movie, and painted a senario. me and don were like sinking into our seats knowing what was to come.. then he continued saying after lining up for damn long, someone just comes and cut your queue... (sinks even lower), how would u react, and ur reaction will determine ur personality.... kow haha, i’m the queue cutter! sian.
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Submitted by benlim on Wed, 07/21/2004 - 04:41
bleah, melo’s beeen down like forever so can’t write any stuff, but not much to write anyway so.
i shouldn’t be playing so much tabletennis haha, renders me physically and mentally exhausted ie 9.30 pm sleeping times. sigh, must mugmugmug.
had physics tuition by chong today haha, learnt infinitely more things than i had for the past two years haha.
i shouldn’t be playing so much tabletennis haha, renders me physically and mentally exhausted ie 9.30 pm sleeping times. sigh, must mugmugmug.
had physics tuition by chong today haha, learnt infinitely more things than i had for the past two years haha.
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Submitted by benlim on Wed, 07/07/2004 - 05:02
two months to prelim and still freakishly having fun. it nv strikes how impt an exam is till u have too little time for it, unfortunately. ditto for last year’s promos, where it was until quite late before i realised how screwing up my promos would cut off a path to an overseas university and stuff like that, then chao pia, so quite lucky i managed to smoke pass it. forward 7 months (so fast?!?) now i’m staring at prelims and the evil thing called expected grades. damnit, have to use "expected grades" to do uni applications and stuff like that, and reputation with teachers aren’t well, spetecular. noticed that only rj teachers don’t take a fancy to my brand of aptitude towards studies, that’s why they sucks :P jkjk, but dunno, well, tchs teacher have a greater tolerance level i guess haha. 2 months, now chao pia, testimonial... well take one thing at a time.
apart from the bane called studies, weekends after common tests have been damn fun! lets see, um friday after last paper, went to town with classmates for lunch, before heading to watch spiderman2. but since i planned to watch it with don and yh, so didn’t watch, but went to borders to bum (again). haha bumming in borders is interesting due to a large collection of reference books, encyclopedias and wide range of comics (i only meant the last one), and foxtrot is mother hilarious, and i guess a rj j2 sitting on the carpet of the children’s section of borders cradling a comic book giggling uncontrollably can only do wonders to the flagging reputation of rjc being "mugger". after they finished the movie, went to brandon’s house to play again... given a house like that, i would charge admission to anyone who crashes lor, but since he’s the nice guy that he is, we got to play lan, pool, xbox etc etc free of charge haha. played pool for dunno how long both with py and alone, played xbox and stuff, kow damn shuang. especially after a screwed up common test paper (refer to previous post on f maths teachers and their sudden fetish for animals equipped with wings, read: flying geese).
saturday was fun too, going for training in rj, then fang qiu like nuts haha. shit my defense is getting better than attack, damn screwed, need to train. after that we went to scotts food court to eat despite my gripes about how expensive food in town is. but knowing the extent of disposable income table tennis girls posseses, i guess a measly setback of ten bucks on a bowl of noodles would mean NOTHING. nvm, then go scotts, look for table to sit.. then yh jokingly mentioned crystal jade restaurant, note jokingly. financially advantaged tabletennis (FAT) girls took full advantage of this suggestion and next thing i knew i was gorging on sumptious la mian and xiaolongbaos. k i exaggerate bout the gorging part; paltry monies in pocket meant just two of those precious flour coated juicy meat balls, but hey, who’s complaining? :P anyway, 10 dollars poorer/totally broke (which ever sounds better), we went to engage in totally free activities like reading guiness world records in kino, gaping at gigantic waistlines (i mean the 3.6m one, not the girls’), anatomically well-endowned females, too well endowned i must add (kow 48V... V!!) etc. but things got boring and so went home after that. i think went to play pool with don at night. haha fun.
