The plan: All the peoples meet at the parking lot by my house at the Middle School, Get some alcohol, go to Rocketship Park (Los Arboles) and drink on the side of the hill.

The Peoples: Dora, Sheila, Nick, Kalei, Jessica, Sylvia, and Yours Truly.

Place: Palos Verdes.

What actually happened:
Nick couldn't come due to Mom issues. Grrr. Kalei, Sheila and I went in Kaleis car to the parking lot. Where we were sposed to meet with Dora and Sylvia. Earlier that day one of Sarah's friends approached me and asked if I could get her weed. So we exchanged numbers. While we are waiting in the lot, she calls and we have her meet us there. I tell Sylvia not to come yet. So Jessica (Sarah's friend) follows our car to go get th herb. We get it and then off to the parking lot. Sylvia and Dora come. We are on our way to buy liquor! So we get the liquor at Ken's Liquor by my house. We then start heading to the park. We get to the park and it is too cold and sketchy according to everyone that they want to drink and smoke in the car. So we start to do that and relaise it isn't the best idea on a semi-main street. So we go into residential PV*. We find this culdesac and decide to drink there cause it has a porto potty. I had to pee. So I get sheila and we go to the porto potty. Which is on someones property cause the house is under construction. I was too afraid to go into the porto potty so I decide to pop a squat behind it. Well all of a sudden Sheila is like OMG THERES A PERSON! I already started to pee, so I am sitting there trying to pee as fast as i can and get the fuck out of there. So I am running as im pulling up my pants and sure enough the neighbor was out on there balcony. We bone out. Go to another little residential place smoke, drink, Kalei and Sheila curb pee then we take off so the rest of us could use an actual bathroom. So we go to Ralphs and I realise I don't have my moms credit card in my pocket so we go on a crazy hunt back to find that culdesac and sure enough right by my toilet paper and pee there it was. So we go back down the cliff to In n Out and get some grub and back to the parking lot we go. Try to smoke a bowl but Sylvia, who was by far the drunkest, ends up rolling around on the ground and then eventually puked so I was like ya...thats a night and went home.



*PV is Palos Verdes, which is like a rich preppy neighborhood where the houses are mansions. Pirates of The Caribbean 3 was filmed there at the caves.

This is what killed the Robin "hurrah".

Robin and I got drunk one night and she couldn't drive home. When she got up for school she realised when she went to go start her truck that 2 tires were slashed. So since that happened we hadn't really hung out so consistantly like we usually did. One night she PROMISED she would pick me up. She never called or anything. I kinda had a thought that in my mind maybe she was with Laura. I finally talked to her like a day and a half later and she had gotten high and passed out at a friends. maybe 2 days later she said she was going to pick me up after school. She didn't and she didnt reply to my texts. I was out doing errands with Cin and we saw her driving her dads truck. its pretty easily noticed. So Cin wanted to drive by and wave and say hi. We go by and Laura is in the front seat. I burst into tears. Called a few friends and told them goodbye. The next morning I left for California. Didn't tell too many people I was leaving. Just wanted to get out of there. WAS so hurt.

IM COMING HOME!!!!!!!! Screw this ND bullshit. I got a mohawk and a new piercing and im comin home!!! YAAAAY!

Ok, so my friend Lizz (17 years old). We were driving her dads car. Here in ND its freezing and the roads are icy and covered in snow. Well we take advantage of that. We were drifting around a corner in a lot and pulled the e brake so we could drift better. Well we didnt stop going sideways and we slammed into a fence. The drivers side door wont open from the outside, and *my friend Ash hit her head hard on the window.* Well Lizz's dad is an ass and she was afraid to go home. So she decided that she was just going to run away. So I let her stay at my place. She was there for about 3 days. Her brother somehow found out where she was and came over to take her home. She didnt want to go with him so she took off. Her brother then called the cops. Friends and i automatically jumped in the car to go look for her. Before we could leave we were blocked in by 3 cops on all sides. We got out of the car and they questioned us. We told them we didnt have her at the house for long cause then we would of gotten charged with harboring a runaway. Well we finished talking to the cops and then went back inside the house. Lizz comes barelling down the stairs and following her is the cops. They come in and arrest her. She came back over after she was released to her dad. She had slipped the cuffs while she was in the car and took off as they were switching cars (different cities) she took off. She did that about 3 times. So she is getting charged with being a runaway and evading police. About 2 days after she asked me if she could move in cause her dad kicked her out. So now she lives with me :)







*We were all ok till about a week later.

