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Please recommend your top five SHOTS

Because today is my 21st :D

I'm not lying

when I say that this is exactly what my boyfriend looks like
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Update

Okay, so I have three conferences coming up: Vancouver, Denver, and San Diego, all to present my research. Kind of a big deal. Also, I just had a tonsillectomy and I've lost about 20 pounds. I've got a new boyfriend, Evan. We've been seeing each other for under two months, but he's a real sweetheart. So...yeah! Work, homework, papers, research, school...that's basically my life.

Oh, Holy Hell

I randomly logged on today for the first time in weeks and surprise, it's my Meloversary!
I'm sorry for being so far behind but I swear I'm being productive. I've started applying to grad schools and I have a big convention coming up in March in a completely different country. Okay, Canada, but it's still not the U.S.
And I'm writing. No, really, I am. I have like, three or four stories written all the way through...almost...I can't make the endings work. Probably because I'm reading too much Clive Barker and he's making me morbid...well, more than usual. But hey, school is going really well and that's what counts, yeah?
Bee tee dub I was Little Red Riding Hood for Halloween :) But with a lot more blood.
I miss you! A lot! Please say hi if you know me! And don't be mad, okay?

Sweet Child o' Mine

Warning: Pretty fucking graphic.



Closing time. Time to go home and sit on your ass. Got dressed up for nothing. Because it

Goblin

She was staring out the window. The wind came up and down in confused, cold-looking gusts. Outside, the yard behind the old house was silky black, lit only when lightning streaked through the rainy air. She wished the light would make up its mind, either stay here or stay away, and never come back. Or that she could pull the dusty red curtains shut, but she was frozen to her spot. Every time the light came back, she could see it sitting there. It was three feet left of the eroded birdbath. It shouldn

Wyoming

I can't sleep, so I won't let you sleep either.

On the crumbling edge of a ghost town, there is an old slaughterhouse. It used to belong to Dean Ringlein, but he's dead now. They used to kill animals in the basement. Heat rises, so the basement was the coldest place in the building and therefore the most desirable place to work, despite the smell. It reeked of cattle blood. That smell will never go away. Some things are impossible to scrub off.

Ringlein's factory is now home to rats, cats, mutts, and other various forms of putrescence, like the Boy. He lives in the basement where it's cool. Dank. He hasn't lived there for very long and he won't live much longer. Sunlight has never reached into the bowls of the old kill floor and his skin is now the exact shade of gray as the walls around him. His only coloration comes from the scratches on his arms, his own frenzied work. His hair is dirtied blonde, dirty because of the filth around him. His eyes glows like the cats'; the rats won't come near him, though they pick at his companion. He used to grind his teeth at night. Here, it's always night and his smile has been worn into a jack-o-lantern's grimmace. Feral.

His companion lies on top of the drain in the middle of the checkered floor. She is curled on her side, in an almost fetal position. He put her like that. Her long brown hair is falling out, slowly exposing her scalp. Her bruises will never fade; she will never heal nor age. She's wearing a blue summer dress which hasn't even begun to fall apart. Funny, isn't it, that even dead, her eyes are still more alive than his are.

One week ago, he called her Humanity. She called him Thomas. She wanted something dangerous. He wanted something to hold on to. It's happy, I think, that they both found exactly what they were looking for.


JN-SN

Music


While I write, I listen to music.