sunday, after playing for choir, went to town to look for yh to watch spiderman2. kow rocks lor, all the action and stuff. was expecting some angsty superhero show where the superhero gives up like almost everything so that he can get his crotch compressed in unbelievably tight spandexes, but in the end admist the zai effects, there were lotsa happy endings and stuff whee. so not that bad. bum around with yh abit more then went home to try and sleep, in preperation for Greece vs Portugal! (not that the match later didn’t provide adequte and condusive environment to). met nihkil chethan and siva in town at ten, haha they couldn’t recognise me :P i thought we were going to gabriel’s house, and the place we reached looked alot like where kemmy’s house was la, then i realised that the place is where her house is haha. reminded me of the time i went to chernise’s house and found the surrounding spookingly familiar before realising kenneth’s house was down the road. anyway found out it was ravin’s house, and spent quite some time playing winning eleven and watching some horrifying/amusing/zai videos in his house. after that we set off to gn’s house, taking half and hour to walk there. bought a small bottle of black cat and f&n orange juice for bartender chethan to hit us with the shots. we were walking into gabriel’s house laced with guilt for bringing the evil alcohol into his sanctuary and defiling it, before we saw the (dunno what russian name) vodka half opened sitting on his table! it belonged to the j3 and j4s who were there to watch the match too, and we fully understood the marked difference between j2s and j4s, which was as marked as the difference between our puny black cat and the ginormous vodka bottle. anyway, the match was so boring we drank to entertain ourselves, and soon after the alcohol kicked in, lame jokes were flying all over the place...
"hey do you support greece?"
"yeah"
"so are u greek?"
i hearby offer my blanket for comfort, damn cold, but i guess it was black cat talking and it made even the lamest thing sound funny. oh, and us chinese became racially abused by the abnormal concentration of mamas in the room haha. nothing much on the match, except that after that, tried to get some sleep to no avail no thanks to chethan’s blasting of heavy metal music. left for home early int he morning, only to oversleep to bukit batok sigh. tried to sleep 2 hours before heading down to CMPB to have my ears rechecked. knn... made me wait bloody long even though my appointment is at 2 pm and i was punctual la. dunno wasted 2 hours sitting around when actual consultation was like 15 mins tops. but after that went home, and prepared to go for the class dinner after that at turf city..
me and py went into turf city first to book seats, but since there weren’t much pple on the monday, we brought the rest of the class in. wha kow, damn lot of pple went lor, like 15 at first, before brandon and aman came. edwin complained of distance, justified cos pasir ris i reckon require a passport to be admitted into, while adrian was slaving and offering his house for another class 14A for their class bbq. retribution would be inflicted on him. super fun and shuang, kept eating prawns (again) and seafood, again and again, with solid class bonding over spurting butter and chared carbon otherwise known as chilli chicken. after all 17 of us were there, liuhao extracted this bottle of red wine and all of us quaffed the little bit of wine to great enthusiasm, other than stirring up our spirits, it stirred our interest in spirits (alcohol i mean, dunno how to spell, argh i can’t pun!). liuhao’s crazy insisting of all the guys downing one mug of beer each time with "gan!" meant some of them got tipsy and red faced. but was damn fun la, all the talking, confession tribunes etc. s02a is one crazy class, can’t believe we’re engine haha.
so much to write, well was late for my first day of sch. shite.
apart from the bane called studies, weekends after common tests have been damn fun! lets see, um friday after last paper, went to town with classmates for lunch, before heading to watch spiderman2. but since i planned to watch it with don and yh, so didn’t watch, but went to borders to bum (again). haha bumming in borders is interesting due to a large collection of reference books, encyclopedias and wide range of comics (i only meant the last one), and foxtrot is mother hilarious, and i guess a rj j2 sitting on the carpet of the children’s section of borders cradling a comic book giggling uncontrollably can only do wonders to the flagging reputation of rjc being "mugger". after they finished the movie, went to brandon’s house to play again... given a house like that, i would charge admission to anyone who crashes lor, but since he’s the nice guy that he is, we got to play lan, pool, xbox etc etc free of charge haha. played pool for dunno how long both with py and alone, played xbox and stuff, kow damn shuang. especially after a screwed up common test paper (refer to previous post on f maths teachers and their sudden fetish for animals equipped with wings, read: flying geese).
saturday was fun too, going for training in rj, then fang qiu like nuts haha. shit my defense is getting better than attack, damn screwed, need to train. after that we went to scotts food court to eat despite my gripes about how expensive food in town is. but knowing the extent of disposable income table tennis girls posseses, i guess a measly setback of ten bucks on a bowl of noodles would mean NOTHING. nvm, then go scotts, look for table to sit.. then yh jokingly mentioned crystal jade restaurant, note jokingly. financially advantaged tabletennis (FAT) girls took full advantage of this suggestion and next thing i knew i was gorging on sumptious la mian and xiaolongbaos. k i exaggerate bout the gorging part; paltry monies in pocket meant just two of those precious flour coated juicy meat balls, but hey, who’s complaining? :P anyway, 10 dollars poorer/totally broke (which ever sounds better), we went to engage in totally free activities like reading guiness world records in kino, gaping at gigantic waistlines (i mean the 3.6m one, not the girls’), anatomically well-endowned females, too well endowned i must add (kow 48V... V!!) etc. but things got boring and so went home after that. i think went to play pool with don at night. haha fun.