A Week Later

We were now driving our friend Cats car. We were coming back from a little road trip. We were going about 80-85. Well Cat is in the passenger seat. Lizz is driving. Cat starts telling Lizz that she should never do something. And I guess she was demonstrating and she yanked the wheel. We swerved across three lanes on the interstate and caught air. We had enough time being in the air to ask eachother if they were ok, then we landed in a 20-30 foot ditch. Ashley who was in the backseat with me may have a torn rotator cuff. I may have a pinched nerve or a hairline fracture. I went to the ER and they put me in a sling and ace bandage. My arm is too swoolen to take x rays. So I am going to go back in eventually. Lizz has a broken collar bone from a previous stunt. It was flippin sweet! lol. Its on her myspace. anyways. That hurt her after. We are all not talking to Cat for the stupid fucking stunt. Fucked up part is that she wont give me the insurance info on her car so my med insurance will cover it.

guess whos comin home...hopefully from november 27th to december 2nd. cant wait. buying my ticket next week. updates soon!

So I moved to North Dakota...

But melo will always be in my heart. Will explain more later.

So my bestest friend lives diagonally across the street from me, and I constantly go back and forth from my house to hers. Well I was walking back to my house and passed my neighbors house (house full of hot shirtless surfer dudes) and someone yells "DOUCHE BAG". I was like...ouch wtf? Lol. I am just hoping it was directed at the tv and not me.

My mom was supposedly cleaning my room the other day. Well she said she picked up this bag and my box o greens fell out. In this box is my pipe, a lot of baggies some empty, most with a little weed or seeds in em. Anyways, I was at a rave and I got home and found this note about it. It said I can't live in her house if thats my lifestyle. All this other bull shit. So I got this bright idea to write her a note back. I said 7/7/7 is a great day to stop smoking. Lmao, she is all about 777 now. She says goodnight, then she says 777. I kinda feel bad that I was so blown when I wrote that note. Whatevs. Just gotta be more careful.

My little trip to North Dakota went a lot longer then expected. It was ok. I just can't let my self slip into where I feel like I want to be. Like part of me is so very happy that I was treated like crap while I was there. It allowed me to see that I really shouldn't be hurt over such a fucking two faced bitch. So yea. The girl that claims she loves me spent all of her time with her new little fuck toy. What she didn't know was that the whole time she was with her little bitch I was with her ex. Her names Kali. She is the cutest little thing in the world. I really like her, but I don't know. Haha, whoda thunk you put two of Laura's exes together and we hit it off so well. She hasn't realized how fucked up laura is tho. Which is sad. But I am hoping maybe I can make her realise that she is a two faced user.

It was half fun and half horrible. Kinda like my emotions right now. I am not exactly balanced. I feel like I am on the edge and could snap into a great great depression very soon. So I am trying to keep busy.

Oh and all my friends will be surprised to hear that this little one is going to the national guard. Well attempting to.

So I picked up all my exes stuff yesterday that I am bringing to her. It was like 3 heavy ass boxes. I get em home and go through em. Oh the memories lol.

ANywho, so I got a suitcase and started shovin shit in it. I get it all packed, and I am so proud that I got it all in there without having to use a bigger one...no.

The damn zipper like comes unattached and so I had to repack everything! (in a bigger suitcase of course)

So I am all packed, well I thought I was till I walked into my room and realized I left out a bunch o shit. Oh well.

4 DAYS!!! Im ecstatic!

I got my tickets in the mail today!!!

Woot!

The ball is rolllllin!


Now I just need to get my check, and have confirmation that my birth certificate and school ID will be sufficient, and I will be on my way to go see mah girl!

HEHE!

The person I am going to go see took the whole week that I am going to visit off from work!!! I am so HAPPY!!!

I can't believe that I am going to do this. As the days near I think about what I really am doing...sitting on a bus for 2 days to spend 4 with mah love.


WOOOOO!
I dont care tho.

I am like stressed to the max! I need to know that I will be able to get onto the greyhound bus with just a school ID and a birth certificate. I am leaving the 20th. Buying my ticket in a few hours so I get the 14 days ahead discount. Oh yeaaa. I will be coming back the 26th. YEAY! I am so stoked, ima see my love! But yea, please if anyone knows can you let me know if I will be cool to travel like that.

THANKS!

YEAYUH! I am leaving! I am outta here! Haha, for 4 days or so. I am going to Hesperia to see my older brother, and all of my dads side of the family. Hopefully coming back loaded. Maybe armed with absenthe. Not any promises on that tho. But yea, I will be distant till Monday. I am leaving early friday morn and coming back monday night.

Miss me.