cuddleboy18

here you go wolfie. short n sweet....

I gotta man. He's quite hot. We're quite a bit of drama. It's a trade off i'm quite willing to make. The end.

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avoidant of the future
the twinkle is gone
a disorder that's never been attended to
remember me? I liked you once
remember me? I had promise once
further and further from who we once were
growth? a longing for the simplicity we once despised.
coffee, movies, car rides, EXPERIENCE
we weren't scared once, of their judgement.
we were optimist once. remember?
we had our heart broken, we were sad, WE FELT.
dead now.
drinks, drugs, we left it behind for the party in the end.
we made connections once. beautiful and deep, with strangers.
you're still young kid, stop this lie.
you're still beautiful kid, smile again.
you're still worth something, let's make this year count.

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this username is fucking embarrassing now that i'm 25 years old hahaha wtf was I thinking?

miss

I really do miss the point at my life at which I started melo... I was 18 and had my whole life ahead of me. I'd give anything to go back... bah. Fuck how quickly time passes.

6 years... damn.

Shayna and I talked a few days ago about Melo and how our lives revolved around it for a minute... kind of like myspace. Melo was also kind of weird because everyone we met turned out to be so damned cool.. hahahaha it's been so long... how strange to look back..

You care, you really care.

I'm alive mother fuckers. I have a bad ass apartment with my friend Steph in central Phoenix. It's fun to think ppl read this shit still and still care about. I enjoy the following, in order of importance:

1. Boys
2. Vodka
3. Having fun with boys while drinking lots of vodka

Ok later on kids...

Ps, I miss some of u tucson folks even if you don't realize it. You're in my thoughts a lot, and even if we're not cool and close like we used to be. Remember, we once had a bad ass time together and those memories are forever. Anywho, gots to shave all my body hair for the club.... later haters.

-Augie

why come

Why come I can't put my picture on here like the old melo? Umm maybe i can and I'm just retarded.

overload

Aimlessly searching perfecting my anger
Wish I loved you but I know It

me

And such choices should have never been treated with such whimsicality
Love and loss and pain and the never ending guilt of unfulfilled potential
Boys boys boys, and all the trouble that they bring
Friends, memories that I refuse to give up
And the realization that I am after the big prize
That the now is unimportant
Faces, so fresh and ingrained forever, the smile the jokes the connection
Only to understand it wasn

hey there

sup, phoenix awaits now. wish me luck with the boys, the new job, and sanity in general. latah....

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ever mindful of what we once were
grateful for what what we had
a slap in the face
please dont hate me
growing apart and loving others, loving life as you know it now
experiencing and trying and smiling all the way through it
chances to be taken, mistakes to be made
thats life, live it now or regret it later
with the love i shared i also got competition, something unexpected
and we shall celebrate each other not with words, but with thought
times past, and happiness not seen by me or you
happy times to you all, you know who you are....

Beautiful

Take a breath kid it

ill say goodbye

ill say goodbye to you and everything you represented. ill say goodbye to that time, and everything it could have been. ill say goodbye to a moment that was so burned into my mind and so within my reach. ill say goodbye to your memory, still so fresh and true. ill say goodbye to the smile, to the scent, to everything i loved. ill say goodbye to the past, so full of hope and so much a part of me. ill say goodbye, ill say hello to tomorrow.

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Happy Meloversary ^_^

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Happy Meloversary

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happy melo

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