sunday, after playing for choir, went to town to look for yh to watch spiderman2. kow rocks lor, all the action and stuff. was expecting some angsty superhero show where the superhero gives up like almost everything so that he can get his crotch compressed in unbelievably tight spandexes, but in the end admist the zai effects, there were lotsa happy endings and stuff whee. so not that bad. bum around with yh abit more then went home to try and sleep, in preperation for Greece vs Portugal! (not that the match later didn’t provide adequte and condusive environment to). met nihkil chethan and siva in town at ten, haha they couldn’t recognise me :P i thought we were going to gabriel’s house, and the place we reached looked alot like where kemmy’s house was la, then i realised that the place is where her house is haha. reminded me of the time i went to chernise’s house and found the surrounding spookingly familiar before realising kenneth’s house was down the road. anyway found out it was ravin’s house, and spent quite some time playing winning eleven and watching some horrifying/amusing/zai videos in his house. after that we set off to gn’s house, taking half and hour to walk there. bought a small bottle of black cat and f&n orange juice for bartender chethan to hit us with the shots. we were walking into gabriel’s house laced with guilt for bringing the evil alcohol into his sanctuary and defiling it, before we saw the (dunno what russian name) vodka half opened sitting on his table! it belonged to the j3 and j4s who were there to watch the match too, and we fully understood the marked difference between j2s and j4s, which was as marked as the difference between our puny black cat and the ginormous vodka bottle. anyway, the match was so boring we drank to entertain ourselves, and soon after the alcohol kicked in, lame jokes were flying all over the place...
"hey do you support greece?"
"yeah"
"so are u greek?"
i hearby offer my blanket for comfort, damn cold, but i guess it was black cat talking and it made even the lamest thing sound funny. oh, and us chinese became racially abused by the abnormal concentration of mamas in the room haha. nothing much on the match, except that after that, tried to get some sleep to no avail no thanks to chethan’s blasting of heavy metal music. left for home early int he morning, only to oversleep to bukit batok sigh. tried to sleep 2 hours before heading down to CMPB to have my ears rechecked. knn... made me wait bloody long even though my appointment is at 2 pm and i was punctual la. dunno wasted 2 hours sitting around when actual consultation was like 15 mins tops. but after that went home, and prepared to go for the class dinner after that at turf city..
me and py went into turf city first to book seats, but since there weren’t much pple on the monday, we brought the rest of the class in. wha kow, damn lot of pple went lor, like 15 at first, before brandon and aman came. edwin complained of distance, justified cos pasir ris i reckon require a passport to be admitted into, while adrian was slaving and offering his house for another class 14A for their class bbq. retribution would be inflicted on him. super fun and shuang, kept eating prawns (again) and seafood, again and again, with solid class bonding over spurting butter and chared carbon otherwise known as chilli chicken. after all 17 of us were there, liuhao extracted this bottle of red wine and all of us quaffed the little bit of wine to great enthusiasm, other than stirring up our spirits, it stirred our interest in spirits (alcohol i mean, dunno how to spell, argh i can’t pun!). liuhao’s crazy insisting of all the guys downing one mug of beer each time with "gan!" meant some of them got tipsy and red faced. but was damn fun la, all the talking, confession tribunes etc. s02a is one crazy class, can’t believe we’re engine haha.
so much to write, well was late for my first day of sch. shite.
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Submitted by benlim on Thu, 07/01/2004 - 09:46
f (adjetive/verb) maths... reason why i’m not studying prelude to the cts is cos there’s no point anymore. leeshuhe once said before competition train basics also no use cos cannot improve by much, so practise maths now also quite outta point. anyway, going to read through everything (not much mine, mostly photocopied), if i manage to stay alive/awake/sane, then will go to sch early to catch a few winks.
so many activities these few days, post exams rocks! but so little moohla to fund these jaunts, have to maybe forgo some...
anyway, had this well, um, relatively nice dream haha, but quite sian when u get woken up cos
so many activities these few days, post exams rocks! but so little moohla to fund these jaunts, have to maybe forgo some...
