darkfilter
1year and 6months since my last entry
I broke up with Jess 6months ago. Realizing now how good of a thing that was. Needy, self-conscious, and well really OCD. It is fairly safe to say that the relationship was on its downfall when I posted my last entry and it never really picked up from there it just kind of lingered on.
One failed relationship since Jess, that one just never worked but thats what I get for letting my friends try to hook me up with someone. Now I have a crush on someone who just started at work. I could've already fucked that up before anything happened, hooked up with her saturday. That was quite the interesting night, but she seems disinterested in hanging out this week when I brought it up at work. C'est la vie.
Now, school is entirely its own story. I need 1 credit to finish my bach. degree. I guess I have just been putting the class off since I dread taking it and I have no idea what to do with my life. I planned everything around law school, being an attorney and so no. But after working in the field for a while that dream was just shattered. I realize very clearly that not all environments would be the same as the office I was in but still. The level of stress I saw in all of my co-workers was not something I would willingly bring upon myself.
tldr; Still haven't graduated, single and hating it, same job I've always had.
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and i am going to be so sad while shes gone.
she is perfect
in every way
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why, because shes perfect in everyway...
well, close to perfect, but shes perfect to me.
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she is the best!
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I LOVE HER
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P.s. Being stuck in traffic sucks.
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Of course you don't!! But I will tell you!!
She is smart, funny, sweet and she thinks I'm pretty damn good too!
<3 Jess
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and shes pretty fucking wonderful
yeah
thats right
the end
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Maybe I like to keep it all bottled up inside until I explode..
Thinking about someone.. <3
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Oh wait, fuck this.
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Darkfilter's Melo Quick Entry
A pakistani crazy fucker tried to run me off the highway today, he then pulls up behind me at a stop light -- gets out of the car -- punches my roof and gets back in. Luckily there was no damage.
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The Second Summer of the Rest of My Life
With the latest batch of people moving away this leaves me with very few people I would consider to be close friends in the general area. This kinda makes me really unhappy. I guess I will have to go out and meet new people. [That is something that I definately do not enjoy doing, as well, I am not very good at it.]
Could things possibly get any worse this summer? Friends not speaking to longtime friends, tearing other people apart.. Only time will tell.
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Love, Hate, Appreciate
n.
1. A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
2. A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance.
hate (ht)
v. hat?ed, hat?ing, hates
v. tr.
To feel hostility or animosity toward.
To detest.
To feel dislike or distaste for: hates washing dishes.
ap?pre?ci?ate (-prsh-t)
v. ap?pre?ci?at?ed, ap?pre?ci?at?ing, ap?pre?ci?ates
v. tr.
To recognize the quality, significance, or magnitude of: appreciated their freedom.
To be fully aware of or sensitive to; realize: I appreciate your problems.
To be thankful or show gratitude for: I really appreciate your help.
To admire greatly; value.
To raise in value or price, especially over time.
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Dont hate, appreciate the love.
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melo tour brought me to you, even though you don/t seem to be around. :/
you've been around just as long as I have.. I was kinda shocked to see the picture, and I think you should keep it! don't change it!
Yeah, at this point I'm not terribly worried about spamming the front page,.
damn - long time... I couldn't remember my shit..but got in finally - lots changed! so weird to be back on here...I was so addicted there for a bit...all good things much come to an end eh? ciao!
So how are you? I see that it's been awhile since you've been on here. I just recently started up again too. Different profile for me though.
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i'm doing well. i've just moved from san diego back to the east coast between philly and nyc. how's everything going with you
hey let me know if you're back :) miss hearing from you
s'okay.. i just randomly came across here a few times myself :) but really, come back! :D
Yeah, that's usually when I go on sabbatical as well.
When things are really bad, or really good.
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lol your entry makes me feel less like an odd fuck up... so we're NOT fucking up, life just sucks no matter WHAT.... i will note that i've been right about that since jr. high lol