Wolfen

The streets in Wolfen are narrow and black. Supposedly, they

My Angel Gabriel

His head is locked down, chin on chest. He sits in a garden, half past midnight. Tornado alley is blinded by a thunderstorm. The air smells like nitrogen and electricity. He tells you how he’d be soaked clear to his heart, if he had a heart at all. The bench is cold iron, slick from every angle. When lightening cracks, the sky turns from black to gray, momentarily illuminating his face. He comes outside on nights like this, if only to blame his wet face on the rain.
He tells you that he’d love to sit here, just like this, till the ivy crawls up around his legs. Till it tightens itself around his arms, tying his hands together in a forced prayer. He’d invoke the name of every god he knew, just for an answer. In tremors he sits, shaking from the cold he radiates. Put your hands around his shoulders, silently as you can. He feels the pressure and sighs, wondering if you love or pity him. He’s colder than the sleet. When you pull your arms away, he knows the finality of his damnation.
Standing up from the bench, he brushes his fingertips through your hair, leaving ice trails. Without making a sound, he walks six steps in front of you, and turns. He raises his head, first twisting it around to his shoulder, as if looking behind himself for some kind of escape. Millions of tigers hide in the clouds overhead, it seems. They roar and roll.
He takes off his shoes, shirt, pants, until he stand naked in front of you. His skin, in flashes, is the same gray as the sky. His veins stand out blue. The clouds swirl over him, preparing themselves for one final burst. He raises his arms, straight out from his sides. Lifting his head, he looks at you. You turn your face away; his eyes hold nothing you’ve ever needed to see. He looks up at the sky.
Lightening races to the ground, meeting first with his eyes. His body is illuminated for seconds. You feel the heat of his last moments, pulsing like a bonfire. The sparks and ash disappear in the air, scattering themselves into your mouth, places he’d never been. The thunder and lightening come together now, forming an unholy scream for a brief instant. Gone to the fire his soul melded with ages ago.

Ethereal

I saw the most gorgeous creature. Sitting in some Greek-style cafe. It has bronze and pale green walls, with flowers I couldn't even begin to name sitting in elborate, blue-stained vases. The shelves were almost all off-kilter. The ceiling was stucco. It smelled like grilled tomatoes. There was a spanish-sounding guitar in the background.

Maybe he was reading some over-done, over-hyped philsophy book. Completely engrossed.

Times like that, I believe in gods. Couldn't just be a fluke of nature. The gods had some hand in it. I couldn't help staring. He had long, sandy blonde hair, and baby-pinch cheeks. Ethereal. Angelic. Some people just beg to be desired. I didn't ever want to touch him. That would ruin the moment. Some things shouldn't ever be touched. So delicately divine.

He looked like an art student. Maybe he was reading a book on sculpting.

I think he looked up. Maybe he saw me.

Maybe in five years, I'll go to an art show, and there'll be a painting, a sculpture of me. Sitting in a Greek-style cafe, drinking coffee. Maybe he'll remember me forever. I wonder what I'd be to him. Little brown-eyed girl, sitting in a wrought-iron chair. The gods loved him. I'll never see him again. I never want to. It would sink this air. I want to remember him like this.

just
so
beautiful.

I stood up to throw away my cup. I looked at him one more time.

He was smiling at me.

Backstage

She can remember herself, eight years old. She had long, curly hair. It was dirty blonde, she thought. She could remember the theatre. The other kids there were so mean. This rule was strongly imposed, see? One could not hang out with the older kids until one was a double digit. That means ten. They wouldn

Lace

He smiled serenely as the lace of her dress slid down her shoulder. His eyes traced the fine, ivory curve of her neck, up to her cheek. Her face was clean, seeing as all the makeup had rubbed off on her pillow while sleeping only moments ago. Even without makeup, she was ethereal. He wondered why she wore it at all. She was staring up at him with sleepy, half-dreaming eyes.

It was like just hours ago, on the deck of the ship. He was finishing a story; she was leaning over the edge to see how close she could get to the dolphins. Seawater blew up into her face, and just as she turned, she beheld this interesting young man. He had long features and chestnut hair. He was tall, even sitting down. Tall, lanky, much more like a boy than a man. It was his eyes, however that caught her. So dark they appeared black. Caught her and held her. She felt as though they were boring through her. Having never been gazed at so intently before, she felt herself blush. Naturally, she hadn

Heartless

The scene opens with an aerial view of a dark ocean. That murky feeling preceding a storm, with winds and rain caught in the throat of an eerie fog. Slowly, into focus comes a small body afloat in the vast sea of foreboding gray and blue. The view is spiraling, eventually resting upon a cavern, a hole, no larger that a child's fist. The hole is in the body in the water. The body is that of a small girl, her tarnished golden hair in strands about her heard, dirty because of the putrescence around her numb, still figure. Her eyes are open, blank, staring back up to the hazy atmosphere. Lifeless, yet frightened. So frail and fragile even after this mock innocence is of no help.