anyway, had this well, um, relatively nice dream haha, but quite sian when u get woken up cos
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Submitted by benlim on Wed, 06/30/2004 - 09:34
mutter, common tests are gone. really want to make me drop s paper like that... y’know, watching too much euro does actually screw up body clock, studying schedule, and everything related to common tests for that matter. tried something called consistant studying throughout the holidays, and the only consistant thing about that was
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Submitted by benlim on Wed, 06/09/2004 - 07:32
Hold up
Hold on
Don’t be scared
You’ll never change what’s been and gone
May your smile (may your smile)
Shine on (shine on)
Don’t be scared (don’t be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm
Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You’ll see them some day
Take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out
Get up (get up)
Come on (come on)
Why’re you scared? (I’m not scared)
You’ll never change what’s been and gone
Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You’ll see them some day
Take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out
Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You’ll see them some day
Just take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out
Were all of us stars
Were fading away
Just try not to worry
You’ll see us some day
Just take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out (x3)
still getting
Hold on
Don’t be scared
You’ll never change what’s been and gone
May your smile (may your smile)
Shine on (shine on)
Don’t be scared (don’t be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm
Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You’ll see them some day
Take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out
Get up (get up)
Come on (come on)
Why’re you scared? (I’m not scared)
You’ll never change what’s been and gone
Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You’ll see them some day
Take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out
Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You’ll see them some day
Just take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out
Were all of us stars
Were fading away
Just try not to worry
You’ll see us some day
Just take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out (x3)
still getting
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Submitted by benlim on Wed, 06/09/2004 - 04:59
blah, having fun these few days when i should be MUGGING, then go to school to MUG, end up slacking quite alot... so much for no distractions. ahhh got TABLE TENNIS training!! like how fun la...
got table tennis chalet coming up, if i don’t start studying the next few days will just be play lor... then my results also play play liaoz. shit. must mug...
got table tennis chalet coming up, if i don’t start studying the next few days will just be play lor... then my results also play play liaoz. shit. must mug...
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Submitted by benlim on Fri, 06/04/2004 - 19:45
went to read some of my past entries, those very old ones, and tried to see how much i’ve change for the better/worse, or just changed. from tchs to rj, i think (hope) i didn’t change that much, but overall i think getting quite bastardy. also, learnt to hide behind a facade, build a wall to prevent pple from entering, built less friendships but sustained endearing ones, learnt about piorities and abstaining, screwed up some real piorities like studies. i’ve become more rafflesian. more self-orientated, more elitist, more accepting in some ways but bloody discrimitory in others, but above all less me. i make you laugh because you all can’t, gone are the days when the roles were reversed. i always knew laughter was a weakness, a form of expression that was transparent. you can’t hide behind laughter: a fake chuckle or false bout of laughter simply shows how rotten your soul’s become, a true hearty laughter expresses much more than words. in order to hold up these walls of lies, playacting and avoid(ance), laughter will only render these bricks crystal clear and fragile.
but i can’t afford that now can’t i. how i want back. in fact, i need to see through everyone before i start peering above this fortress i;ve built, what a world.
read this post from a long time ago, i wonder how different life would be if i were surrounded by pple whom build walls only to protect and ensure no one enters this circle of friends, where within the walls lies not the individual but the group, or do people change and start kicking pple out?
this is seriously one bad day, and no one else better try piss me off... damn it, today everyone got things on, then zao, so didn’t watch movie... nvm, cos i can always go to chinese high and play tt wif juniors... and cannot blame them for not going... nvm...
after at chiense high, then realise today no coach... liew... then ty said that train a short while den play soccer... kow... i play that little while demoralize until cannot make it... then want to correct cannot... then play soccer.... nvm... then after that 5:20 i prepare to go liaoz lor. or else will clash wif hcjc pplez. then i went toilet and change... then i saw seow hong lah. i said hello.. he dao me and walk into cubicle.. nvm... then he suddenly say ’why got a rj diao in the toilet... what he doing here’ fuck lah, as if not my ex-sch liddat... i was like ’kow simi bei lah...’but i kept to myself cos no point arguing wif a retainee... then after that japeth that sji bastard say this rj is spy, dun tok to him... when i was toking to qiaoyi lah... fuck that asshole lah... not even chinese high one tok so big... and the chinese high one kow simi bei... super pissed off... but in the end i just diam diam go out... i rather not kb them cos i know what they are capable of... and altho their not v. bright... (retainees and appeal cases) and i can out niao them.... better not insult them anymore... fuck them... i’ll beat u on the court... just u wait... bastard... the batch of tt players for 2002 is so ZAI!!! so frenly.... then why the fuckers from 2001 so cb... some are quite ok lah, like sanduo... but sh that (*&@($$@# argh i ran out of expletives to use... have a limited "emotional vocabulary" to describe such lowlife creeps...
