checkeredclouds
Fairly Certain...
He knows he makes her weak
She honestly wasn't all that strong to begin with
It's hard to be left behind over the undeserving
She reaches and grasps
But her hands return with nothing
He knows
Enjoys it maybe
Knowing that all he'd have to do is say the words
And she'd be there
The path less traveled is more tempting at the moment
Immediate pleasure is easier than having to wait
So she'll sit jealous of his freedom
Angry at the undeserving
Pretending she's alright inside.
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When life wasn't enough
Just when it couldn't get any better
The world fell apart
Blue glass skies in tattered pieces
Thick gray batting looming above instead
Somehow that was comforting
Changing breezes swishing through her hair
The river waters were rising
But she knows how to swim
This time she'd have to hold her breath
Always been in a little too deep
So good at getting out
Could the blue glass be glued back together?
Just another test...
Passed.
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Give Me Something.
It wasn't derived from any warm fuzzy feeling...
Nor was it from some sort of satisfaction.
She wasn't quite sure why her face had softened and changed.
It was for certain a smile she'd been waiting for.
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Bowling for Soup kicked ass.
They decided to a random photo opp in the middle of the show... it was awesome and very funny.
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Give me a glass of water.... and your phone number...
Every time I see you I regress a little.... in a few days I'll be 4 steps a head of myself. (Over it )
Can I just feel normal again? I mean really?
What the hell!
It's so frustrating to still be in love with someone who... I don't even freaking understand...
The edges of the hole in my chest are burning again.
I really think I just need to get out and start talking to someone to get over this. A tiny part of me isn't ready for that....in fact that tiny part is horrified. The rest of me is kinda over it, ready for something new. I'm trying not to hold out, not to be disappointed again.
Oh man... *sigh*
Alright.
I'm done.
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I do believe everyone around me has gone completely retarded...
Just an observation.
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Never has one been so vivid, so worth remembering.
In this dream the sun was setting. I was sitting on a hill below a weeping white tree. The sky was orange and purple and the breeze was blowing cool. I heard a man’s voice say, “Do not cry my child.”
I looked all around me but could see no one.
I said, “ I am not crying out of sadness. I am crying because I think I’ve lost him.”
And the man said, “ You have not lost anything. He will come to you soon.”
With tears still gathering make up as they flowed from my eyes to the soft grass,
I asked, “ How do you know it wasn’t something I had done?”
The breeze changed directions and blew warm on me, like I was being hugged.
The man said, “ He knows that you care for him. In his heart he is caring for you, his mind has lead him to believe other things. He will come to you soon.”
Some strange sort of comfort fell upon my heart. I sat there for a time still crying and full of hope.
I must have been there for hours because soon it was dark but never did I feel alone. Soon the person I thought to be lost came and sat beside me.
" I am glad you waited." He said, before pressing his lips to my cheek.
I woke up in tears.
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My boyfriend and I just moved as well.
But I never thought to take before and after pics.
Would have been a great idea though, since our aprtment looks COMPLETELY different.
Honestly, the only part that is complete is the kitchen and bathroom. Our bedroom is still all screwed up, and we've been there for 3 weeks now. /:
Haha thanks for sharing. Yep I've lived in the San Antonio area all my life and this was the 2nd time it's snowed sine I was an infant.
When I lived in Texas, it snowed once. It was a little more snow than that, and I was really young but it was pretty much the most exciting thing ever. Random story from a random tourist.
Lol that's cute. I live in Canada, snow has been on the ground here since October, I wish it would melt!! It won't for another month or two though...sigh! =P
always take time for you
vacation is imperative to your success in any career goals
yea, I wish I had the luxury sometimes for free weekends,
I do have a vacation coming up
fortunately
I couldn't tell that it was still up... I will take it down later when I have time. Thanks for the heads up :)
you should really look into taking out your old layout it's really hard to read stuff and navigate your melo when random things get in the way. :)
-Prays- Good Luck :) I really hope everything works out for the best for you with your move.
I know :) still makes me feel bad. I would talk to you about important stuff all the time if I was on here more. I do not like to see you sad sweetie, it sux!
I am SOOOO NOT the lookie loo!
ok that's not totally true. Half the time when I reply to you, it takes me there lol. Well not today, but it does sometimes. Making me all out to be a lookie loo, lol.
lol, no I did not...I am soooo soorrrry lol., so so sorry :( I did not mean to make you blush lol.
That's it? Pffft, make it worth my while, I'm just sayin'. Oh and dinner...that's it? If you are going to be getting treated you had better ask up lest you not get everything you can get lol.
I'll test you!!! Study up missy! And don't make promises that you cannot keep. I make a meandinner, you should try it.
HA! I finished all of mine at like 9am so YEA! And you would really come teach me? Hmmm, I might have to sass you more often.
Vasectomy is a minor surgical procedure that closes the man's vas deferens (sperm ducts) to stop sperm from reaching the prostate during ejaculation. - He wouldn't have any side effects and everything would pretty much remain the same. The only thing that changes is that he will no longer be able to impregnate you.
But I suppose if thats how you feel than thats how you feel.
checkeredclouds
About Me
I see your fingers fidget, your anxious fingers fidget. Now I see it all, your reign with a name, you're like spring and fall. But I know the blue that comes with you. I swim in oceans as blue as you.
Real Name:Lyndsy
Birthday:
Mar 29 1985
Chat Name:
lynz24ish (aim)
Disposition:
If you hadn't have stolen my heart, I'm sure it would be broken.
Location:
Texas
Sex?:
Taco
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your dream entry is so pretty