A perfect circle bores a hole through her white gown, as if some massive bullet shot and lodged itself within her heart. Strangely, her heart is this bullet, lying in its cavity, disconnected from all that held it in place. A perfect circle, this is its bed of flesh and blood. The body begins so sink, painfully slowly. As it does, the heart rises out of the chest, with no ribs to encase it. She falls through the water; it rises to the surface, and beats. The beating drives it, and creates the illusion of swimming.

Miniscule waves drive it to a dock. Upon this small, wooden pier rest two boys, fishing. One is lying down with his knees bent over the edge. The other, ever alert, sits above the water, pole in hand. They are not tired, nor hungry, nor fearful. The heart comes into view and crashes politely against the timber. The restful boy sits up suddenly and peers beneath his feet. He sees it, he wants it, he takes it, and bites in. With pointed teeth and glaring grimaces they rip off all the excesses of the heart, spitting the bloody pulp in the already troubled depths. Never once do they tear the muscle itself, rather, veins and arteries that once connected it for a purpose. Once the heart is smooth and free of tendrils, the ready boy gently drops the heart back and resumes his waiting.

A current has formed from prior stillness and the heart is being propelled by something more urgent. Farther out, a colossal head has risen of the water, that of a wrathful young man. This head is supported by no body, only a long, clear pipe, poised directly below the base of the skull and tapering off somewhere below sight. It possesses sticky, stringy black hair, the texture of seaweeds. The tiny amber eyes reflect nothing outside of themselves. They are truly void and empty. The current increases, sweeping the heart into a now gaping mouth to be swallowed, seemingly crushed between malicious garnet lips.

The heart reappears, sliding down the aforementioned pipe. It is not a heart at all, rather a string of deep red tar. As it slides, the head rises out of the water, pulling the pipe with it. Just after it has fully emerged, the now liquefied heart plops into the water. It begins twisting and churning as if in some internal battle. Fashioning itself into a sort of cylinder, the gel changes. Starting at one end, it solidifies into black scales, forming a snake. Once this transformation is complete, then snake swims off, eventually coming across its origin, her body. Creeping slowly at first, and then speeding through the water, the serpent comes up to her leg at an angle, and bites. Not a second after having removed its miniature fangs from her thigh, the snake swims away to the abysmal depths. It will not return now or ever.

Her eyes are focused. Looking at the hold in her chest, to be seen is new skin, growing over and patching what was never broken. The patch is completed just as she awakens. She does not cry out, but rather, blinks in a strange rhythm as some darker pressure carries her body up from the deep.

Fully aware of her situation, she came to rest at the dock. Both boys were alert, then, and they leaned over the start at this damp child attempting to pull herself up with her frail arms. They each took a hand helped her to stand above with them. Now, beyond the dock, she saw for the first time a forest, so dense that only the first trees were visible. The branches were gnarled and twisted, almost demonic. A fog was billowing from the undergrowth, reaching down the dirty corridor, which lead to her feet. She did not look back at her ocean, or her boys. Nor did she feel their tug at her wrists one final time as she let go and started down her path, barefoot and heartless.

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crukedhaylo's picture
Re: Please recommend your top five SHOTS

Wow. I had no idea you were younger than me! LOL! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

crukedhaylo's picture
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lol! Good girl!! :D

deeptheatrics's picture
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Haha! Don't worry. I took care of it ;) lol

crukedhaylo's picture
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Wowza!! Good God Almighty! And why arent you screwing him at this very second and every second youre not dealing with school and work and conferences and all that other mandatory life stuff? ;oP~

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Good for you - that sketch is a hunk!

strangeways's picture
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looks like everything is going well for you.

sublimenihilist's picture
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Awesome!

crukedhaylo's picture
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I hear that!! Good luck!!

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hey :) Whatcha up to?

xanaos's picture
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hello there. it's been a while.

iknowdumbppl's picture
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my Thanksgiving was ok, nothing really special, just went to Black Angus with family... how was yours?

iknowdumbppl's picture
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I'm doing ok.
having a good weekend so far?

