crypticwhore
Feeling Better
For the past week and a half I have felt like I was going through a quarterlife crisis. I felt lost, and really scared. I think part of it is that I couldn't afford my medication, and the other part was that I quit my job because I was so depressed that I didn't want to get out of bed.
The next part of it was probably the whole waiting on responses back from Grad School.
My dad has been being a huge dick too.
But! Today! I applied for jobs, and got a call back within the same day. I got my medication back. I found out that rent isn't due for me yet (another big stresser). And now I'm feeling a bit better about all things. :]
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Mercer's Question of the Day #173
What is something that you totally regret doing, but don't regret at all at the same time?
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MY GOAL IS TO GET THIS TO 1000 TOUCHES.
I decided, I was interested to see if I could actually do it.
This is going to stay on my front page.
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All Of The Crap That I Want on My Front Page:
FILL THIS OUT AND PUT IT IN MY G-SPOT!
I _____ Mercer.
Mercer is ______.
If I were alone in a room with Mercer, I would _______.
I think Mercer should _____.
Mercer needs ______.
I want to ____________ Mercer.
Someday Mercer will________.
Mercer reminds me of _______.
Without Mercer _______.
Memories of Mercer are ________.
Mercer can be __________.
Worst thing about Mercer is _________.
Best thing about Mercer is _________.
I am ________ with Mercer.
I'm pretty sure Mercer is __________ in the sack.
Mercer probably tastes like __________. Prolly.
I would share a __________ with Mercer, even if we only had one straw/spoon.
If I had to dig Mercer out of prison, I would bake a cake and with a __________ inside.
If I could, I would steal Mercer's __________. I'd let her keep her, but, you know.
If Mercer and Tony Danza costarred on a sitcom, it would be called __________.
If I know Mercer, and I don't, there is one thing she's NOT, and that is __________.
When Mercer dies, I know she'd like it if we all sang and danced to __________ at her funeral.
QUICK! Cut off Mercer's __________, it's the source of her super powers!
I LIKE TO SWAP CDS WITH PEOPLE, LET'S SWAP BURNED CDS! I'LL GIVE YOU MY ADDRESS, YOU GIVE ME YOURS. WE BOTH GET [PRESUMABLY] GREAT MUSIC!
Thank you Julie, AKA melo: poisonivy, for my lovely layout!
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guestbook
Hey, I see you online on AIM a lot now, but you never respond. Bad timing? Annoying kid from melo? (that would be me), or just don't recognize the Screen Name>?
yea.. melo is just like everything else to me... i like certain things to stay the same... new things sometimes confuse me and piss me off
so anyway.. what have you been up to?
come see me some time and ill teach you my madskillz! its really not that hard.
ill grab a paddle, were pushin' this boat to smoother seas, <3
thanks for the melo love!
Thank you for the reassurance. :]
That response really meant a lot to me. Thank you.
I am excited to (eventually) finally meet you.
That was possibly the best response I could ever have wanted.
happy meloversary mercer!!!! and we love u back as much as u love us!!!
you mean the world to us!!!
yeah I'm feeling you on that melo love post. incidentially, I mean. these days are tough and it helps to have understanding hearts and whatnots around. keep up the deep pieces.
you are the greatest mercer, and as soon as i get a new phone charger i will call you.!!!
I'm listening. I love reading about you, I'm sad when you are having problems in your life.
So let me keep reading - don't stop posting, and know that if I'm silent, I'm still checking up on you... in a non-stalkery way. ♥
It will be okay.
Mercer, you mean something to me. Please read from the wave of people here who agree with me. As soon as I am financially capable and Sam is physically able, I am now set on coming and visiting you.
Hun, you are one of the most amazing people I've ever encountered. You have made a HUGE impact in my life and have shown me that no matter what I need to keep moving forward in life and never let anything stand in my way. You have always been an inspiration to me.
You are beautiful, sexy, intelligent, good humored, and just plain awesome. These people that don't get that obviously are the ones with the problem. I always enjoy reading your melo and when you are away and not posting much you are always missed. One thing that I have learned through my life is even when things seem the darkest there is still light and positive things around us. Focus on the positive and before you know it this will all be a distant memory. Good luck and I hope you feel better very soon.
I generally try to live without regrets even if it was something I maybe should have done differently. I did what I did and if it was a wrong or bad decision I learned from it and grew as a person. But there really isn't any one little thing I would change if I could go back and do it. ♥
I love reading your melo! You are such an awesome person, I love you diverse posts. I read a good many of them. I ♥ you and no matter what, you will always have melo, it will never abandon you. ♥
crypticwhore
About Me
You'll find someone, and well, if you can't, you and your 30 cats can come live with me.
Real Name:See Definition: dissociative tendencies and schizotypy.
Birthday:
Oct 22 2003
Chat Name:
queeeenofh3arts
Disposition:
Faster, Pussycat.
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Den Of Sin
Sex?:
Usually With Myself.
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man, there are too many things for me to write here.
i regret a lot of things but im glad that i went through them because everything ive done and that was done to me has made me who i am today. i like who im becoming..so.. its totally cool.