hmm i didn’t realise i spent such a large paragraph insulting those bastards... not long enuff if u ask me.... argh, jh was rite... kb them back onli stoop to their lv... this is one reason i didn’t want to go hcjc lah.... bastard seniors.... can’t believe he was once my senior, someone i laffed and ate together wif.... come to think of it, we are not even their rivals... what does my "defection", if u want to put it that way, got to affect u in any way.... in fact i let u have chance to play lah... dun let u sit bench... cos u so poor thing dio retain...
argh, damn pissed. i think i go bath first try to calm down.... later then write more stuff... if i got the mood and don’t go on typing insults...
guess one must never forget building the walls will just keep the sun out.
but i can’t afford that now can’t i. how i want back. in fact, i need to see through everyone before i start peering above this fortress i;ve built, what a world.
read this post from a long time ago, i wonder how different life would be if i were surrounded by pple whom build walls only to protect and ensure no one enters this circle of friends, where within the walls lies not the individual but the group, or do people change and start kicking pple out?
this is seriously one bad day, and no one else better try piss me off... damn it, today everyone got things on, then zao, so didn’t watch movie... nvm, cos i can always go to chinese high and play tt wif juniors... and cannot blame them for not going... nvm...
after at chiense high, then realise today no coach... liew... then ty said that train a short while den play soccer... kow... i play that little while demoralize until cannot make it... then want to correct cannot... then play soccer.... nvm... then after that 5:20 i prepare to go liaoz lor. or else will clash wif hcjc pplez. then i went toilet and change... then i saw seow hong lah. i said hello.. he dao me and walk into cubicle.. nvm... then he suddenly say ’why got a rj diao in the toilet... what he doing here’ fuck lah, as if not my ex-sch liddat... i was like ’kow simi bei lah...’but i kept to myself cos no point arguing wif a retainee... then after that japeth that sji bastard say this rj is spy, dun tok to him... when i was toking to qiaoyi lah... fuck that asshole lah... not even chinese high one tok so big... and the chinese high one kow simi bei... super pissed off... but in the end i just diam diam go out... i rather not kb them cos i know what they are capable of... and altho their not v. bright... (retainees and appeal cases) and i can out niao them.... better not insult them anymore... fuck them... i’ll beat u on the court... just u wait... bastard... the batch of tt players for 2002 is so ZAI!!! so frenly.... then why the fuckers from 2001 so cb... some are quite ok lah, like sanduo... but sh that (*&@($$@# argh i ran out of expletives to use... have a limited "emotional vocabulary" to describe such lowlife creeps...
hmm i didn’t realise i spent such a large paragraph insulting those bastards... not long enuff if u ask me.... argh, jh was rite... kb them back onli stoop to their lv... this is one reason i didn’t want to go hcjc lah.... bastard seniors.... can’t believe he was once my senior, someone i laffed and ate together wif.... come to think of it, we are not even their rivals... what does my "defection", if u want to put it that way, got to affect u in any way.... in fact i let u have chance to play lah... dun let u sit bench... cos u so poor thing dio retain...
argh, damn pissed. i think i go bath first try to calm down.... later then write more stuff... if i got the mood and don’t go on typing insults...
guess one must never forget building the walls will just keep the sun out.
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Submitted by benlim on Thu, 06/03/2004 - 05:20
handball is damn fun, lalala. blah wasted one period in school playing handball instead of studying :( shrek was damn funny, but couldn’t laugh it out when there’s like soooo little pple in the cinema, quite paiseh, so didn’t enjoy it as much as i could. oh well.
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Submitted by benlim on Sun, 05/30/2004 - 23:43
went to watch volkswagen open table tennis finals today, was treated to another spetacle of table tennis. whee! all the crazy rallies, crazy display of reflexes and skill, left us all gaping. so damn nice was the exhibit of table tennis that we started a game where we would whack the person who said ’WAH’ after a spetec ball was played. guess we had no shortage of pple to hit since
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