I haven't had much to smile about lately.
I've been pretty down.
Like break down mode.
Just so unhappy.
I know I don't have it as bad as some people, but damn it.
I can be depressed every now and then.
My mother assured me the way I was feeling was "normal", because I am a college student and things have been a little hectic for me. If she only knew the half of it.

My mother is having me sit with her while she grades these Japan posters.
Ahhh.

In times like these... retail therapy is what I turn to.
Clothes, make up, movies, undies, books, Macbooks, PCs, and etc.
Anything I can buy... I will.

Of course, since I am a poor college student... money isn't abundant. So I go with sales, with things I KNOW that will be a good investment, and look for coupons online to save on ANYTHING. Everything saved counts! I saved 16.60 on my laptop battery. I saved on textbooks. I should go to the Granger Good Will to do some thrifty shopping, for something under my fake leather biker/rocker jacket.

I need these Rampage boots though. So I am going to go with my Father. :)

My parents do love me. I know we don't always agree, but I know they do love me.. not just because they buy me things, but they were genuinely concerned when I had my little break down this weekend.

Sooo I have to do this scholarship thing, so I can save money to buy a Macbook Pro. :D

And I hope my damn credit card application goes through, so I can start building my credit! And no I won't be stupid with it. I am actually pretty good with money.
I just need a better job to support the retail therapy.

P.S. 18 year olds should not get married. MY PERSONAL OPINION. And apparently that makes me rude. What a dumb bitch. HATER.