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how goes it?

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hello =)

carabella's picture
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I do miss your stuff, take care, lots of care. ♥

charon's picture
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I'll never forgive you for leaving my heart in pieces

I hope all is well in Neverland Tink
Miss you

sabriel's picture
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*huggles* love yas!

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Happy meloversary. :)

strangeways's picture
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happy meloversary darling.

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No problemo :)

sublimenihilist's picture
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Happy meloversary! &hearts

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happy meloversary

letteminakai's picture
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Happy Meloversary!!! ^_^

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Once it's approved, you are the first girl Im coming to tell! ;o))

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Soooooo, after reading your lovely work, (I cant be that creative, I wish I could) and reading lots on literotica.com (I really do like the stories ;o))) I was trying to explain to a friend why the story is so important to me. He asked for an example and well, I wrote a story for him. ;o) And submitted it! So, once it gets approved, I will she the link with you if you like. It's about as creative as I can get. Where your stuff is really detailed in the back story, mine is just *wham* and there. I guess. Anyways, now that Ive written YOU a book, lol, I'll holla later! <3

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I <3 you! Willing to do your research! lol Of course, the sexual pleasures you get from it arent too shabby either! ;o))))

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well honestly its difficult most guys dont want there balls touching eachother but the easiest way would be one on one and kinda tag team. its going to be awkward unless you get a bi sexual guy involed then that would be !!! amazing

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Ive never been in one, but I can imagine the stories you'll write about after. It's something I've always wanted to try. ;o) If you do it, let me know how it goes!

sabriel's picture
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cons: you have to really REALLY trust both guys in order for it to happen. it works best if everyone is comfy with each other, then there are no awkward moments period. the trust comes in handy when they want to do something to you and you said no adamantly to it and then one and does it anyway. you have to be wary of those kinda guys, they'll do it cuz they figure since there's another guy then he'll help him get what he wants.
pros: brings you closer to the other person. great stories for later at a bar, good ice breaker. ummm...if the guys are awesome like the guys i had, you greet each other like you would any friend, a hug, a kiss on the cheek, a smile. those are the best kind, the kind you can sleep with when yere lonely and still be comfy with each other....those are rare and the best to do it with.
cons: jealousy and possessiveness. one guy gets jealous that you spend too much time on the other, and vice versa. sucks if yere dating one then they get that one combo together right then and there.

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thank you, I greatly appreciate it....I guess I have waited long enough for that to happen.

thanks again. *smiles*

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Holy crap! Thats is pretty intimidating.

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thats true, well she is only 6 years younger than me but there is a pretty large difference with the way she thinks and I think. plus I dont respect pedophile-type guys who just want to take advantage of someone.

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idk....its just something I have always kind of done. I never respected old guys who get young girls and I always made sure of what has unacceptable for me. to be honest with you I kinda want to go for her but im pretty sure everyone will get a really bad impression of me if I do it.

but I realize now that I always reject anyone before they can reject me...I guess thats what a lifetime of loneliness does to ya.

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She writes more romance than anything. Most have a touch of mystery to them. Favorite one so far is 'Envy'. Good plot. But romance, without being harlequin and all that. 'Unspeakable' has good mystery to it as well. Since I read mostly at work, it's best not to be too turned on! :-D

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Lol! Thats the one I just finished reading! Im reading that series again. Im telling you, that man has some sick psychopath running around in his brain somewhere. Your writing reminds me of his stuff in parts, and parts of Sandra Brown, but yours is definitely more.... Raw? I mean that in a good sense. I cant explain it. You write and I read. <3

crukedhaylo's picture
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I read way too much James Patterson. :-D He's pretty twisted. Or he used to be before he had people help him finish his books.

sabriel's picture
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if i had the money it would be mine. but priorities..money is going to school.

damnit.

crukedhaylo's picture
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Well, sicker would have been the brother instead of a cousin. Twistier would have been if he knew and she didnt and liked it. Kinda like Joe Dirt! Only not so funny. :-D

crukedhaylo's picture
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As always, I love your stuff. And they write about worse things. Sometimes the sicker and twisted the storyline, the better the story.

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